gathering

i though it was happy to have current gathering, but when it come to last day of the things, lot of things can be happen, more than 2 people suddenly said cannot come, i just hope i still can manage the gathering flow when it begins. everyone said was sure coming for coming gathering, but i am scare the god is playing with me, lot of emergency things happen with them.

2 more hours, more than 4 people said not coming i feel i am fail again
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just back from gathering, ya, very relax for me, they still continue the gathering, i have left nothing just because start bored and i start to think something else, something bad not good one,

the gathering was success primary because someone is attend for it, and some of them last minutes have something to do, but at the end they have made it, and one of them is school star (i think so),
overall we just bull shit and talk shit every things about life experience, mine one is the normal one with work and study experience, special things is in IT, if majority is coming, then my talk will be argue by others, bill is ok for me, they asking for bigger plan for gathering, and i also think there is good as well, but i am thinking when should i do it?

suddenly i feel i am selfish that because someone is asking me to create gathering, and i am not free after CNY that why i create it before CNY, feel unfair for someone, but before event start i feel there is life, after the event now, i feel what have i done

the feeling of gathering is gone, i feel i need to back on track with my study now, before that just show some photo

regarding about future gathering? i dun think too much and just continue see what happen

about the first month 2015

28th Jan 2015
just submit the heavy assignment this morning

what have i get so far?
lazy to update so will update with others thing since Jan haven end LOL

30th Jan 2015
relax a bit since yesterday till now, for the rest of the assignment work i believe i can do it in between one day, not because i am talent because i have done lot of things and currently i just want to have a break

talking about break i may have it too long just now, just now i have some emotion post come out from my mind but currently all the mode is gone left something in my heart

just now another friend try to advertise another affiliate plan to me, and i dun feel want to join

lot of things is happen around me i could not record it not because of laziness but because of de-motivate things.

try to change it but cannot happen 

Jupiter Ascending - Official Trailer 2 [HD]

i still remember about the first computer related movie is "matrix", and that make me feel i wont to be a software engineering to build my own computer world,

the matrix trilogy was  impress me a lot in terms of story line and the  technical things they have mention. the matrix trilogy was director by lana wachowski and andy wachowski both of them are sister and brother

both of them have a lot of movie that inspire me, like cloud atlas, multiple story but join together because of blood connection. 

currently they have different movie and they emphasis on this movie that they are the director from matrix trilogy below is the official trailer  

after watching it, for several times since 2014, i am very sure that this will be another amazing movie after so long and excited.

in current malaysia life expenses, it was horrible to watch movie without limit, i am very sure this year would out of control because of movie, there are a lot of movie is coming out this year.

so i join this competition from nuffnang they have offer
"NUFFNANG PREMIERE SCREENING OF JUPITER ASCENDING"
 #NNPremiereScreening  #JupiterAscendingMY
i know it was difficult to win this because they are a lot of blogger or nuffnang user as well, i just hope after join this have chance to win movie ticket

Saturday is a special day (waste) + i become annoy

a year have around 52 weeks and that means we have around 52 Sat begin of this year, i always feel bored for weekend, everyone was favorite for friday and saturday, for me i was feel a bit different i feel i always waste it for nonsense, i was decide to create this post long time ago but i din because i though i can change it, in fact i could not and while i type the blog i feel i want to do that nonsense again, which is re-watch old comic, where i already watch it and complete the series. while actually i can do something related with my FYP and assignment but i did not do that and i din know why. normally saturday i was used it as room and house cleaning, after the pressure of study is coming assignment and FYP due date is near and i decide to put my cleaning to friday so i can focus and saturday, it went well in begin but getting worse when time pass. i have no idea how to change this

the worse is i skip gym for few times because it come to excited part.

