2011年1月29日星期六

Mines

today, i go to Mines to but my pants and shoes, 
cause they have been broken for a long time use it. 
i was try to clean my house first floor, suddenly mother decide to go Mines
i quickly keep all the things and go to Mines
when we until there, the was afternoon already, after mother buy her clothes 
so we all go to MCD to have our lunch, i saw a chinese girl work as cleaner at MCD 
she look familiar, after i look detail she was garu chong
she look very smart to wear the uniform of MCD.haha XD
we just have a small chat at that movement cause 
she have to continue her work .
after we have lunch we continue to research our items we need 
after 2 hours, we bought our things, i want have a look at Mines about the IT items 
to know about the IT items. i can see a lot of i.it have change all the market 
even though, the software items some of the company sold it.
just this we when back.


2011年1月28日星期五

busy day again

today  is a busy day for me. 
i just decide to go Jasco Selatan to watch movie 
"the green hornet" and download some software for my mobile phone 
after i reach there i but the ticket rm19 ...... so expensive 
than i go to starbuck to use their wi-fi service and have a cup coffee with price 6.90 
lucky i bring more money today.
than i continue download the software in the list i have check in computer.
totally i have download 8 software :
photo scribbler 
collage creator life 
multicon 
wikimobile
wikipedia for android 
foursquare 
scientific calculator 
actually not so many apps can function well cause my X10 mini do not have big screen
after that go to watch movie. XD

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after i went out the cinema the company of the learn car center have call me that
i can learn car after this 
OMG never think before about that 
after watch movie still can learn car 
never mind i try my best, and go ahead to do that. 
i start to learn car on 3.30 i still at jasco selatan on 2.50 
i scad i cant catch the time, hopefully the bus can come faster at this time 
finally on 3.10pm a bus came. than i can learn car le 
today i can drive on the road well can use the gear, brake and the fuel 
but when i learn for the parking and the 3 turning point 
feel very tired and hard to memories cause the uncle do not tell me which part should 
i remember it, make me have a little confuse, 
he had tell me that 1 girl have learn this morning, 
the girl learn more faster than me, use least time to learn, 
and said me that i was look mature but can not do it well =='''
i spend 3 hours to learn 2 technique feel very tired and can not be patience.
hope i can do well when exam and get the lesson before 21 of March(date of foundation start at UCTI)


2011年1月21日星期五

have a great dinner

today i feel very happy =)
cause i have cook dinner for my family ^^
today i have prepare all the vegetables and some materials for cook.
until half hour i feel cant wait her i start to cook for dinner.
first time to cook without people watch at beside.
each food i have cook i will like to taste them.
to make sure they are okay,
i have spend about 1 hour to cook, even though it is difficult for me and feel tired,
i would like to do it,just because i love to do.
i do not care other people, when they have their first time to cook.
cause i was know some of them have try cooking before early them me,
16 , 14 or even tough 12 years old. but that does not a matter to me.
i feel that i was very close to kai fu lee, cause i have try a news things in my life,
by my brave and my first time to do, i hope i can do this in my future, to do my first time.
the other factor that make me become brave in cooking is,
my mother have been sick until she feel very tired.
she still want to cook for us,
on that movement i feel i need to do somethings to her.
today i have a good result, cause i can cooking for my family.
last but not least, i hope i can write a good post or English passage to share other,
cause i know my English language haven good enough for my future.

tomorrow, i will visit my secondary school organise carnival about 1 Malaysia.


2011年1月20日星期四

the meaning of life

just now i have read a post from my friend`s facebook.
the post talk about the speech by the Steve Jobs.
the speech is talk about his life and luck. 
he has said three stories 
first is about his study and his family 
second is about his lost and gain 
third is about his healthy.
first and second i know about it but, 
i do not know about the third one.
after i research in wikipedia i just know more detail about Steve Jobs.
now i really understand about the different between 
Steve Jobs and Bill Gates.
2 different background have totally different value in their life.
Steve Jobs and Edison(design bulb and battery)
both of them have read a magazine and novel about the life
Edison have buy a lots of book by spend him 1 month salary 
he have read all the books in 1 night, 
he feel that he do not have much of time to waste,
he do not want to be useless people in the world. 
Steve Jobs, he do not spend he stepfather and stepmother money 
to study not interest thing for him. 
after few years, he go to check his body that his have cancer in his body. 
he just know that his healthy is very important.

