today 15082012

today is Wednesday is my last day of exam for degree level 1 semester 1
how was  it?

the last day of the exam means today is a upsite down
the things i do revision just come out for 10 marks and the other i just based on my feeling

and i come out after 45 mins, it sound stupid and radiculous.

after the exam i straight away spend money not for joke and fun but for the other purpose

today i went to 3 shoping mall == i know it sound like what am i doing for 3 shopping mall ?

SCP, Mines and Jusco selatan

actually i go to SCP for my exam and Mines for buying a tie and Jusco Selatatn for watching movie ,

for this holiday i would like to used to watch 2 movies and go for book fair with friends.

the movie i watch is "Total Recall"

i can said it was very good and awesome. especially choosing the girl starring
the two main female actor which is Kate Beckinsale and Jessica Biel
i dunno why the other commenter and the other viewer said that this movie is too bored
for me, i love this movie, may be the reason is this movie has been taken 10 years before they feel this movie is no more attractive for them, every single step and change of the movie they know well
Jessica is the first time i saw her in movie, she did it very well,
and Kate i not need to said about it, she just like the main actor in the movie.

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today i call her again like last month, but this time is shorter than last month and i feel she very bored and tired to talk with me, is it because of me calling or is because of study. i am blur right now

the day before birthday

The title like very very strange, but is true this post is write a day before my birthday

a day end of June and a day before of July. 

i wake up very early like 5.15 pm, due to i find out the solution for the program i create yesterday night

and after that i could not sleep just because i to excited for solving a problem. 

after having my breakfast i meet my secondary school junior at our school 

when i meet them like obviously they will be stay at there din movie, due to my new hairstyle

after that we meet together at restaurant, and she is with us and i try to chat her, but i fail to do so ==''

seriously my mind is totally blind, i dunno how to talk with her, what i do is just listen her only, and know some new things from her, when she try to chat with my sister, i dunno why i feel my sister always look at me, she look like is she taking the chances of me to talk to her, i want to tell her, she never did that, caused i dun have the chance to chat with her also==''

in this small gathering, i just know they still contact each other and have gathering, that is the things make me feel happy that they still contact each other, i dunno this can last how long, but i hope it will last until the end of the world. 

and my status, i will wait until a person tell me, or i will continue loving her alone until ....... the day i dunno also 

long time

since last time i call you is like2 years ago, i remember that time i call you for the sport reason, yesterday call back to you again, it was such a good recall for me

chat

last night, have some chat with her even though is small things only, 

i feel very happy and better 

i hope we still can develop 

just few words for this times 

《神雕侠侣》

终于把这本书看完了，结局非我说看到的连续剧那样。
杨过与小龙女并非是战后就离开，而是在大众眼前离开。
他们两人离开时还发生了，一小段事件。
那就是一位小和尚误打误闯练了一生《九阴真经》的好功夫
《九阴真经》的来源确实吓我一跳，
竟然是佛门的一本经书。
《九阴真经》曾经是武林们都很想夺下的一本武功秘籍。
没想到竟然是佛门的强身之道。

我看了连续剧和卡通版的《神雕侠侣》
但每次都没看完不是中断播放便是不惜时间干扰
错过了3 此机会。不过现在可好了，可以一次过看完。
我原本只想看他们如何谈恋爱和关系，
但没想到书里面的文字竟然可以强过电视机上的的画面。
可以想象文字的力量。
里面的关系与气氛绝非可以通过电视机的画面和音乐。
看到最后的时候，竟然有续集，但我单单看了《神雕侠侣》
已有4本后，我还去除了他声明的武功招式……
可想而知他的小说可有多厚。
很想知道那些人看完他的小说是怎样做的。

算了，向着自己的下一步去做吧！

我算是个大白痴吗？

我真的是那样吗？
没想到我笨到竟然把事情放到msn
希望事情闹到还可以收拾，
要不然，我不知道怎么办？
今天早上，突然看到少年月刊里头写着那“标题”
看了之后，呆了一下
不知如何是好，
里面写得好像是对，
好想去敲头，让自己昏迷。。。 。。。

爱的感觉？

最近看到很多人好像都在ing 当中，
不知道为什么自己也好像渴望这种感觉，
每当我无聊的时候，
还好只是在无聊时期，
要不然我学习态度会变得跟差。
很多人已经开始谈ing
我自己本身还没有这种感觉
不知道这滋味如何
小学事后又暗恋过，对方也知道这件事。。。
大家好像没什么尴尬，感觉上就像小孩子玩“家家酒”
现在，haiz ...
不知道，自己现在也有暗恋了还很久超过两年多，
明年就进入第三年。
自己也觉得这份爱已经开始麻木。
不知道自己何时才能像他表白
怕她受伤，又怕她成绩受影响。
希望这一切不不会太迟。。。
希望她不会受太大惊讶在那时，
。。。。。。
不知道要说什么... ...
算了