what is in my mind?

After Sekinchan trip, i did a crazy things, in my mind was thinking,
is it enough for you?
do you want to buy it?
make a decision now......
and i make a crazy decision, crazy decision was, to purchase an ipad mini 2 with 32 GB and 2 years warranty + free cover and screen protection that caused me around 1.9k for it
ya i am crazy, i already purchase 2 technology items for this year, one is for my new laptop and currently ipad, wondering am i want to purchase DSLR, for sure it will be next year, but dunno when only,
i purchase ipad for other purpose, but it look like the purpose haven fulfill yet or haven started to do,

currently i feel like i am a girl going shopping purchase something where the things dunno when want to used it, but the thing i mention here is not physical, but is a training resources, currently i have downloaded lot of training resources, but seriously i dunno when i would start the training practice, and the volume is become bigger and bigger and increasing by week by week, while i typing over here, the download progress still on going.........

i really dunno what i really want for my life, dunno la, just continue type my next post and is my last post for today

plan can be continue

twitter is the place i always go for my expression, not like my friend can hold the emotion so long for the whole day, but feel happy that they can release stress after that, but for me that might not working lol

yesterday all the result was out, and i also twitter said hope this is not the first time and the result overall is okay, some have drop some have distinction.

and my travel plan still can be work haha :) i still remember that day i receive my test result, it was shock for me that get marginal fail from that lecturer....... and i was total no more mood to was a movie, and i start worry about after this internship program i need to have booking hour with lecturer for resit......... now no more need it haha

currently another problem facing is the training program start headache and bring the working item back to home haiz..........

more way to go, dun be scad.......

a chance

not sure is how many day already, feel blank.
2 days before supervisor assign me a development project, obviously i am excited, but sad part is i am doing alone, and the day after i am transfer to another department in develop but not support. for trail 30 days. if bad performance than will switch back to support team, what i hope is stay until the end of intern this is what i hope for this intern, getting experience in develop software environment. another day to begin for today

two things have been end

i am now in library, just now i have been submit my Duty Quota Letter and get approve from my supervisor.

i feel relax a bit fro my stress.cause i have been finish 1 difficult things. now i just need concentrate to my assignment and study. 

as mention above there is another end. it happen around the world, and everyone is discuss for it.

the third apple is pass away. previously i have a dream, i want to use apple product before Steve jobs pass away. the reason i said like this, i just hope he can still long life until the end of the world. and i need to prepare my money to buy for it. 

just this for today continue my study. 

working day again

yesterday i was try to teach my brother add math. 

but i was feel very difficult to teach him in chapter 1 function 

cause he basic  was very bad, hard to teach him, 

i have teach him before this the basic.

i think he was not try to do extra question at home.

the situation is very bad, cause i was feel very impatient but finally i have teach him. 

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today, is same as yesterday that i have to work at my father`s restaurant.

the restaurant was busy with the customers same as yesterday, 

i though that there was different today, cause today is Monday is a schooling day already. 

and i was saw a lot of student wear the school uniform come to have their lunch at restaurant

before they went to the school.

i was chat to my uncle after 3.30pm, we always talk about the future study. 

we always smile when we all chatting, not like my father a angry bird XD

i was very angry with my father`s friend who was very talkative, he was talking me about my bad. 

just now when i was at restaurant, i have a idea that i want to change the world, 

maybe it sound like crazy, the reason i think this is, 

i saw the price of items which use it in our daily life is rise up immediately 

in this year, a tin of milk use for drink may rise to 70 sen in this year. 

it was very stress for the restaurant to overcome their income and salary. 

the situation make the world of people becomes not responsibility on their action. 

i was very hope in future i can do this  

after CNY......

after Chinese new year, i have to work at my father restaurant.

on 4/2/2011 we have to go my father restaurant 

to have prepare and clean at there. 

before we went to there, 

my father has bought KFC and MCD and a duck to there, 

we have clean the restaurant the time is going to evening 

than we all have our dinner at mahkota cheras.

and today (6/2/2011) i have to work at my father restaurant on 7am

and have to wake up on 3.50am .......

feel very tired and not enough sleeping 

feel well after i taking a cup of coffee ^^ 

today is not to many of stalls is open today at the restaurant 

but a lot of customers visit our restaurant and have a eat and drink at there. 

tomorrow have to work again 

can not watch my favourite movie shaolin...... 

working day + worry

today i go to my father restaurant to have work with him.

not feel boring any more cause i feel boring to stay at home

(can not control myself to open computer XD)

and the second reason is to tell the uncle who interest in my study 

today got 2 uncles are interest about my study and my father was telling them.

they was said that the UCTI was very nice and other things.

after i wake up, i was sms with my friends who still studying in secondary school. 

asking her how was her account tuition, 

is she still well ? after i know the situation i hope she can catch up the courses. 

i still told her that she can ask me when she do not understand, 

i will try my best to replay her. 

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at the same day, i was know that . 

my father have spend a lot of money.

first is the repair car, his Unser car the back side spring have lost function 

need to spend hundred riggit 

second he need to spend to change the marble at the new house. 

feel worry, to said that my college fee

how can he spend it, 

i scad he can nor overcome the cost. 

even though that i can borrow moeny from PIPTN 

hope it will not change my dream 

做工日

今天被逼要在早上4点起身和老爸去做工。
可怜的我要脚痛到店里去帮忙。到店里无所事事除了帮忙这个帮忙那个。
今天突然感觉很奇怪很多位交通警察到老爸店里去买香烟。
后来，才知道是我国首相到这里演讲。

报告完毕了

希望自己能够控制自己去读历史这一科吧

工作天

今天一大早，像以前一样到店里去帮忙。
我去那儿是为了解闷没想到到了那里还有时间让我感到闷。
让我感到实在是无奈。
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她还是不能去那个生活营
让我感到无奈