in front computer of me can not understand about the life important and its value.
i hope that i can understand its value in future. i was feel very happy and excited to meet a friend
that have the same interest thing with me in IT. 
even though, he will like to join in economy for IT, 
but i can imagine in the future we will work to gather. 


the meaning of life for steve jobs

这是史蒂夫。乔布斯(苹果电脑,iphone,safari , Pixar影片的创办者


 是Steve在2005年向史丹福大學畢業生發表的演講辭。是Steve罕有地談及自己生平的演講。Steve的成功故事,最好作為青年人學習的榜樣。亦可以作為美國這個自由開放的社會,能夠造就個人神話的明證。


不妨跟你講,筆者已將這段演說的聲音檔抄入MP3機,有空時播來細聽,回味Steve的成長故事,緊記Steve的教誨。結語的:「Stay Hungry, Stay Foolish」 更成為我的人生座右銘。我记得在今年看了他的演讲时有感而发,哭了(我很少哭的)


同樣有夢想的你,歡迎你細看:




今天,很榮幸來到各位從世界上最好的學校之一畢業的畢業典禮上。我從來沒從大學畢業過,說實話,這是我離大學畢業最近的一刻。今天,我只說三個故事,不談大道理,三個故事就好。


第一個故事,是關於人生中的點點滴滴如何串連在一起。


我在里德學院(Reed College)待了六個月就辦休學了。到我退學前,一共休學了十八個月。那麼,我為什麼休學?(聽眾笑)


這得從我出生前講起。


我的親生母親當時是個研究生,年輕未婚媽媽,她決定讓別人收養我。她強烈覺得應該讓有大學畢業的人收養我,所以我出生時,她就準備讓我被一對律師夫婦收養。但是這對夫妻到了最後一刻反悔了,他們想收養女孩。所以在等待收養名單上的一對夫妻,我的養父母,在一天半夜裡接到一通電話,問他們「有一名意外出生的男孩,你們要認養他嗎?」而他們的回答是「當然要」。後來,我的生母發現,我現在的媽媽從來沒有大學畢業,我現在的爸爸則連高中畢業也沒有。她拒絕在認養文件上做最後簽字。直到幾個月後,我的養父母保證將來一定會讓我上大學,她的態度才軟化。


十七年後,我上大學了。但是當時我無知地選了一所學費幾乎跟史丹佛一樣貴的大學(聽眾笑),我那工人階級的父母將所有積蓄都花在我的學費上。六個月後,我看不出唸這個書的價值何在。那時候,我不知道這輩子要幹什麼,也不知道唸大學能對我有什麼幫助,只知道我為了唸這個書,花光了我父母這輩子的所有積蓄,所以我決定休學,相信船到橋頭自然直。當時這個決定看來相當可怕,可是現在看來,那是我這輩子做過最好的決定之一。(聽眾笑)


當我休學之後,我再也不用上我沒興趣的必修課,把時間拿去聽那些我有興趣的課。這一點也不浪漫。我沒有宿舍,所以我睡在友人家裡的地板上,靠著回收可樂空罐的退費五分錢買吃的,每個星期天晚上得走七哩的路繞過大半個鎮去印度教的Hare Krishna神廟吃頓好料,我喜歡Hare Krishna神廟的好料。就這樣追隨我的好奇與直覺,大部分我所投入過的事務,後來看來都成了無比珍貴的經歷(And much of what I stumbled into by following my curiosity and intuition turned out to be priceless later on)。舉個例來說。當時里德學院有著大概是全國最好的書寫教育。校園內的每一張海報上,每個抽屜的標籤上,都是美麗的手寫字。因為我休學了,可以不照正常選課程序來,所以我跑去上書寫課。我學了serif與sanserif字體,學到在不同字母組合間變更字間距,學到活字印刷偉大的地方。書寫的美好、歷史感與藝術感是科學所無法掌握的,我覺得這很迷人。


我沒預期過學這些東西能在我生活中起些什麼實際作用,不過十年後,當我在設計第一台麥金塔時,我想起了當時所學的東西,所以把這些東西都設計進了麥金塔裡,這是第一台能印刷出漂亮東西的電腦。


如果我沒沉溺於那樣一門課裡,麥金塔可能就不會有多重字體跟等比例間距字體了。又因為Windows抄襲了麥金塔的使用方式(聽眾鼓掌大笑),因此,如果當年我沒有休學,沒有去上那門書寫課,大概所有的個人電腦都不會有這些東西,印不出現在我們看到的漂亮的字來了。當然,當我還在大學裡時,不可能把這些點點滴滴預先串連在一起,但在十年後的今天回顧,一切就顯得非常清楚。


