what happen to me

next week Tuesday is another nightmare day again for me 

i dunno how to face it. 

at here i have make a lot of problem. 

like this time i forget to send the mail regarding presentation room. 

i just have update for one presentation room and another i forget to do it.

and affect the team have been scold from supervisor or manager also can be happen when they call me. 

when i review my blog again my post with tag of technical assistant 

almost all of the tag is about the unhappy things 

in my mind i am thinking a things which will affect my feeling i was very sad just now. 

i try to watch drama to avoid think about it, but watching the drama is also talking about the efficiency of work. 

suddenly I think that my attitude like this always forget the things can be handle the job to save a person to get in prison or death, is a very important job.

i hope i still can stay in the team and make some change on myself, but how should i do?