yesterday receive a big nuclear boom, for my entire life, i never though i will receive it, and it make me could not do the trip, maybe is good signal for me from the good that i should stop it.
day 189: project might terminated
2014年1月22日星期三
2013年12月25日星期三
said something to my life
dun because of study than you go for study
dun just because of life you are working
you can because of interesting life you are working on it.
6th dec 2013
in morning saw few of my friends blog said the friend is try to used them as own benefits, university friends to more trust in between, i dunno this would happen to me or not, but until now i can said haven
in morning saw few of my friends blog said the friend is try to used them as own benefits, university friends to more trust in between, i dunno this would happen to me or not, but until now i can said haven
late in night receive another sample of work, feeling down, dunno can finish by due date or not, colleague always said can and can get distinction, and i still trust him.......
currently what i can do is, do all my best. late night, and i think i need to start over night cant sleep well one.
currently what i can do is, do all my best. late night, and i think i need to start over night cant sleep well one.
7th dec 2013
Late night using mobile apps to type in blog. Cant sleep every time close my eye the brain still function as think a lot of negative things. Feeling sad to myself and emo......
Emo because why couldn't I used this time to think about my assignment? Why?
The fear is coming back to occupy my heart. I am not sure am I choose the right path to continue study at university level. I am so afraid I choose wrong path.
Late night using mobile apps to type in blog. Cant sleep every time close my eye the brain still function as think a lot of negative things. Feeling sad to myself and emo......
Emo because why couldn't I used this time to think about my assignment? Why?
The fear is coming back to occupy my heart. I am not sure am I choose the right path to continue study at university level. I am so afraid I choose wrong path.
11th dec 2013
when lecturer mention the trip he have, my desire of a trip become stronger, and i hope next year i can travel malaysia, still have long way to go for planing this trip
i just hope i can do it as what i have plan
2013年11月23日星期六
i don`t know why
i don`t know why i become so lazy and demotivate for this semester, lazy and demotivate in all module and dunno what is my life target and objective.
but i still have the fear of fail for the module, and i still could not wake up from and become hard working and be motivate to study.
current time is 12:31pm 23rd November 2013
i should start to do my assignment since 10:15am, and i still dunno why i cant start typing for it and think about it.
is it because of watch too much of movie?
read too much of others book?
play too much of apps?
too frequent to social network?
too much of............
every thing is too much.......
just hope i can wake up from this and get the task and assignment done.
but i still have the fear of fail for the module, and i still could not wake up from and become hard working and be motivate to study.
current time is 12:31pm 23rd November 2013
i should start to do my assignment since 10:15am, and i still dunno why i cant start typing for it and think about it.
is it because of watch too much of movie?
read too much of others book?
play too much of apps?
too frequent to social network?
too much of............
every thing is too much.......
just hope i can wake up from this and get the task and assignment done.
2013年5月11日星期六
《致我们终将逝去的青春》
原本说好原本下午12点开始做自己的课业，却被这部电影的主题给吸引住了。
看完这部电影，我突然有冲动的感觉说，我自己的生活是怎样的？
就说故事里头的精彩片头。
女主角郑微从一个不懂事的女大学生变成世界再也不陌生的女强人；