我再說一次,你無法預先把點點滴滴串連起來;只有在未來回顧時,你才會明白那些點點滴滴是如何串在一起的(you can't connect the dots looking forward; you can only connect them looking backwards)。所以你得相信,眼前你經歷的種種,將來多少會連結在一起。你得信任某個東西,直覺也好,命運也好,生命也好,或者業力。這種作法從來沒讓我失望,我的人生因此變得完全不同。(Jobs停下來喝水)


我的第二個故事,是有關愛與失去。


我很幸運-年輕時就發現自己愛做什麼事。我二十歲時,跟Steve Wozniak在我爸媽的車庫裡開始了蘋果電腦的事業。我們拼命工作,蘋果電腦在十年間從一間車庫裡的兩個小夥子擴展成了一家員工超過四千人、市價二十億美金的公司,在那事件之前一年推出了我們最棒的作品-麥金塔電腦(Macintosh),那時我才剛邁入三十歲,然後我被解僱了。
我怎麼會被自己創辦的公司給解僱了?(聽眾笑)


嗯,當蘋果電腦成長後,我請了一個我以為在經營公司上很有才幹的傢伙來,他在頭幾年也確實幹得不錯。可是我們對未來的願景不同,最後只好分道揚鑣,董事會站在他那邊,就這樣在我30歲的時候,公開把我給解僱了。我失去了整個生活的重心,我的人生就這樣被摧毀。


有幾個月,我不知道要做些什麼。我覺得我令企業界的前輩們失望-我把他們交給我的接力棒弄丟了。我見了創辦HP的David Packard跟創辦Intel的Bob Noyce,跟他們說很抱歉我把事情給搞砸了。我成了公眾眼中失敗的示範,我甚至想要離開矽谷。但是漸漸的,我發現,我還是喜愛那些我做過的事情,在蘋果電腦中經歷的那些事絲毫沒有改變我愛做的事。雖然我被否定了,可是我還是愛做那些事情,所以我決定從頭來過。


當時我沒發現,但現在看來,被蘋果電腦開除,是我所經歷過最好的事情。成功的沉重被從頭來過的輕鬆所取代,每件事情都不那麼確定,讓我自由進入這輩子最有創意的年代。


接下來五年,我開了一家叫做 NeXT的公司,又開一家叫做Pixar的公司,也跟後來的老婆(Laurene)談起了戀愛。Pixar接著製作了世界上第一部全電腦動畫電影,玩具總動員(Toy Story),現在是世界上最成功的動畫製作公司(聽眾鼓掌大笑)。然後,蘋果電腦買下了NeXT,我回到了蘋果,我們在NeXT發展的技術成了蘋果電腦後來復興的核心部份。我也有了個美妙的家庭。


我很確定,如果當年蘋果電腦沒開除我,就不會發生這些事情。這帖藥很苦口,可是我想蘋果電腦這個病人需要這帖藥。有時候,人生會用磚頭打你的頭。不要喪失信心。我確信我愛我所做的事情,這就是這些年來支持我繼續走下去的唯一理由(I'm convinced that the only thing that kept me going was that I loved what I did)。


你得找出你的最愛,工作上是如此,人生伴侶也是如此。


你的工作將佔掉你人生的一大部分,唯一真正獲得滿足的方法就是做你相信是偉大的工作,而唯一做偉大工作的方法是愛你所做的事(And the only way to do great work is to love what you do)。


如果你還沒找到這些事,繼續找,別停頓。盡你全心全力,你知道你一定會找到。而且,如同任何偉大的事業,事情只會隨著時間愈來愈好。所以,在你找到之前,繼續找,別停頓。(聽眾鼓掌,Jobs喝水)


我的第三個故事,是關於死亡。


當我十七歲時,我讀到一則格言,好像是「把每一天都當成生命中的最後一天,你就會輕鬆自在。(If you live each day as if it was your last, someday you'll most certainly be right)」(聽眾笑)這對我影響深遠,在過去33年裡,我每天早上都會照鏡子,自問:「如果今天是此生最後一日,我今天要做些什麼?」每當我連續太多天都得到一個「沒事做」的答案時,我就知道我必須有所改變了。提醒自己快死了,是我在人生中面臨重大決定時,所用過最重要的方法。因為幾乎每件事-所有外界期望、所有的名聲、所有對困窘或失敗的恐懼-在面對死亡時,都消失了,只有最真實重要的東西才會留下(Remembering that I'll be dead soon is the most important tool I've ever encountered to help me make the big choices in life. Because almost everything - all external expectations, all pride, all fear of embarrassment or failure - these things just fall away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important)。提醒自己快死了,是我所知避免掉入畏懼失去的陷阱裡最好的方法。人生不帶來、死不帶去,沒理由不能順心而為。


