is my dream too big

Currently i should be busy in searching case study in Information System for my 3k assignment, but i fail to do so, due to watch "the four 3" and currently i still have the little mode on my plan which is previously i have do 

my travel plan which is being in plan since long time ago, i think i always mention in the past post, currently, i was delay after finish study my level 3, but in my current situation, i have being busy for my study for research in assignment and FYP 

i was plan after internship i could be more advanced than other in terms of technical knowledge, but i am wrong, being study in software engineering, not only need to know about the programming and technical but also business management and project management currently which i am stunk 

i was plan to learn bicycle on the road side and get interact with other group of people who interest on it, but it look like i am busy on study only

okay mode is disappear hope i can continue in study lol 

regarding about the plan of travel let just think about it after this (dunno when will start)

viper challenge 2014 in malaysia

so this is what happen during viper challenge, din get the image weill so copy from other side and explian here which i skip which i can do, first of all all the hand workout i fail to do and who thouse participate can know how many i skip lol 

first station walk though tayar 

2nd: ice bucket challenge? i think this challenge more cooler 

3rd challenge 

4th challenge which half way i drop due to hand not enough strong and over weight ......

5th station 

6th challenge 

7th challenge: not sure how man mountain need to claim, thanks for my teammate helping me 

8th challenge: during my challenge time the fire is not so huge...... my feel is how deep is the water......

holly like shit......

9th challenge: yup, this half way i cannot move up and i give up need to train more for my hand 

image source from http://tw.gigacircle.com/2796765-1

11th: cleaning time

12th challenge: middle wall

13th challenge: 2nd floor challenge, this is where by the place i get hurt of my leg due to scare and hand no more energy 

14th challenge mini wall cant really pass through after the pain on my leg, dun see this is 1 one wall there are many at the back!!! at this station

15th challenge: another wall and behind got banana and soft drink haha 

16th challenge 2nd ring i was drop haiz......

17th challenge: dun think is easy many people get cramp due to mud

18th challenge: the place i get cramp ...... 

19th challenge okay i cant do this.......leg sprain started .......and i feel it

and this is the last challenge.......


overall, is very good, i forget what was the feeling at the end, but at least i join it, even though parent was argue with me not to join this

how many tomorrow i have

Another emotion day,

After meet my Final Year Project (FYP) Supervisor on Thursday and Naruto reach to final episode and i dunno why i become so freaking demotivated ...... some of my classmate did something worse than me from study aspect, and i still can chill and said "see!!! she not even do that !!!" and i remind about this i am like dunno what to said about me......

it was almost 4pm and i just have my lunch lol, and just back from workout
still, i before i went out, i am still thinking should i go for workout or not .......
my mom firstly was disagree about it due to some work need to be done in old house, i was feel annoying for doing that in my mind and heart

i dunno why this happen

after i mention "never mind, just waste the money" and mom said she was agree and let me go and she said if she din allow she feel guilty, and i was thinking, if she feel guilty, how about me as children, i feel more guilty


for the past 2 days i stay at home and i rewatch some favor comic like Naruto

and currently i was lying and ask myself where should i go ?
should i go for nap ? or i should go for my FYP?

i properly choose the first one for now and i will DO !!! for second one

the end of story Naruto

huh~
another story is ended and is leaving me the character inside the comic

yup, naruto is end on 6 11 2014, and the ending is very nice for me, everything is peace

even though the way of fighting is a bit of out of control (or i can said cannot imaging)

while i search the naruto photo and try to put it here, but i think is too difficult to put one due to all the images is being edited from origin


the first thing pop up in my mind was digimon while look at the photo result of search
let me call the long long time ago history, but lucky it did not make my mode to re watch it.

leave nothing much to follow, need to find new target for my own life style ......

emotion post ?