从过去的稚气变成…………我无法用字来形容自己的这部电影的感觉。
男主角陈孝正在感情与利益，却选择自己的利益。连自己的婚姻也是为了自己的利益。自己的爱情也只有在大学里和女主角郑微。多年以后自己找回郑微不求她挽回对自己的爱情自求重新和他开始，因为人生当中只有郑微改变过自己的爱情观。
从那一刻开始成熟的萌芽开始，冷酷的一面也慢慢地开幕起来。
大学里郑微，那长发的青春，却换成再换成职场上的短发的冷酷。看着自己的室友一个一个忘记子的梦想，忘记自己的青春。
黎维娟看透了世界选择年龄50岁的男人作为自己的丈夫。
阮莞为了自己固执的爱情而失去自己的性命
傻傻稚气的朱小北变成成功学的小云，遇到自己的老友也得装不认识。
电影片头就好像是《那些年》但过了大学毕业所有的事情都不一样。
看完影片，我就想到自己现在的生活到底是怎样？
我和大家一样经历过小学，中学，生活营以及现在的大学，甚至还在学院里打了工
我还和以往的朋友联络吗？我感觉自己的生活像一片空白。
我认为大家都没有错，错都是在于我不懂得分配，很多东西我都不能分配。
到现在的我已经觉得说我的情绪已影响我的工作能力，我已有觉悟说70%肯定的说我要离开。
看到这部电影，我很想重新规划自己的生活。
看完这部电影，我突然有冲动的感觉说，我自己的生活是怎样的？
就说故事里头的精彩片头。
女主角郑微从一个不懂事的女大学生变成世界再也不陌生的女强人；
从过去的稚气变成…………我无法用字来形容自己的这部电影的感觉。
男主角陈孝正在感情与利益，却选择自己的利益。连自己的婚姻也是为了自己的利益。自己的爱情也只有在大学里和女主角郑微。多年以后自己找回郑微不求她挽回对自己的爱情自求重新和他开始，因为人生当中只有郑微改变过自己的爱情观。
从那一刻开始成熟的萌芽开始，冷酷的一面也慢慢地开幕起来。
大学里郑微，那长发的青春，却换成再换成职场上的短发的冷酷。看着自己的室友一个一个忘记子的梦想，忘记自己的青春。
黎维娟看透了世界选择年龄50岁的男人作为自己的丈夫。
阮莞为了自己固执的爱情而失去自己的性命
傻傻稚气的朱小北变成成功学的小云，遇到自己的老友也得装不认识。
电影片头就好像是《那些年》但过了大学毕业所有的事情都不一样。
看完影片，我就想到自己现在的生活到底是怎样？
我和大家一样经历过小学，中学，生活营以及现在的大学，甚至还在学院里打了工
我还和以往的朋友联络吗？我感觉自己的生活像一片空白。
我认为大家都没有错，错都是在于我不懂得分配，很多东西我都不能分配。
到现在的我已经觉得说我的情绪已影响我的工作能力，我已有觉悟说70%肯定的说我要离开。
看到这部电影，我很想重新规划自己的生活。
2013年5月2日星期四
fail to do it
this post i already prepare since 18 April, and i did not write anything until today 2 May.
currently, i feel i am tired, i ask myself, did i do my thing? did i perform my task?
i am tired of that, currently is 22 days after that, i feel is time for me to go.
currently, i feel i am tired, i ask myself, did i do my thing? did i perform my task?
i am tired of that, currently is 22 days after that, i feel is time for me to go.
2013年4月7日星期日
second trip with TA - paintball
just finish another trip with TA just now or we can said from yesterday 3pm until today 1.30am
from Wednesday until yesterday, i was been wake up by alarm. currently feel is okay already if previously, if i wake up this situation i will be headache.
Yesterday was wake up early for special task in Mines@FBM. Some accident happen over there for the task, i believe is my over stress caused the problem. i cant stop myself to be overstress, exercise i also done already. dunno what can i do.
at 3pm we gather at university and we start to move to the paintball.after having briefing and we start to play. when i notice someone come in my team. because is my first time and i will definitely fail for the game.
but i dunno why for my first game i feel i can do better and the continue game i was playing well.
that time i was feel i am over crazy already or over fun, but i still discipline during the war of game.
i was totally feel good and success for it. and my stupid supervisor said how good is the iphone and how good it is compare with android, but he cannot take a good picture from iphone, below is the picture.
from Wednesday until yesterday, i was been wake up by alarm. currently feel is okay already if previously, if i wake up this situation i will be headache.
Yesterday was wake up early for special task in Mines@FBM. Some accident happen over there for the task, i believe is my over stress caused the problem. i cant stop myself to be overstress, exercise i also done already. dunno what can i do.
at 3pm we gather at university and we start to move to the paintball.after having briefing and we start to play. when i notice someone come in my team. because is my first time and i will definitely fail for the game.
but i dunno why for my first game i feel i can do better and the continue game i was playing well.
that time i was feel i am over crazy already or over fun, but i still discipline during the war of game.
i was totally feel good and success for it. and my stupid supervisor said how good is the iphone and how good it is compare with android, but he cannot take a good picture from iphone, below is the picture.