一年前,我被診斷出癌症。我在早上七點半作斷層掃描,在胰臟清楚出現一個腫瘤,我連胰臟是什麼都不知道。醫生告訴我,那幾乎可以確定是一種不治之症,預計我大概活不到三到六個月了。醫生建議我回家,好好跟親人們聚一聚,這是醫生對臨終病人的標準建議。那代表你得試著在幾個月內把你將來十年想跟小孩講的話講完。那代表你得把每件事情搞定,家人才會盡量輕鬆。那代表你得跟人說再見了。我整天想著那個診斷結果,那天晚上做了一次切片,從喉嚨伸入一個內視鏡,穿過胃進到腸子,將探針伸進胰臟,取了一些腫瘤細胞出來。我打了鎮靜劑,不醒人事,但是我老婆在場。她後來跟我說,當醫生們用顯微鏡看過那些細胞後,他們都哭了,因為那是非常少見的一種胰臟癌,可以用手術治好。所以我接受了手術,康復了。(聽眾鼓掌)


這是我最接近死亡的時候,我希望那會繼續是未來幾十年內最接近的一次。經歷此事後,我可以比先前死亡只是純粹想像時,要能更肯定地告訴你們下面這些:沒有人想死。即使那些想上天堂的人,也想活著上天堂。(聽眾笑)


但是死亡是我們共同的終點,沒有人逃得過。這是註定的,因為死亡很可能就是生命中最棒的發明,是生命交替的媒介,送走老人們,給新生代開出道路。現在你們是新生代,但是不久的將來,你們也會逐漸變老,被送出人生的舞台。抱歉講得這麼戲劇化,但是這是真的。


你們的時間有限,所以不要浪費時間活在別人的生活裡。不要被教條所侷限--盲從教條就是活在別人思考結果裡。不要讓別人的意見淹沒了你內在的心聲。最重要的,擁有追隨自己內心與直覺的勇氣,你的內心與直覺多少已經知道你真正想要成為什麼樣的人(have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become),任何其他事物都是次要的。(聽眾鼓掌)


在我年輕時,有本神奇的雜誌叫做《Whole Earth Catalog》,當年這可是我們的經典讀物。那是一位住在離這不遠的Menlo Park的Stewart Brand發行的,他把雜誌辦得很有詩意。那是1960年代末期,個人電腦跟桌上出版還沒出現,所有內容都是打字機、剪刀跟拍立得相機做出來的。雜誌內容有點像印在紙上的平面Google,在Google出現之前35年就有了:這本雜誌很理想主義,充滿新奇工具與偉大的見解。


Stewart跟他的團隊出版了好幾期的《Whole Earth Catalog》,然後很自然的,最後出了停刊號。當時是1970年代中期,我正是你們現在這個年齡的時候。在停刊號的封底,有張清晨鄉間小路的照片,那種你四處搭便車冒險旅行時會經過的鄉間小路。


在照片下印了行小字:


求知若飢,虛心若愚(Stay Hungry, Stay Foolish)


那是他們親筆寫下的告別訊息,我總是以此自許。當你們畢業,展開新生活,我也以此祝福你們。


求知若飢,虛心若愚。


非常謝謝大家。


2011年1月18日星期二

my first time

just have my dinner just now.
i have learn somethings before i have the dinner, that is cooking XD
(laugh) cant believe that i will learn how to cook without people and experience
maybe in future i can cook with my own.
all the price of oil are increase i still wats

start from left to right 

preparing for cook 


2011年1月17日星期一

study and learn

today, my mother tell me go to Seri Kembangan to find the sourses to learn English.
(sigh) sad to say that i becomes very lazy, why i become like this?
i should be work harder, not just sit at here and keep on to do.
nothings to said about me today
just this

2011年1月16日星期日

working day + worry

today i go to my father restaurant to have work with him.
not feel boring any more cause i feel boring to stay at home
(can not control myself to open computer XD)
and the second reason is to tell the uncle who interest in my study 
today got 2 uncles are interest about my study and my father was telling them.
they was said that the UCTI was very nice and other things.
after i wake up, i was sms with my friends who still studying in secondary school. 
asking her how was her account tuition, 
is she still well ? after i know the situation i hope she can catch up the courses. 
i still told her that she can ask me when she do not understand, 
i will try my best to replay her. 