a post started without subject in front of lecturer while the class started in between 30 minutes
and i have the feeling to record something in my life, and i would like to type it in blog in state of post in FB

such a good thing i feel currently,
just watch the university talk taiwan tv program the latest one my topic wasn't about the topic they mention but is about the history of this tv program

is being 7 years the program has shown to the world and i just watch it for 3 years, for the past 3 years lot of things happen around me and include this program

one of the guess is former from 16 students in tv program, today she shown up as a guess and i look back her instagram, her last post was said she was going back to the tv program, and saw some graduation photo post by her, and that show she will be graduate soon as well, and it make me recall some other student who always appear in tv program, they are wearing graduation clothes and prepare for graduation sound sads but there is the true for the real and they are graduate soon


same go for naruto will end in 3 more ep include this week, 2 more weeks it will be a end






and it will begin a new one




how about me......


am i still standing at the origin?

normal life

different people have different aspect of being normal life 

at different timing or at different life time of same person will have different understanding on normal life 

normal life concept will change based on the person surrounding and affect and self experience 

currently i cannot said i have a normal life concept, due to to many information getting in

and currently a lot of life event is happened (especially is someone is leaving or someone is moving out from my society life)

yesterday was joining a challenge event call viper challenge, and said they was asia largest obstacle 

they are 2 challenge for me at the time 20km running for me is first time to do, previously the event the longest distance i join was only 12km and there was trail running, the shortest is 5km and another big challenge was the 20 obstacle. 

after joining my leg was getting sprain and currently is left leg....... 

in early of my secondary school life i was facing the issue, and while i am writing this, i was thinking to refer back my previous post. but i decide not to do so it just wasting time and recall the sad memory 

right after i get sprain on my leg and i ask myself what is my normal life for future?

should i continue join this kind of event in my life? or i should find another type of event or i shouldn't join any event just like my parent...... 

yup, my parent especially my father din join much event in his own life, most of his event is related to politic event some special people talk. my mom was different from my dad she was active in lot of event and join jungle tracking in taman negara and was state represent in badminton. and she was retired after study when she got marriage she was focus more on her work and taking care of our life. 

when i was kid she always bring me and brother to visit KL and i still remember that time i was too bad just want to stay at home and watch cartoon in weekend. 

so......

what is my normal life ? i din know yet......

at that time when mom was tell me should notice my body capable am i really can join this? for 20km since i was hurt a lot in sprain of my right leg and it take YEAR to cure 

and i was thinking about my dream of visit the west Malaysia using bicycle should i give up or ?

and before i writing my blog i was reading online comic which is i already read......(wasting time)

if compare current me and during foundation is very different, during foundation i will be very stress for study always hope i can finish early and can do other study research at the end because of lot of issue and i always complete during ending 

the way the parent react with me also different, previously as i remember the most, is my father always scold me, currently he was asking me the status i dunno what is the behind i hope 

take long time to complete this post just put some picture for viper event 

painful leg for last night currently feel better, but still need some time for fully cure 

though they dun have it 

thank them for corporate me the slow runner and noob guy in the team, it was very nice to meet you all :) 

ps: please find your normal life concept haha 

friend with us is leaving during journey

for the world today is a special day because is 31st Oct is Halloween!!! and is #TGIF !!!! and is last day of the moth leave 2 more moths reach the year of 2015!!! OMG haha

but for Malaysia

it was a sad news also, that most of us around 5000 facebook users from Singapore and Malaysia is a sad news and hope it was April fool as well

because OneFM morning kaki is leaving us...... yeah 2 of them is leaving us
oneFM yoon and oneFm Jack is leaving us and leaving oneFM DJ radio station

because they have different dream they want to make want to make dream become true

