a day end with unlucky

today end with unhappy......
as usual i go for work today, while waiting the schedule out, i try to do some research on my related fyp topic. And today i get the schedule, and tomorrow would be begin very busy........
and when i went back home, try to fill up my petrol and pump in the air to my tayar. and went back as usual. but i din go back usual, 2 honda city car was racing at the back of my car, and i can saw their led light move in and out from my back mirror, and in between few seconds it reach my front.
if i din care them and drive save on my road, it should be okay, but unfortunately a lorry as tire issue and stop in front, one of the racing car was just identify and press the emergency break, as i was follow at the back of him, unable to skip to another road i turn my steering to the road side, and my tire broken, when i finish to exchange tire, and identify the oil in car steering oil to control tire was broken and cause me tomorrow work has some issue.


feel up-sad nothing i can do, what i do now is same as my friend express my stress and hope tomorrow is a better day to begin

life started to be boring

as per title, currently i am reading a motivation book, but funny part is i din motivated to read, is not because of book content too bored but is my life is too bored, is huge problem for me. i din know what happen to me and what should i do for the changes to bring back my motivation. feel like wanted to chat with other people, but dunno how to start a conversation or dunno how to continue a conversation. life started to be bored for my this age

i need efficiency timetable

i dunno why i totally stress up for my assignment, i need an efficiency timetable for my life

i have a lot of dreams for my future since i was kid, but i cannot let the dream becomes true, due to facing long time to solve the bugs and forces from the journal that i travel.

i cannot blame on others for my fault that i make. haiz...... (sigh)
continue my java for more than 100bugs that i need to solve
and other tutorial question.

be a bad guy

i will be a bad guy, a very very bed guy
why? because i will leave a group for my assignment and join the other to release my load
it was make me feel very tired and tired and i feel dun want to stay more longer at this situation so i decide to leave

to my friend who shock to saw this, so sorry this is me, i cannot stay more longer in this situation

complaint

on last friday 15-06-2012
have group work with assignment, i though my group mate will do some efficiency work to me
but this is the dream that cannot be done,
the result is they spend 2.15 hours, they just do 1.5 hours work to me,
and one of them are not doing work at all.
i wanted start to complaint them, but i din do that, as i always tell myself no people can be perfect
when i start to discuss with them another assignment, they make a joke said that they want to get or hired people to do that assignment, i eventually very shock, when he saying that,
feel want to ask them a question, "Why are you studying at here ?Since you would like hired or get help from others to finish your task"

i just can tell my own i am unlucky this time

not feel well

now is 11.30 pm actually i on the since 9.30 but i cannot sleep well because of assignment
i feel very scad in this semester, i feel i still not learning something, other senior in this level and sem
was learning a lot, this will make me feel scad
i feel i am far from the society trend
tired and cant sleep
such a horrible night for me

Some time

Some time, some how i also dun know what am i doing,
waiting the other coming, waiting the responds
now i am feeling very angry and no mood to do my task
i dunno who should i scold, i should scold at me or group mate.
i setup timetable for the whole week, what i want

again

hiaz......
scold again
this time from my classmate friend
what happen to me ?
where is my lucky star?
no time for thinking about this
prepare for my exam and assignment
haiz.........
when my blog become very emotion and down

dunno why

just now have the lunch alone because, i have to go find my senior for my technical assistant.
so i just eat quickly and find my senior.
during mu lunch, i saw my classmate have reach, but when they saw me eating alone at other place,
i dunno what is my EQ, i found that they are dislike my attitude.

i just hope this is my personal feeling, and this is not true.
i always be emo to my classmate, especially out of education topic,
i dunno what is the reason, i hope i can solve it before too late.

horrible day

haiz... ...
i do not know what am i doing yesterday,
attendance is not taken and my note book is missing.

and the more serious things is am i offend my group member,
or i not responsible in the group.
do not know why, i feel i am not a good person to be the leader.

get trouble again

actually is not a real trouble, but it will effect my situation,
today when i have lunch, a classmate calling me asking about the MQA group
let me help him check for it,
after i check for him, i have found that he never join the group and never attend the class also.
he ask me can he join our group.
i am feel surprised what he said to me, and now i still discuss with my group,
and i hope that there is a solution.

i know that sound heard like i am useless,
but i really cant do anythings to my friend attitude

i just hope this have a solution for it......

is not the worst

just now saw my friend blog, she was trying to said sorry to one of her friend that have been ignore.
even though the person she mention is not me but after i view the blog i have feel that i have care by someone.
yes i know the sound heard like i am narcissism, but i dun care as long as the blog is touching me enough.

furthermore, even yesterday is my worst day, it did not means i am the worst in the world,
i hope that i can stand for it and will continue my life after this.
tomorrow is my first exam for my life in college, before this just have small test,
and 6 more days i will have the MQA module and need to face them again.
i hope the situation will not worse than yesterday.
and next week i will start my next semester.
the world will be better

am i doing wrong or right ?

Now I at my new house, without wi-fi or internet, but I still write the blog post by using word.

Just now at college I have a big impact on me, as a leader, a student, a friend I could not play a good example, I do not know whether is my false or not.

I always help the lecturer to change the slides and taking the attendance. Today, is a different way to take our attendance, the way is making worst to take it, and before the class end, one of the student come in front of me and ask me about the attendance why suddenly said the four “letter” words to me I feel that I want to ask myself that what am I doing wrong.

During my moral presentation, almost all the audiences went out from the class out of 190 students, just left about least than 10 persons. Haiz……

Next week is my exam, I dun want waste my time on this particular, do whatever they want just leave me alone, as previous me……..

study and learn

today, my mother tell me go to Seri Kembangan to find the sourses to learn English.
(sigh) sad to say that i becomes very lazy, why i become like this?
i should be work harder, not just sit at here and keep on to do.
nothings to said about me today
just this

第二次

真是够惨！
才看着书准备什么，竟然有人从我家小巷经过，偷走我家的东西。
这已经是第二次，
第一次是给人爬进来，想破门进，但是还是失败了。
原因，我不知道，但是这一次，我却喊得很大声，就连隔壁邻居也发觉不妥。
再让我看到
我真地会什么………………………………

头痛

这个假期，感到非常的不快乐。因为身体开始病痛。
自己再过不久就要到“全世界”不懂要如何去面对它以这个身体。

希望自己可以好好照顾身体再去面对它吧！

如果可以在年尾放假时，我的身体会好让我参加yq。

懒惰与痛

今天一起身身体关节又开始痛起来让我觉得自己又开始并发了有很多地方不改痛的地方也开始起来痛起来。
我怎么办左手手腕又开始不知道怎么弄成又是一个伤在那里。

无望

心碎了。已经和她说了，他还出了吗我是本但还有什么话好说。
为什么不早点说出来带我去医疗

硬化

右手手指开始硬化了在F2事后也发生同样的事情。那时右手小指第二关节开始肿大去看中医后不行才到西医求救照镜后才发现原来是细胞分裂不均匀。听到后感到害怕，应为这可以说是一种肿瘤。验证后，才知道是良性的，只要把它给切除就没有事情了。

现在右手食指第一关节，右手无名指第二关节开始肿虽然没比2年前坏，但是心中
害怕，悲伤，痛苦，畏惧在心里开始动摇。
一想到右手就像自己还能不能到社团去
就连尊敬的她也看到我的脸上的变化，但我还没告诉她这件事。
我的右手还没为世界做出贡献，就开始退化叫我怎么办。
现在在打字还可以顶的阻痛，但要是哪种东西我就开始感到不行

脚又开始发作了!
还我没有得去学校在家里发霉
才好不久又要花钱
可恶可恶