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at the same day, i was know that . 
my father have spend a lot of money.
first is the repair car, his Unser car the back side spring have lost function 
need to spend hundred riggit 
second he need to spend to change the marble at the new house. 
feel worry, to said that my college fee
how can he spend it, 
i scad he can nor overcome the cost. 
even though that i can borrow moeny from PIPTN 
hope it will not change my dream 


2011年1月15日星期六

visit to UCTI

today is a special day for me cause i visited to my college UCTI.
in the morning i was the first person to prepare well. 
my mother and the smallest brother haven prepare in well.
just need to walk to the bus stop,
 i want to said that we are so lucky to meet my neighbor who want to went out.
but 
so unlucky to said that my pants have been break a big hole just because touch a sharp things.
need to return back to home to change another pants. 
actually i and my mother do not know the actual location. 
after we reach there we know already the UCTI locate at which part of 
TPM (technology park Malaysia)
i have the counselors of UCTI before this. 
this time is the third time to see them.
today, i come to here and register to continue study, 
this time the counselors have a look to my trial exam last year 
she said that i have the qualification to enter, 
and i hand over the money to the counselor and have a look around the UCTI 
 ground floor 

outside of the forum

lab for engineering 

lab of engineering 2 

citizen who study at UCTI, Malaysia

the book store for assignment create by the senior 

system room feel very cool ~

can not believe the smallest CPU near to my eye 

library 

bus 

feel excited to study at there 

before i forget i which all my friends who continue study in foundation which good luck and all the best to you all 


2011年1月14日星期五

started

start for me is the familiar to me my friends and juniors started their 
school, college, and job.
and me just started to enjoy my holiday......
(sigh) sad to said i want to start my college life if can 
i wake in the morning early 7am as usual every day. 
start to read my favorite book (IT). to except the boring from my life 
as i know got 6friends are start to study their foundation next
Monday 17 of Jan 2011.
i start to learn in proper English language in my holidays. 
i start to read newspaper(the sun)but not any big improvement in my features.

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tomorrow i will go to visit my new education place 
UCTI, bukit jalil with my mother, i hope i can study at there 
and they will accepted me to study at there.
most of my friends are studying in
 UTAR, UCSI,TAYLOR, MAHSHA, SEGI College and other. 
hope i can study at there cause this is my dream.


2011年1月13日星期四

back to school + kai fu lee

in the early morning, i go back to my secondary school,
to discus with teacher about the chinese yoyo. 
after i step in the school i saw a lot of changing in the canteen, 
i can saw the refrigerator and have many stalls at there, 
saw the fresh vegetables show on the stall. 
but i have not chance to have eat at there, except when i take the result SPM .
after i discus with teacher,
 teacher was said never mind cause she understand that me do not learn at all. 
i just know the basic when i attend the Yu Hua culture camp,
 i do not have any practice more after the camp.
after i discus with teacher, (sigh)
i have a big problem, how do i went back home?
should i walk to taming jaya 
or using bus to went back. 
i confirm to use bus went back to my house.
i use metrobus 62 to leissure mall than 
i use rapid kl to taming jaya 
lucky i no need to wait the bus for a long time .

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today, i have finish to read a book. 
the book is 《李开复其实没有什么天才》although it is a business book 
but i very like it cause the writer was a scientist of technology
he have become a lecturer before he became a business man. 
he work before at Apple, SGI Windows, Google. 
start from September of 2009 he became a entrepreneurs at China 
many people and company was support him. 
if can i will like to choose there to becomes my work places ^^ 


2011年1月12日星期三

again + invite from school

(sigh......) again and again i can not control myself to stop to open the computer.
but still fine for me cause i have read a book to improve myself.
PMA(positive mental attitude) it just to introduce about
 a person how to control their mental and attitude in positive 
first : everything can happen 
second : pretend to be happy 
third : heart of thanksgiving 
forth : like to help people 
fifth : learn to smile 
if a person can do well show in above i believe everything will be good .

on 5.30 pm my secondary school teacher is calling me,
 the chairmen of the chinese society are calling me, 
he told about the activity begin by the the club is a carnival on next Saturday. 
he wanted me to attend it to perform the chinese yoyo. 
i feel very stress (sigh)