Yoon will be travel around the world and have making her new Facebook fan page for personal regarding food and travel with name "Yoon 吳家家"

and Jack will continue his career in entertainment but more focus in actor rather than be radio DJ

all the below photo is taken from their FB fan page, i am taking photo for future references, i just hope that i can refer here for my memory, memory for they become part of my life

with onefm Wayne

with OneFM Anegline

Halloween 

still as usual 

with oneFm Angel 

Last once for their on air in One FM 

they believe each other is a good partner in work 

for this leaving make me remember about another OneFM DJ Jane is leaving while Yoon is joining not so long in oneFM family, yup is around 2 years and 5 months back and currently looking back they leaving sound like most of us is forget about her Jane, 

but i believe everyone still remember Jane, just the feeling is different, 

just like the memory is the past just for recall 

recently, my life is like a lot changes like them onefm Yoon and Jack
leaving TA family last year October and leaving my classmate and join internship on January 2014 early this year and leaving my 8 months internship colleagues start my new level of study.

in the short of one year, leaving and joining lot of family, and my live still need to continue,
still remember last Wednesday meet my TA friend in Cafeteria,
i was taking my food alone from counter and saw them, of caused i have sit beside them and have small chat, but what i feel is different from previous, and i notice previous we was talking about the same topic about our TA work, now we have different area to continue, but we still can meet each other like this

hope everything is well for me haha

tomorrow viper challenge is waiting for me haha

life is to continue non stop and challenge is always coming while life is still going

motivation of life

i also dunno what to write about this post, 

because i have lost it again, and currently try to search it back and that why i write this post, 

the way i study was change...... and not become so passive to start my assignment, it was 2nd week of the semester and i haven't look at my assignment question in full yet, and yet all the assignment difficulty level is in different level

dunno what to write just hope i can overcome it 

another spending

before went to gym i feel lazy and always delay
example today i delay around 1 hour and 10 minutes
and when i reach there i dunno why i can just do the gym without thinking and lucky i find new path for motivate me to go gym, it was happened before since the first losing weight process i just used hula hoop to lose weight and someone saw it and i feel happy but after that i feel too bored due to not motivate, and i start to search cheap gym to lose my weight and last year i started and some relative saw the result, and last week i was measure my weight again and it was increase around 5 kg from last year measure........

maybe because of work and some high class and full of fat food that attractive me and my weight increase and lose motivation, lucky last week there is a free personal trainer and i can train well a bit for last 2 times of gym, i was wondering i should paid the personal trainer fee or not?

maybe i will go for paid the fee and just take it as another motivate for me, but after the viper run first, just hope my financial management still able to recover from this payment lol

this end here tomorrow begin a new one

a very long title, but it suit for current me,
ya, 2 more days end my internship, some might think i dun have task any more, but i still get some task, eventually not a new task, but the some ending for my previous task which i haven`t complete it. review this internship always people asking me did i learn something or i gain from this internship, i ca said a lot, as some of my previous post, and facebook album photo "life record in 2014" lot of first time experience.
if ask is this internship is under my plan?
i would like to said no,
taking internship is part of my plan, but how it is it did not work as i plan, but i am enjoy for it, that is what we call life.

a bit lazy, excited, and etc for going back to university to study, maybe because of i haven`t fully convert my heart to really working environment, and there is travel plan in my mind that want to execute before i really turn into working environment

lazy to do tagging type of post, as time past i also become lazy for blogging

recent life

is a mess life for me recently,
the last gym i have is on last month 23 and after that i was to interesting on few Singapore drama, and i watch it and search the actors and watch other drama,
while watching drama somethings recall in my mind or something i have learn as well,
i think i was start was watching drama due to want to understand one part of the things, unlucky, i have fall in love to the drama, and watch the others, and i did tweet a lot about the drama, due to no time for blogging haha
and i feel scared as well, but the feeling is temporary and that make me feel horrible and unbelievable
when the fear is disappear i will no longer challenge it again that is the problem,
when watching drama online, you can control what you want to watch, and you always can skip the bad people screen and always look at the good one, it just like skip your challenge your suffer of your life and you will only see your success in your life, where by this is impossible,
to get off from drama, the only was is watch the NG part