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social advertise come to personal to share the news or create story for them to put the advertisement media and i feel some of them feel annoy when the related post is not related to them but the title is attractive, wondering i was one of them or not, because i always share about 8 share

and obviously everyone can see i also play nuffnang blog advertisement to earn some money, a lot of way to earn money, that did not make me feel interest and last longer, it just become a tools to earn some extra money, in my mind i have feel situation to used apps and website, and i lazy to develop it. hope one day i can do....... 

and i think i make a friend annoy because i always share about the online earning tools without start up payment. and i also feel annoy when friend request me to join tuneexcel while i regret for it because of their phone plan and internet plan is expensive than current one, and i dun think i would like to invite my friend for this, because it request rm90 i just try to earn 3% from my phone bill, it look like not to valid as well, 

world is changing 

1600 pandas

it was difficult for me to decide to go or not, after saw so many friends was going for it and i still considering myself go or not? until after i watch the movie "you're not you" i decide to go for it.

life is short, enjoy it while you have little break before enter working life, that is what i know from the movie

so let talk about the event 1600 pandas, it was difficult for me to search publika from my home, and that particular time, i believe there are some employee is working begin 11 or late and that why the road was full of car and google suggest me to used alternative route and that cause me lost in some where and i need to go back to some where and continue if not i just go straight for 20 km and i can reach the destination.

it was nothing special about the panda but the way they arrange in multiple location that make me feel attractive and the eye design of panda it look so real and i really want to shoot it with my dslr camera and testing it while my mood still on.

overall the event crew of 1600 pandas is very good and i though the panda will be very light and soft but i am wrong, it was hard just not heavy because of paper, but you can feel it like plastic at the skin.

the crew over there was friendly, maybe because is not peak hour and she still can help me take picture that all for writing show some photo
#1600pandasmy #1600pandas

wau 

congkak

gasing

bunga raya

badminton

this is the 1600 pandas all together 

organizer provide opportunity to take picture with some sample of 1600 pandas but they look exactly same for me 

me and the panda :3

my new target for 2015

still remember the target for level 1, not all of them i are success
lucky for majority in 2014 i have fulfill and some unexpected things happen and make me feel happy i am still alive and enjoy the world.
there are few target in 2015 i would like to set and let me make it become true

1. 100km marathon

100km marathon is not once but multiple marathon and make it become 100km currently have register 3 marathons total 33.2 km 66.8 km to go, i believe the target can be achieve, i have meet some marathon gang and some of them set one month one marathon and some set 100km in this year. last year was the beginning for me and i achieve 54km for 5 runs

2. 3 days gym per week, maintain meal  decrease weight

this was difficult to achieve, due to many barriers around me, currently i am having 2 days per week for gym, and some time like today want to go gym early morning unfortunately it only open 11am due to is public holidays, and this week i only do once and only one for today hope later i can manage to go for it, i cannot go for 3 days per week gym due to some issue for me for education, being demotivate by my courses.
issue with my meal and weight is another issue, for the past few months the meal taken for oat is not much compare last year and dinner is taken at home and is very late and oil. previously i was taken oat every day morning and taken fruit for every dinner, obviously the weight for this year increase lot and there is 2 months i din go for gym due to time management issue. my new target this year would be wake up early and cook the oat for my own!!! for dinner i hope i can convert it to become tomorrow lunch and spend least outside, currently i need to find blanket to bring food and find the way to motivate do it

3. coding and pluralsight 

for this semester mostly is about management side, can said the coding part is very low and i can said is none, after internship i have involve many coding experience, even though the coding is least than 10,000 lines per day at least i got experience and i can used it in study but unlucky this semester dun have anything yet, and i have list of video to watch over in pluralsight and i haven complete one, even i i have begin few...... hope this year or next semester i manage to watch pluralsight and do 10,000 coding to improve my coding. 