2011年1月11日星期二

learn car

today morning until now i do not go any where.
cause do not have any activity or target to do. 
just always read the comic in the internet. 
feel very boring about this kind of live(sigh)  
if can tomorrow i do not want to online and open computer 
now i know the reason i always open the computer 
first listen the music in KUWO 
second to saw my friend status (actually not many)
third is read comic (it have been see before this)
after i search my house i just know my house still have many books that i do not read it before.
... ... now i just remember i told datin last Friday,
i told her that i want to work 
but actually at that movement i want to search the work, 
maybe she want me to become school photography for school activity 
i feel dislike to do this cause many student can be good photography, 
they maybe better than me, so i told and introduction to her 
about our school photography club
hope they will do the work in good status 

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in the evening, i follow my father to go mahkota cheras to see our house progress,
on the road, father was asking me about my education 
where i will continue study,
 and i told him all about that, 
actually, this afternoon i have answer 2 calls from UCTI,
 with the same thing that asking will i going their open day this on :
15th and 16th of January 2011 
this coming soon Saturday and Sunday 
i hope my mother will let me go with her. 
at the same time, father also asking me about the car licence, 
how is going on. 
i was very happy and excited 
that i can touch the gear on the road
(just helping my father at passenger place)
hope i can learn well in learning car. 



2011年1月10日星期一

my friend

just now i have know a good news for my friend that garu chong 
she have receive a letter or a massage from Singapore that she will continue to study at there
and she will register the university on tomorrow. although that we  are least to chat each other or discus somethings, but i would like to say congratulation to her, that she can continue study at over sea......
i and her have a lot of memory ......
hope her will enjoy her life at there
i still have many friends haven to said good bye to them
hope i will said it at here

《中学不准谈恋爱》

这是一位少女的作品。据他的部落所说,里面的情节少了很多因为成本真假了,
但我觉得她删除得很好,因为故事连结性还不错,有对到。
故事是说,有位少女名叫杨小宝父母不允许他在中学的时候谈恋爱,
而他也不觉得这对他有什么影响,直到她本人上中四预见了一位同学杨军亦。
改变了他们之间的立场,首先他们很无辜的被选中为正副班长。就这样阴差阳错之下,
他们就认识批此,慢慢的他们就成为了中学生的情侣。
之后,校方采取了行动,杨小宝的母亲严厉对他的生活。

故事里面的语气很特别有事还用上了网上语言,
显示出了女生们对爱情的渴望以及他们的对待自己的爱情。

《十二岁半》

今天,刚买回来的小说,今天我就开始和大家在这里分享。
故事里面是说一位12岁的小女孩担心自己的父母会分开。
果然不到几天父亲就告诉这件事,他接受不了,他希望在一切还没改变之前,
挽回他们一家人,但母亲要到上海公干,他就被母亲带到外婆家,
在那里他与到一位与他同年的小男孩,但性格上是一位开朗与活泼的男孩,
在背后却又不同的背影,让主角感动,
但一切却因为主角的贪心而导致小男孩脑中有淤血,被逼住院3个星期。
很多事情发生在主角身上,但在最后时,一切以喜事结尾。
最欣赏的是主角愿意改变自己来容纳他人的观点。
最不欣赏的是主角常常偷听别人说悄悄话
作者的笔名是黑妈妈
希望大家会喜欢

looking somethings

as the title said i am looking somethings.
today, early in the morning 9.30am i was prepare to went out to cheras batu.11
for transfer money from a bank to another bank. XD
the reason i do this cause i want to take my scholarship from the selangor government.
last year is the last for me to take the scholarship from the government,
 except i continue study in form6, but i think if can i dun want to go form6
i want to go foundation in private college or university,
 don not like to waste 1 year to take degree.


on the travel i have meet 3 people with different geng .
first of them are 2 people in a group,
that they need me to show the road to their their friend in the mobile phone the location of them.
cause they are not live at here, and need friend to reach there to carry them.
both of them are come from selayang(适耕庄) they come here to having their at the factory area at bukit belimbing  and they asking me where have the house that need to rent for them and also room.
another people is a uncle he want to go the factory and give me the address is taman industri selesa jaya
......i do not know where is the places but the sound is too familiar for me.
the evil Indonesia worker lie to the uncle the places is at jasco selatan there.
after i research from internet is not at there and the location is too far from there too.
the factory area just behind the taman taming jaya i feel too sry to the uncle cant help them......
now i know the places next time i will help them as i can ......


after i reach to bank and take out the money the time is 11am,
i think still have time let me go for shopping awhile in jasco selatan XD
after i reach there i try to find the English book .......

arrrhhh...... now i remember that i haven buy the education magazine from popular book shop
haiz......