after paintball we having dinner together and watch movie again. GIJOE is the movie we watch, nothing special happen over there. but i was telling myself after overall. how many out going i still can having with them?
i also dun have the aswer, because i know i well be resign soon from the team for future purpose.
after resign i know for sure we will least contact each other
photo from the xtion paintball:
if someone can saw the above picture you can find out there are few traitors
2013年3月22日星期五
a review night
is another night i could not sleep, if my mom know about it, she will said not enough exercise, but i think this night is because of food and problem with myself.
on yesterday (Wednesday) i was solve some of the problem with me with my working team leader. during solving i was very emotion, after discussion, i was like a almost explore balloon become a normal balloon.
almost forget what is my purpose to came in, and forget what is the purpose i still over at here.
working environment really difficult place, for me i dun have any words to describe it, it was very simple "work" but i could not take it so easy, because it might affect my normal life,
through working i know more friend and different kind of the friend;
through working i getting more knowledge and experience of the real world;
through working i find a different life style i can have.
lot of the things can be affect.
through the emotion i told myself i will resign soon on June or July, or i still maintain the same plan October
and start searching my internship.
and i might miss my first colleague in my life
miss them as colleague and miss them as friend
on yesterday (Wednesday) i was solve some of the problem with me with my working team leader. during solving i was very emotion, after discussion, i was like a almost explore balloon become a normal balloon.
almost forget what is my purpose to came in, and forget what is the purpose i still over at here.
working environment really difficult place, for me i dun have any words to describe it, it was very simple "work" but i could not take it so easy, because it might affect my normal life,
through working i know more friend and different kind of the friend;
through working i getting more knowledge and experience of the real world;
through working i find a different life style i can have.
lot of the things can be affect.
through the emotion i told myself i will resign soon on June or July, or i still maintain the same plan October
and start searching my internship.
and i might miss my first colleague in my life
miss them as colleague and miss them as friend
2013年3月16日星期六
new level
semester break no more 2 months is only 1.5 months between level 1 and level 2.
as usual i will said the time is passing to fast, or i can said i dun manage myself properly.
TA life style is not a easy life style.
busy with work, even working in part time, but i feel i working in full time,
follow up the pending task and problem.
am i thinking over ? i dunno. what i know i need to concentrate on year 2
on semester break i try to set some target,
just 1 target have fulfil
start doing exercise, which should done last year March and i delay it for 9 months
such a good delay............
i want to have some revision for my programming courses, unlucky, change new house, only at new house has internet access. and is further than university, what can i do ?
just continue only,
new semester start on next week,
i not sure i still can stay how long in the team, as i know i feel unbalance and upset, the time almost reach already
as usual i will said the time is passing to fast, or i can said i dun manage myself properly.
TA life style is not a easy life style.
busy with work, even working in part time, but i feel i working in full time,
follow up the pending task and problem.
am i thinking over ? i dunno. what i know i need to concentrate on year 2
on semester break i try to set some target,
just 1 target have fulfil
start doing exercise, which should done last year March and i delay it for 9 months
such a good delay............
i want to have some revision for my programming courses, unlucky, change new house, only at new house has internet access. and is further than university, what can i do ?
just continue only,
new semester start on next week,
i not sure i still can stay how long in the team, as i know i feel unbalance and upset, the time almost reach already
2013年3月3日星期日
first time hang out over night
yesterday was the firrst time i hang out with friends, i was feel a bit excited to go, because first time went out and back late. someone will asking how about previous? why i din went out over night? the reason is very simple safety. my neighbour was having experience with thief after watching movie night show.
we have decide to meet at university around 6:30 but i went there around 3pm, due to boring and try to see who is over there. and i find out that there is only one person doing special task i was shock, there shouldn`t have only one person doing special task over there. and she was the person who also going to the gathering for movie and dinner, after i help her for awhile and i send her back to vista accommodation. around 6pm most of us reach there already, and get some bad news some of them could not attend for last minutes telling.
after that we went to a special shop for our dinner around pj, the address is:
LG006 & LG007,
Millennium Square, Dataran Millennium PJ,
98, Jalan 14/1, 46100 Petaling Jaya.LG006 & LG007, Millennium Square Jalan 14/1
46200 Petaling Jaya, Malaysia
the food is not bad, but just the water is too expensive for me, overall expression is still okay
here is the only one photo we have for yesterday,
after that we go to Midvalley to watch our movie Jack and the giant slaver
movie was very awesome, with good storyline, and the style they use as usual as a america movie.
