what wrong is me

i do not know am i wrong or not but as i know i am very disappointed with me now,
i can make 2 mistake in two weeks

i do not know what wrong is me

right now i dun have mood to write this post, i want to write on it because
i want to remind myself to said that what if this happen in my real work

i cannot accept this for mine life
i hope i can do it more better
i am working with a company i must perform well
i am not working with own business,
i am now working with other company

said sorry to you

just finish my financial analysis, need to be aware and careful for that.
during, i having my breakfast,my father is calling to me, unfortunately i fail to pick up the call.
and i calling back to him, the reason for his call is he  said i not need to come his restaurant, cause not so many customer at there. i feel very sorry to him regarding this.
if i not wrong i have 3 weeks haven helping him at there.
And coming soon, i will having my 6 module exam.
i hope i can balance me to do the work and my study.

dear father, so sorry i cant help you recently.

sensitive

i do not know am i a nerves people or not
begin from yesterday,a friend always attack me on facebook
my laptop keyboard cannot function well when i want to write hat becomes > hate
i could not type the backspace on that time and the person will attack me that i am wrong without saying or infirm me i have a typing error

and he want to make target to 9000 people in that group
i was tell them that more people without giving the information of study and society
he was trying to said me is a hypocrite people i do not know i am doing what 
or somethings wrong to get this answer from him 
i know that when i go to society i will face it. 


i just hope that i create the group will not affect from this particular 
and hope will continue about this spirit 

很好笑，在我还没看那个博贴，我在马路上驾车从轻快铁到母亲工厂。

他告诉我其实我应该读E&E(electrical&electronic结下来回引用E&E代表)出路会更广大。

但我母亲是位很体谅的人，他知道我在这方面没什么兴趣。

在看到你的博贴，我觉得你们母子和我父子很像。

我的父亲不止就连我的两位叔叔超级反对我读软件工程师，

他们说没前途，电脑很多人在读出来不知道有没有工作？月薪够不够？

我告诉他们会计师也是很多人去报读，为什么他们还是去工作？

为什么他们还是能够得到好月薪？就这样他们就让我去报读。

其实我也很矛盾，我为什么会报读这个科系？其实是自己想进GOOGLE 或windows 

大公司我才去读？这样实在是不可能全世界这么大，多少万位精英从中获取。
然而母亲告诉我读software engineering 常常被人欺压。
当你拿着你所创作的软件到大公司去面试很有可能被里面的software engineer 给抄共。
这就是我们马来西亚的平台我母亲说。
然而当我读E&E的时候，我出来的路会很广大。甚至可以当小老板。

我开始问自己什么是我需要的？什么东西是我想的？
在刚才吃晚饭的时候，我在吃什么，我都不清楚。
直道刚刚不久我就开始清楚自己的一切。
可能我不像其他人一样能够独立创作软件，但我希望在马来西亚创作一个
平台、学习、工作环境在。

马来西亚一直在往良好的方向发展，但在科技方面，我认然看不到
我希望自己能够像:
创新工厂
google
facebook
windows
的创作人在自己的国土创造出良好的未来在克己方面

i need more money

after i continue study at university, my pocket money is increase rapidly.
after analysis i need to spend money per week is:
petrol : rm40
parking : rm15
food : rm35

total is about rm90 it haven calculate with my phone bill and the other spend.
recently i need my mother to buy a laptop, yesterday i have research it
i have found that the brand i needed is over 1.7k and is it 2.2k =[
do not know what am i thinking, always want to but the 2.2k
and feel it is very important to me, when my mother said not need to buy so expensive
i feel very disappointed about it.......
actually my mother tell me that the IT items is always change and rapidly,
and the example is the mobile phone i use now
i have change my mobile phone since last year
the last phone is used about 4 years, but when i promise with my mother is 5 years,
actually, the reason want to change it cause i want to fixed it,cause it have let me face many problem.
actually,my mother is right , but do not know why am i so emotion to it.

i have spend a lot of money to get in study at college,
just hope that the first semester and get the job at college to becomes technical assistant.
to decrease my budget >.<