first thing that attract me is the new novel publish by the red Dragonfly(红蜻蜓)
 the tittle of the novel is “十二岁半”
i think i will post it in mandarin after this XD
i have find a look on the job after i research in the jasco i can not found any workshop 
that i can do .......never mind this is not the first time that i can not find the work 
than i go to public bank to do somethings and i go home......
and i analysis that i have been went out from house OMG i have use many money at outside :
1 January 2011 : PWTC (education fair)
7 January 2001 : lawyet, sungai wang, time square, mines 
8 January 2011 : KLCC (education fair)
9 January 2011 : having courses for car licence at ampang
10 January 2011 jasco selatan, cheras batu 11


2011年1月9日星期日

courses again

today I have to heard the courses for the car license
I need to wait my company to carry me to there, OMG 
i need to wait about 1 hour for he to carry me. 
after i in the car i know the reason, i am the last within 4 people.......
i was though that we will go to mahkota cheras there but i was wrong .
we all go to ampang and litsen for the courses. the places and properties are very bad .
the lecturer was talk about the situation of exam for car licence. 
when i went back, i was saw the girl message send to me that she pass the exam fo the undang^2
and asking me when i will go to listen for courses......
i was very sad to heard that cause i have already ......
if can i also want to heard with her cause feel very boring at there ......


2011年1月8日星期六

education fair (KLCC)+new house

today is my first time to write my blog in English, I have been use mandarin in my blog for 2 years.
Now is the big challenge for me to write the post, today I go to the education fair at KLCC. 
Early in the morning, i went out for my breakfast than prepare to go KLCC. 
my second brother is the big boom in my house, 
mother always call him to join the trip but he always said NO 
dun have any reason just feel boring to join the trip. actually this trip was very helpful for him......
but he dun like this.
 haiz ......
i have go the education fair start from last weak 
today was the second time to go.
And it was the third time to get the evidents......
this time for me to double confirm where should I continue study 
when, i have a browse it the hall there is a call from my 2 different teachers 
which is my tuition teacher when i was study in secondary school.
1 is to inform me the education 
another 1 is asking my status recently.
this time i was trying to asking the places i was focus on :
UTAR
UTM
UCTI
after i visit all the university and college 
i was decide to continue study in private U 
UCTI in Bukit Jalil by taking the cost computer science
the reason i study at there is very good and have quality from the 3 choices in the above 
UTAR is very good but dun have any detial to support the quality in computer science 
UTM is very good cause it was the government university but as I saw the evidents they provide are use in 
malay i feel dislike how can be the IT courses study in BM ......
UCTI are the best cause they have many awards win in the competition not just in Malaysia 
and also in the world.

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after that, on the evening we go to our new house in mahkota cheras. just go there for cleaning the house.
every time going to there is like that. 
but this time father was feel very angry cause my 2 stupid brother go there habing for play 
haiz 
nothings to said about them 
just this for today 


2011年1月7日星期五

大冒险

今天终算有机会坐在电脑面前,从今天早上07550出门到下午1515回家。
真是累死人……也不知道是开心开始伤心……
今天早上,我和朋友到学校去。算是和老师见面然后再到别的地方去。
学校今天刚好有mesyuarat agong 所以要见老师也很难。
就到学校绕一绕,结果就看到几位朋友就和他们招招手。
学校的管理系统变了很多今年的中一生就有20班,而且很多学生在升班级是也换班了。
拿了东西,我们就走去sungai wang 。
去的时候,我遇见了所谓的推销手段!!!
好在朋友又告诉我情况,还真的是感谢她。

去拿里只是为了拿我朋友的专辑,看到他所付的钱omg超级多。而我只会下载……
之后就去lawyat去看我所要电子产品。第一次去到那里就看到很多IT店。
看的眼花缭乱,买了两样东西一是mouse,二是external hard disk
第二是为了帮我妈妈买的,她的公司需要很大的容量来储存东西。
之后就到time square,原本是和他在一起的之后我和他分开一下,因为我要去方便。
还没解决就接到他的电话说,他要去唱K 说真的还真的有点惊讶!
不过,人家要去也没办法,之后就在ts(time square)绕一绕。
结果,还真的是累人,之后就到MCD吃东西。
在那里我发现到的是别的餐厅到时空无一人,就只有MCD
是满座,就连我吃完了也要让一个家庭坐,可以看得出是几多人。
之后就没有事情就立刻离开,在那里是我人生地不熟的地方只好硬闯。
就踏kl monorill到kl central 原以为可以看到KTM没想是完全看不到!!!
只好问警察叔叔,之后就大约到那里就大约到那里。
还好很快就到kl central, 第一次从正门金kl central 感觉上好像在飞机场一样,是内很大
还有很多火车道路。有的在半空中,有的在地底下。
之后就踏 KTM 回serdang 。
回到serdang后,我没有立刻回家反而去mines去找工作。
之前去的时候有看到,这次去面试。没想的是他暂时不想请人。
到另外一间IT店时,他说他想请full time …………心碎的回家去。
现在的我,无法找到工作,我在想我应该怎么做。
之前,老妈和我说,要去打工,不如在家里温习自己的英文。
现在的我不得不考虑这个。