the funny part of the movie is our university advertising video was come out during the movie trial. we all like blur over there. and i not sure who was the person said need to do QC check which is a part of our job scope, all of us laughing at the person.
after movie i bring another 4 persons went back home, which make me went back home very late around 1am i reach home, and i hope my family members was sleep already, actually is not, my father was wake up due to i am back home, i was shock because after that 3:30am he need to wake up already, feel sorry to him
at the end, yesterday was very nice day for me, and i hope next gathering or hang out with more people.
we have decide to meet at university around 6:30 but i went there around 3pm, due to boring and try to see who is over there. and i find out that there is only one person doing special task i was shock, there shouldn`t have only one person doing special task over there. and she was the person who also going to the gathering for movie and dinner, after i help her for awhile and i send her back to vista accommodation. around 6pm most of us reach there already, and get some bad news some of them could not attend for last minutes telling.
after that we went to a special shop for our dinner around pj, the address is:
LG006 & LG007,
Millennium Square, Dataran Millennium PJ,
98, Jalan 14/1, 46100 Petaling Jaya.LG006 & LG007, Millennium Square Jalan 14/1
46200 Petaling Jaya, Malaysia
here is the only one photo we have for yesterday,
after that we go to Midvalley to watch our movie Jack and the giant slaver
movie was very awesome, with good storyline, and the style they use as usual as a america movie.
the funny part of the movie is our university advertising video was come out during the movie trial. we all like blur over there. and i not sure who was the person said need to do QC check which is a part of our job scope, all of us laughing at the person.
after movie i bring another 4 persons went back home, which make me went back home very late around 1am i reach home, and i hope my family members was sleep already, actually is not, my father was wake up due to i am back home, i was shock because after that 3:30am he need to wake up already, feel sorry to him
at the end, yesterday was very nice day for me, and i hope next gathering or hang out with more people.
2013年2月12日星期二
miss a friend
a friend on last week is leaving me on Tuesday, and i though we still have 9 more months to go. as the girl tell me that she though 3 of us will last until end of this year. and i am thinking i will break her records because i am thinking i am the one who will be the first to be leave, but eventually is you,
i know you want to do this since long time ago, i notice this since last year October. you said we fulfil one year already, lets go we leave the team.
at that time i am thinking what have i contribute to the team? and my answer is no and some how i need income source so i decline your invite.
2nd feb you having open day at your house, unfortunately i need to attend my mom company annual dinner and meet a primary school friend and i post the facebook so unlucky.
in future i hope we still have chance to for gathering even though our home town is very far.
i still remember the first impression you give me, rich people and look down people. rich people can go trip without financial problem, due to that i think you always look down people.
currently i feel the way i think is not mature. after getting know well about you, i feel i am the one who look down other people when i start busy.
IAI assignment is our first assignment do together, and it was very successful, just the looping i do have some bug. our friend said it was impossible either 2 of us working together. but i think we have prove it we can do it.
i am typing this post for more than 3 weeks, i hope i din miss and forget anything between 2 of us but i already forget it
haiz.....................
i know you want to do this since long time ago, i notice this since last year October. you said we fulfil one year already, lets go we leave the team.
at that time i am thinking what have i contribute to the team? and my answer is no and some how i need income source so i decline your invite.
2nd feb you having open day at your house, unfortunately i need to attend my mom company annual dinner and meet a primary school friend and i post the facebook so unlucky.
in future i hope we still have chance to for gathering even though our home town is very far.
i still remember the first impression you give me, rich people and look down people. rich people can go trip without financial problem, due to that i think you always look down people.
currently i feel the way i think is not mature. after getting know well about you, i feel i am the one who look down other people when i start busy.
IAI assignment is our first assignment do together, and it was very successful, just the looping i do have some bug. our friend said it was impossible either 2 of us working together. but i think we have prove it we can do it.
i am typing this post for more than 3 weeks, i hope i din miss and forget anything between 2 of us but i already forget it
haiz.....................