4. second travel location, attend event, street photo

why second not first? because i already register one last year and it would be at penang and will happen in march, i just hope i can go another travel location in between malaysia hope it can be done in after june

last year attend few events related area is huge and i hope this year i can attend more and rich up my life experience, currently i have in my list is 1600 panda and MAGE 2015 hope i can discover more. street photo i would like to capture as well for history record building and have some photo shooting skill to capture the best shot for the building and movement as well. 

purpose to open social media to public

recently, there is a lot of tools and website to earn money as affiliate to promote items and or to win some items through contest
of cause there is a condition on top of it that your social media should be public, and spend some time on top of it to do some research and innovation to post the items to make more people interest on it
some people might think why dun i just focus on one product first, in my opinion focus on one product did not fulfill market requirement, sometime the user is in different platform and you need to change it accordingly, sometime there are huge market in between and you need to manage both of them.

i am difficult to open my social media to public due to some privacy, is not because my own privacy but is friend and family privacy come in, i cant risk my friend and family privacy, what i can do is do some research first and prepare some post in my list and prepare to publish, to have some content on it and earn $$

comic fiesta 2014

going there with my first own dslr camera to capture more photo
capture a lot of photo and meet some friend not lot, but i cannot recognize them, if they din tell me i totally cannot recognize them and i regret now din take picture with one friend, and she din tell me is her. overall the event is nice and meet lot of new things is inspire me when you at the event
dun want to make post longer and boring, let put photo

the purge

nvidia, a best graphic card, that i dun have ability to purchase lol 

the hunger game

both of them are my friend and i cannot recognize them

little cosplay around 6 - 7 years old 

Nikon D3200

happy christmas to everyone, as usual stay at home for both christmas eye and christmas, doing another assignment, what make me happy about during this period, is i finished one assignment and 3 more to go and i target 1 will be down by today and another down by Sunday.

for my christmas present i bough Nikon D3200 over from friend 1.4k 2 years of used just have some issue with video recorder which i din used it.
hope can capture better photo in future by using the power of dslr

what is blocking me?

already ask second tome with mom, she not totally blocking me for travel to penang and for many days with air plane, i dunno what is blocking me now i cannot click the booking button

i am not sure what am i afraid of ? few friends had started to travel based on their dreams, my dreams was travel oversea at the first time, after facing the reality and my capability i know that is impossible for me, but now it just local travel and i still afraid.

training and sponsorship, FYP title, dslr camera i already done, i really dunno what is stopping me right now. and currently i am cutting my number of travel from 1 week to 6 days to 5 days and now to 4 days, i am scare future i dun have time any more if i miss this change and i also scare if i din do now i miss some event some old building before reconstruct......

the more i view the more i stronger i feel i need this travel.......

sleep with dream

today i dunno how i gonna to sleep for tonight, having 2 nap for today, not sure why? is it because din take Nescafe for today?
having 2 nap between 5:30 - around 7 and 11am - 1pm
i dunno what to do already if cannot sleep after this........
recently can`t sleep well, include this 2 nap as well, instead of sleep i was having story dream again, and that why make me feel more sleepy, i dun like dream actually, especially for story dream.

just after having dinner, and i dun have the mood to wrtie this post, i need patient to write post before doing anything

regarding about my trip, i was getting mom "ok" and i find out cheaper price of stay, hope it nice to me

dream

recently i am kind of difficult to sleep
almost every night for the past 1 week i was could not sleep early before 11pm or worse midnight
currently before i come out from bed and start typing this post, i was thinking i can relax a bit about my study, and i turn around on my bed and i feel there is something wrong and i feel stress again and i  wake up and turn on laptop and try to record the movement of happy that i have, end up i also open ipad mini and search clash of clans for getting resources......
lucky i still can type while searching
i was though i should write something on my FYP before meet supervisor, end up not need, i just need to update what would be my content and just asking suggestion from her.
and it end up well, i get some idea on my FYP and i started to be relax awhile from wednesday until now
and i forget i still have one more assignment need to show to lecturer on next week, and still can think what movie should i watch on tomorrow

haiz......  din get 100 % on COC drop at wrong timing for heal spell

was thinking about my plan trip to Penang as backpack so far as i search everything is very interest to me...... when should i start the plan ?

dunno la just stop here

fail to do i`m finished with fins

while taking bath and thinking about the assignment and coursework, suddenly my cousin wedding,
out of sudden i remember i just join a reunion dinner other than CNY family reunion, and i eat the most traditional items in reunion dinner fins......
i still remember i din eat for beginning of year, for few CNY dinner for parent company and my internship company, that time i feel how people looking at me, and i feel scare because i am alone that did not eat, even some of them tell me is fake one but i feel i must independent and continue to support the activity "i`m finished with fins" but for that time i break the record and i currently feel guilty for it, the time when attend family reunion, i was think if i din eat, i will bring the disappointed to family and other staffs.