在我回家之后,我开电脑把剩下还没安装的软件安装完整。
过后,看到一位朋友在线,就问他怎么样,有没有找到工作。
结果他说找到了,就在自己家开补习班教小朋友。
他还和我说自己想这样一直做下去来补贴自己的学费。
在UTAR是可以这样做,我很佩服他的这样想法,如果可以我只需要她的毅力一半
在自己的学业。
也许自己可以尝试下在家自己温习英文。
或许自己的下一格部落帖子将会用全英文来写
如果有些人常常跟踪我的不落,
很道歉,要你们改胃口了啦
哈哈!


今天学了很多事情也知道了很多事情,可以说是自己的成长的一部分吧!

2011年1月5日星期三

还是长不大

最近,一直发生很多事情。最多事情是在自己的嘴巴。
不知道是什么原因让我会这样。在我听kursus的时候,我认识一位华人同胞。
今天他在考undang的时候,他失败了。
他知道我有考了就问我,知不知道从考需要多少钱。
我就觉得其怪,为什么今天他不去重考呢!
就说了出来,原来他不知道这件事情,还错怪我们的company 说他没有通知这件事。
之后他就在电话里哭泣,让我有一点不知所措。

另一件事,也是一位朋友这次是我认识很久一位。
他是我的学妹,她问我在哪里不会计,因为他在哪里补习地方老师不怎么得好。
我也告诉她,我哪也不好是因为他常常推销自己的东西,
也常常因为自己公司有会议,而推迟补习。
感觉上他不像是注重我们的学习。




2011年1月3日星期一

近日 (1/1/2011-3/1/2011)

新的一年开始我却还没写过一个帖子,今天就写几件事情在同一个帖子吧!

1/1/2011
新的一年就被老爸叫去做工, 之前一直都不愿意去做,因为有很多事情要做。
现在可乐了老爸,我每个星期日都可以到他的店工作去。
但说真得我不能一直呆在老爸那里工作,因为在那里我没有工作的感觉……
常常都可以坐下来休息……如果是和别人打工,我象形字即使没有那么幸运。
我已经有一个工作目标,那就是在mines 原本想在那里做修理电脑工,但他只收销售员。
但没关系这样我也能收到新的知识。

2/1/2011
一大早,我就准备到PWTC观看与收集大学与学院的资料。
结果一到那边我原以为我可以拿到更多的资料,大胆我错了,因为我用很多时间在路途。
如果可以的话我一个人到那里是最棒的选择,因为和朋友不是不好,但我们的目标始终不一样……到了那里……我觉得自己不好,觉得自己不是地球人,因为我的语言不行。
每一件学员都要3或5 个A(包括A+,A,A-)在这里面也一定要包括英文……
我的信心被打击了,我应该去哪里?是进先修班还是中六?
如果进先修班,我是否会有语言障碍,而听不动讲师的内容。
我现在是否应该有所行动,应该开始做一些英语特训,但……我从哪里开始?
这和数学不一样啊!!
这是我再路途中拍下来的路线在应用到我的手机方便了几多。


3/1/2011
又是忙的一天,今天我去考undang^2。
别人开始上课,我就开始考试
我还以为是早上8点但万万没想到是在10点……
就这一整个早上,我便温习多一次。
过后,我去的时候原以为会在同一个地方,没想到是另一个地方,
但这没关系,最重要的事,我不及格了。
过后我发现应该是地利的问题,我靠近冷气机而且冷气机一直对着我。
让我没办法专心的做,而且当时的题目文的是我最难的一部分。
只拿到41/50 差一份就能拿到及格。
多了两回我再考多一次,结果又在同一个地方这次我不能被这架冷气机给打倒。
这一次我做到最后,成绩比我预想中还要更好,47/50
连我自己也被吓了一条。