2012年11月3日星期六
a post for a moth update
i not sure i can type this finish or not, because i least update in blog, most of my update are too little and easy to get forget. So i decide update at twitter.
and i will do a summary for this post for my October situation.
Trainee period just finish, and my stress haven release, the tension still stay around with me.
and i believe a lot of people will said i am super hansap. and i hope this will change in future November
still cannot change i still very stress up when doing task, always multiple time to get things
few friend are leaving in the team and i will miss them a lot especially the twins, the twins is the cute girl i never meet before. i should remember what is my comment on them, every things is the same other than one is wear spec another is not, still remember the trainee briefing they can go early, but i cant feel jealous of that.
almost every day i stay back for the team and cannot fulfill my assignment and homework, hopefully i can finish my duty quota for lab and i can concentrate.
the war of "in between" is not just happen during my work is also happen during between my friends
and i have a lot of lesson in October month
and i will do a summary for this post for my October situation.
Trainee period just finish, and my stress haven release, the tension still stay around with me.
and i believe a lot of people will said i am super hansap. and i hope this will change in future November
still cannot change i still very stress up when doing task, always multiple time to get things
few friend are leaving in the team and i will miss them a lot especially the twins, the twins is the cute girl i never meet before. i should remember what is my comment on them, every things is the same other than one is wear spec another is not, still remember the trainee briefing they can go early, but i cant feel jealous of that.
almost every day i stay back for the team and cannot fulfill my assignment and homework, hopefully i can finish my duty quota for lab and i can concentrate.
the war of "in between" is not just happen during my work is also happen during between my friends
and i have a lot of lesson in October month
2012年10月7日星期日
how many i can do and how can i do
This post should be post by last week, regarding comment to a trainee, but fail to do so, and with same title and post with this, i cant believe when i review my blog post last months i just post 3 post, it means i am too busy or too tired or stress
this is for my first post on Oct, last week i have set timetable for me, but fail to apply due to too general and something happen
Thursday is a nightmare for me
Friday is a suffering for me
Saturday is bluring for me
Today is a okay okay for me
i hope tomorrow is okay fine for me
haiz.......
2012年9月23日星期日
In between
last week Saturday actually i have a post, but no more mood no more feeling regarding the post, and i delete it. let me recall my memory, since when i stop playing tetris ? i think it has been a month i never play, this month i always busy with the TA things, currently there is new recruitment drive, and i feel i need teach them something during duty, and i dunno why am i so motivated to teach them, and now i feel dun want to teach them any more,
i am back to origin when i become TA from trainee, blur. and i still remember last Tuesday to Thursday got heavy deployment from Mines to Ent3 and from main building to Incubator II this things was happen in between 2 days, it sound like we are plan well, eventually we are doing last minutes, on the next day, we receive info that we need to collect back ...... !!!!!!
i cant believe, we need to do that, and i was blur why they do that, after i know from staff there was VIP and important visitor will come to visit and we need to prepare the machines in those places. To allow them take picture.......... i was noting to said.
and another event happen, in lab there was another emergency for Corporate Training, Saturday should have class for more than 20 machines are required, but it request last minutes again, and yesterday what i saw in lab there was no class.
this week totally like hell for me, and i in between the two person war this is what i can express
i am back to origin when i become TA from trainee, blur. and i still remember last Tuesday to Thursday got heavy deployment from Mines to Ent3 and from main building to Incubator II this things was happen in between 2 days, it sound like we are plan well, eventually we are doing last minutes, on the next day, we receive info that we need to collect back ...... !!!!!!
i cant believe, we need to do that, and i was blur why they do that, after i know from staff there was VIP and important visitor will come to visit and we need to prepare the machines in those places. To allow them take picture.......... i was noting to said.
and another event happen, in lab there was another emergency for Corporate Training, Saturday should have class for more than 20 machines are required, but it request last minutes again, and yesterday what i saw in lab there was no class.
this week totally like hell for me, and i in between the two person war this is what i can express
2012年9月8日星期六
my feeling
i check back my blog, the last post of my blog is on last Saturday one week before.
that time i still remember i become a head and having panic time in uni (task cannot finish),
and this week is the of trainee coming into the team.
how was my feel for the trainee period? in the previous trainee period, i was always looking at female
same goes to this time, but with different feeling, the feeling that i receive info from parent about our family background.
this week like very very very busy and stress, last week Sunday prepare the lab, currently the lab is having problem. need to be standby mode for repair the lab, it was so stress for me.