currently one of my cousin will have wedding dinner, and i hope he wont have fins in his wedding dinner meal and i hope that did not affect their relationship (he and his fiancee)

a normal post get back for study :(

10 years 10 年

time passing so fast, begin december of 2014, few question for myself and a letter for me after 10 years

what i have been done for the whole year so far ?
a lot of things happen around me and at the end because of back to study ? maybe and i become down
lot of first time i ever try
marathon for around 4 times i join for this year include trail running
join internship for 6 + 2 months
trip to sekenchian
first time to bar, to join anti-GST kempen, meet Nick Vujicic,
join teenager day at Putrajaya after 3 years
attend workshop attend camp of 30hour famine and join one cosplay event soon in coming December
and currently i am doing my FYP research for text mining on Twitter
and my heart still empty 

what is my future for next year 
future for next year just hope i can do one backpack to Penang for 4 days 3 nights trip
and i already join for 2 marathon for category 10km and 12km
and hope i can go hiking again to broga hill and to the waterfall again, because i really miss the waterfall hope i can do it after the exam
try to do 10 years reunion for primary school
try to reduce 15kg from my body
have one personal trainer for 3 months
have trip to 2 states after finish study 

how was my trip process?
as mention still in progress, dunno how it goes as well, because of some issue happen in life and change need to be done, and i change my mind after getting some friend suggestion based on their trip, i would not going my trip for bicycle, try to make it as bus and bicycle for surrounding it, there is a list of place to be visit in my record, hope i can travel them with my heart with my time 

how was my FYP ?
still have a lot of work to be done in research and development, just hope supervisor can advice me something, is not like rumors that she is the worse one  

how was the gathering plan still in mind and process?
dunno how see how is going on haha 

letter:

dun care about the past please look forwards the friend still with you 

you still contact with them, it doesn't you are close to them 

was writing in university TPM enterprise 3 L3-2 room 5, still exist ? how was the new building ?

i am researching FYP project, and some assignment 

busy with study and always imaging friends gathering

currently connect with a lot of primary school friends, still have some missing in action from the group

some have being said primary school dun have memories, are you still remember who are them? just forget about them, you have going through a lot 

in this year you have begin a lot of experienced. especially during internship and you have started your mature life 

how many of working place you have shifted ?

are you still single ? or getting marriage 

haven't being in relationship 

https://www.futureme.org/

gathering

yesterday and currently have some discover about my primary school friend

i should start working on my assignment, but my emotion control is too poor start looking back my previous post from the group and i find out some good things and back things as well
i dunno what other epople would said to me? dun have time for assignment and FYP but have time to upload and write blog, and i also dunno how to answer

simple things because of lazy and lazy

for the movement i am thinking, i hope i can organize gathering with all people, but after few gathering i have done, i think that is impossible, some people might said no memory for primary school and dun think gonna to attend, some may said this is a memory place not need to gather, some people is said no people he can recognize that why din attend for it

hope i can organize once again finding suitable place other than old town haha

about my childhood

my childhood was so bad and so good
so bad that i din watch any cartoon and have good memory (maybe i have forget?)
so good i still can touch the nature of world
that why i start to watch toy story 1 to 3 recently lol

friend

a post related to friend, and i am currently very high not sure when it goes to down
yesterday i was attend to friend birthday party, i was suppose to be excited cause an old friend is inviting me for her part of life just happen, about this friend, we din meet for the last 6 years, and we know each other around 13 years? we was tuition mate when both of us are 8 years old? and we was classmate for 2 years standard 4 and 5
than things happen is we have same tuition center for twice ? and we meet at camp than we din contact any more last week she was inviting me to attend her 21st birthday party, it was a shock for me at the beginning, because we din contact for like years already i feel pressure and happy that she was inviting me, the birthday party was great and meet some old friend as well, we was busy of talking and of caused the birthday queen was busy with taking picture with others, of caused she wasn't invite the primary school friends only but also invite her secondary school and university friend, she was just as usual pretty and smart.

