recent life

is a mess life for me recently,
the last gym i have is on last month 23 and after that i was to interesting on few Singapore drama, and i watch it and search the actors and watch other drama,
while watching drama somethings recall in my mind or something i have learn as well,
i think i was start was watching drama due to want to understand one part of the things, unlucky, i have fall in love to the drama, and watch the others, and i did tweet a lot about the drama, due to no time for blogging haha
and i feel scared as well, but the feeling is temporary and that make me feel horrible and unbelievable
when the fear is disappear i will no longer challenge it again that is the problem,
when watching drama online, you can control what you want to watch, and you always can skip the bad people screen and always look at the good one, it just like skip your challenge your suffer of your life and you will only see your success in your life, where by this is impossible,
to get off from drama, the only was is watch the NG part