" we must work smart but not work hard "
i still remember this sentence come out from my supervisor, i believe my work is fulfill his requirement,
and same goes to yesterday
2012年9月1日星期六
tension
on Monday, receive a boom news, i become a head of a department. become a assistant i was very panic now becomes another department head, totally i dun have any other idea. At that movement, i still dunno that today will be the tension day. as happen on Thursday morning, receive info from my assistant i need to prepare an image for today and i did the mistake until now
first mistake: using Windows server 2008 R2 standard
second mistake: download window server SP1 and install in standard format
third mistake: doing something wrong in material
forth mistake: know the standard server unable to use in native boot
fifth mistake: find a crash hard disk for creating image
sixth mistake: ...... i dun want to write it again
the current problem i am facing also is my finance problem. according my records, my expenses is getting more and more in following months. and i getting more4 money also from parents but not from my salary. in the same time i need to i need to solve my education fee, my loan haven come out yet from government.
some more i get a confirm information from my mom,
my dad had diabetes and it was a hereditary from my grandpa,
and now i know already why my father legs is get wound and currently i find out there are a lot of medicine on his table.
now i know the time is passing so fast
tension tension tension
first mistake: using Windows server 2008 R2 standard
second mistake: download window server SP1 and install in standard format
third mistake: doing something wrong in material
forth mistake: know the standard server unable to use in native boot
fifth mistake: find a crash hard disk for creating image
sixth mistake: ...... i dun want to write it again
the current problem i am facing also is my finance problem. according my records, my expenses is getting more and more in following months. and i getting more4 money also from parents but not from my salary. in the same time i need to i need to solve my education fee, my loan haven come out yet from government.
some more i get a confirm information from my mom,
my dad had diabetes and it was a hereditary from my grandpa,
and now i know already why my father legs is get wound and currently i find out there are a lot of medicine on his table.
now i know the time is passing so fast
tension tension tension
2012年8月18日星期六
today 15082012
today is Wednesday is my last day of exam for degree level 1 semester 1
how was it?
the last day of the exam means today is a upsite down
the things i do revision just come out for 10 marks and the other i just based on my feeling
and i come out after 45 mins, it sound stupid and radiculous.
after the exam i straight away spend money not for joke and fun but for the other purpose
today i went to 3 shoping mall == i know it sound like what am i doing for 3 shopping mall ?
SCP, Mines and Jusco selatan
actually i go to SCP for my exam and Mines for buying a tie and Jusco Selatatn for watching movie ,
for this holiday i would like to used to watch 2 movies and go for book fair with friends.
the movie i watch is "Total Recall"
i can said it was very good and awesome. especially choosing the girl starring
the two main female actor which is Kate Beckinsale and Jessica Biel
i dunno why the other commenter and the other viewer said that this movie is too bored
for me, i love this movie, may be the reason is this movie has been taken 10 years before they feel this movie is no more attractive for them, every single step and change of the movie they know well
Jessica is the first time i saw her in movie, she did it very well,
and Kate i not need to said about it, she just like the main actor in the movie.
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today i call her again like last month, but this time is shorter than last month and i feel she very bored and tired to talk with me, is it because of me calling or is because of study. i am blur right now
how was it?
the last day of the exam means today is a upsite down
the things i do revision just come out for 10 marks and the other i just based on my feeling
and i come out after 45 mins, it sound stupid and radiculous.
after the exam i straight away spend money not for joke and fun but for the other purpose
today i went to 3 shoping mall == i know it sound like what am i doing for 3 shopping mall ?
SCP, Mines and Jusco selatan
actually i go to SCP for my exam and Mines for buying a tie and Jusco Selatatn for watching movie ,
for this holiday i would like to used to watch 2 movies and go for book fair with friends.
the movie i watch is "Total Recall"
i can said it was very good and awesome. especially choosing the girl starring
the two main female actor which is Kate Beckinsale and Jessica Biel
i dunno why the other commenter and the other viewer said that this movie is too bored
for me, i love this movie, may be the reason is this movie has been taken 10 years before they feel this movie is no more attractive for them, every single step and change of the movie they know well
Jessica is the first time i saw her in movie, she did it very well,
and Kate i not need to said about it, she just like the main actor in the movie.