while reach the ending of the party, she was said she very sorry cannot invite all the person i know, i was just think why she take it so serious, i was enjoy the party as she with the others, what i hope is we still can contact each other as yesterday your celebrate birthday

hope our relationship will continue haha and hope in future we can have a gathering between our generation 

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today early morning, one secondary school senior was message me and ask am i joining one marathon on jan next year, and another shock just happen i din know that someone is interest in marathon and ask me to join as well, though it would take long process to get partner to join marathon

and we have chat and we will join on next year bukit jalil marathon

feel amazing about friendship concept created by facebook 6 person in one person mutual looking at few friends conversation lot of memory is being call deep from heart and core from brain......

backpack travel with bicycle / plane?

after clean the house for the first floor i feel more flesh when i breath in the air
maybe because of yesterday running on treadmill and the effect still on? maybe

before i clean the house, saw my friend or specific friend from my previous job as technical assistant
he just join another trip, i still remember his whole last trip, it just like all the trip he join it happened this year and currently he is at Langkawi ......

i know this from photo he post at instagram and facebook, as i comment at his instagram photo, we started a little chat on it, and i know how he manage the cheap trip from AirAsia.
And while commenting our friend who always "yolo" that tell me that i should always keep update from AirAsia for cheap ticket and get travel!!!

and she already book for 4 travel places for the coming 1 year..... i am like what the hell

i never think about i will travel with plane in my life, most properly because on my parent, they are traditional people and traditional thinking especially my father

and i think about the current century lifestyle is totally different, and most of them are try to enjoy their life before they are suffering for the future

i was thinking i should travel using bicycle or plane?

i dunno how was my backpack travel gonna to be...... i have collect few places around Malaysia just need to have the power to go

cannot continue type after mention this...... need to continue for my study is bored to hear but i hope i can make it fun for me LOLOLOLOL

a blame on myself

i just feel i wonder explorer it my emotion on somewhere else, just meet my supervisor and i just know i am done if i continue with this line i will only get a C for my 3 module project, a C means only credit and for project it means it is not challenge project but just a normal project without challenge

it was happen due to normal logic a very normal commonsense

am i understand what is text mining?

from my explanation to supervisor, she very sure that i was not have the knowledge of text mining and i still want to do it, for that she feel that my text mining is nothing but just a normal query search in database there is no algorithm and proper approach for doing text mining!!!

and before that i was try to say she was not focusing on me at all same as my colleagues said she was said ok ok to a FYP student and give him a D for his FYP

and i know now is i am totally different from that student because of my understanding on my topic is nothing


what i feel now is i am still the same as few years ago din improve.......

that call back some memories and talk from tuition teacher  during i am taking PMR or SPM ?

i need to find more resources about text mining that why i at university library now, hope i can do it !!!

relax post while busying

feel relax after having gym
for this time i dun have any problem on it maybe because of assignment progress is going well and i have good mate with me for one of them group assignment
it was one of my worry during deciding to go for internship, am i getting bad mate for my assignment but i am lucky, they are very well corporate with me
but one individual assignment make me feel want to cry about it
i was able to find many case studies for the assignment and most of them is well written,
the lecturer end up tell us, it only required one case study and the case study should not more than 2 pages OMG
i just wondering how am i to search the case study, hope the link he provide is useful for me
recently i was posting very frequent,
maybe is because this place is very secret place for me to post compare to twitter and facebook and even weibo
cause friend will easy to identify my situation

what i hope is my situation is identify after i solve the problem, but most of my friend is identify the problem before i solve it haha especially facebook

i was observe some of my ex classmate they are very relax, i just i can relax as them, i know it was impossible for me, due to my greedy, i hope i have everything, but the fact is i only can choose few for my continue journey of study and life
especially for my plan, the plan of travel

the deep breath i taken during i run at treadmill and currently i still can feel it the expends of my lungs and make my shoulder more relax