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today i call her again like last month, but this time is shorter than last month and i feel she very bored and tired to talk with me, is it because of me calling or is because of study. i am blur right now
2012年8月5日星期日
bad life style
in the past one week, i have a bad life style, sleep late and wake up early after having breakfast 1.5 hours go back sleep again, on evening i have a package of while coffee from restaurant, on night watch drama or movie mostly or somethings i will do revision note for awhile and sometime.
and now i want to said that i have watch
1 Taiwan drama
9 China movies
8 Taiwan movies
4 Hon Kong movies
and 4 English Movie
i am like announce somethings not relevant but something, and 2 more days is my exam start total got 5 module and i just study for 3module and 3 modules is not really okay also
OMG！！！！！！！！！what am i doing !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haiz.......................................
and now i want to said that i have watch
1 Taiwan drama
9 China movies
8 Taiwan movies
4 Hon Kong movies
and 4 English Movie
i am like announce somethings not relevant but something, and 2 more days is my exam start total got 5 module and i just study for 3module and 3 modules is not really okay also
OMG！！！！！！！！！what am i doing !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haiz.......................................
2012年7月31日星期二
quality and efficiency
today go to university, just because of the meeting.
today meeting is mention about the efficiency of the member in the team.
i can observe that our team quality is not good as previous, example is me, i do not know anything, even i am a department assistant, but i know where is my standard in the team and what is my knowledge standard in the team. my head is more efficiency and more knowledge than me, i cannot replace his position in current and cannot imaging what will happened when he leave the team.
in my mind i have imaging if i apply classes for the team and i know is not efficiency and useless
today meeting is mention about the efficiency of the member in the team.
i can observe that our team quality is not good as previous, example is me, i do not know anything, even i am a department assistant, but i know where is my standard in the team and what is my knowledge standard in the team. my head is more efficiency and more knowledge than me, i cannot replace his position in current and cannot imaging what will happened when he leave the team.
in my mind i have imaging if i apply classes for the team and i know is not efficiency and useless
2012年7月25日星期三
interest and direction
a person have a lot of interest including myself
but without planning your interest will be useless
example currently, i have a lot of interest would like to do,
i want to learn OO programming, c programming from Standford University
i would like to learn how to insert database into a website
learn java data validation type,
and most important is implement a class for TA team
i have a lot of dream in my mind like a child dreaming about future job,
but i need to manage it ! i not sure how many time i have been mention about it, and the result is improve a little and drop
i not need just manage myself and i need to manage my friend, i mean let them know what am i doing currently. so that they can corporate with me and take few task from me.
i know it sound like idiot but, i dun means my friend should take all my job and task, just help me to separate task from me
but without planning your interest will be useless
example currently, i have a lot of interest would like to do,
i want to learn OO programming, c programming from Standford University
i would like to learn how to insert database into a website
learn java data validation type,
and most important is implement a class for TA team
i have a lot of dream in my mind like a child dreaming about future job,
but i need to manage it ! i not sure how many time i have been mention about it, and the result is improve a little and drop
i not need just manage myself and i need to manage my friend, i mean let them know what am i doing currently. so that they can corporate with me and take few task from me.
i know it sound like idiot but, i dun means my friend should take all my job and task, just help me to separate task from me
2012年7月14日星期六
ending of suffering
ending of suffering, it sounds very good, but it does not happen to me,
after the end of semester i review back my degree level 1 sem 1 what i have been learn
but i could not answer it, and i know the reason why
i cloud not corporate with other members in my assignment,
i could not finish my tutorial question for each module.
i know some of my friends will said i am bored. why am i mention i could finish tutorial question and other things
but this is the things that i reborn my own self from being lazy student, this is what i can said
after the end of semester i review back my degree level 1 sem 1 what i have been learn
but i could not answer it, and i know the reason why
i cloud not corporate with other members in my assignment,
i could not finish my tutorial question for each module.
i know some of my friends will said i am bored. why am i mention i could finish tutorial question and other things
but this is the things that i reborn my own self from being lazy student, this is what i can said
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