this end here tomorrow begin a new one

a very long title, but it suit for current me,
ya, 2 more days end my internship, some might think i dun have task any more, but i still get some task, eventually not a new task, but the some ending for my previous task which i haven`t complete it. review this internship always people asking me did i learn something or i gain from this internship, i ca said a lot, as some of my previous post, and facebook album photo "life record in 2014" lot of first time experience.
if ask is this internship is under my plan?
i would like to said no,
taking internship is part of my plan, but how it is it did not work as i plan, but i am enjoy for it, that is what we call life.

a bit lazy, excited, and etc for going back to university to study, maybe because of i haven`t fully convert my heart to really working environment, and there is travel plan in my mind that want to execute before i really turn into working environment

lazy to do tagging type of post, as time past i also become lazy for blogging

recent life

is a mess life for me recently,
the last gym i have is on last month 23 and after that i was to interesting on few Singapore drama, and i watch it and search the actors and watch other drama,
while watching drama somethings recall in my mind or something i have learn as well,
i think i was start was watching drama due to want to understand one part of the things, unlucky, i have fall in love to the drama, and watch the others, and i did tweet a lot about the drama, due to no time for blogging haha
and i feel scared as well, but the feeling is temporary and that make me feel horrible and unbelievable
when the fear is disappear i will no longer challenge it again that is the problem,
when watching drama online, you can control what you want to watch, and you always can skip the bad people screen and always look at the good one, it just like skip your challenge your suffer of your life and you will only see your success in your life, where by this is impossible,
to get off from drama, the only was is watch the NG part

feeling lonely

i dunno how many post i have done with this topic, but i always din mention about it directly,

feeling lonely, again, this feeling will occur when the process of leaving a close group of friends,

yup, i am leaving the company and end my internship, time can be said fast and slow, depend on what situation, for currently, i feel the time was passing very fast and until i feel can i rollback?

lot of things happen in university and i cannot aware, many friends in my previous work, technical assistant is leaving and lot of new member is joining, and become a place that i could not recognize any more haha :) (sigh)


is the same process of boring, during working in father restaurant, few stalk is change to another people in charge and i start to think yesterday chat with my ex colleague and is my friend as well, and get know majority is leaving,

i start worry due to i dun have fixed friend or best friend who always stay side by side with me, when i was previous age i was tell myself, i not need it, and i might change my mind and regret what i set myself, i have lot of friend same as number of facebook friend, majority of them i know them, but just not always keep in touch always,

currently when i want hang out a friend, when i saw phone and fb list there is no people i can hang out with, either is too far or long time din communicate,

what i hope is i still can fixed this problem and find a __ hhaha

shop and shop again

i still remember i always complaint to female include my mom that they always purchase useless items where by they dunno they gonna t be used or not?
it sound familiar to my previous post ( i dunno i have post this or not, as i remember i have written this in social network,
currently i "shop" again and i find out another few more interesting topic i want to "purchase" and i continue shop again and i find out something is interest and i "purchase" it

currently my problem is am i gonna used all of them ? i dunno but i am sure that this all is my bullet for future fight, it has expired date as well, what i hope is i can finish it before they expired

2nd running MARDI-MAEPS Trail Running 2014

just finish my 2nd running for this year and it was fun for me, it was more challenge than the first time, and i still can remember the feeling (even the feeling is lose a bit)
i feel success,
i feel i can do this
i feel i am living in this earth and it worth everything

when reach the end of the running, i have used longer time to run but i feel is okay for me because it cross a lot of mountain and the running path is going up to the hill or is coming down to the bottom for multiple times, freaking tired for me, but i still manage to run haha

at the end of running i meet my senior from university who is my idol in running and marathon, i was having small chat with her, sound a bit funny, that was our first chat, when i go back try to tag her in one photo i only know that she was unfriend from me :( i dunno why or what happened between us, what i know to said i have face problem, but after that she added me back

talking about why she was my idol in running and marathon, of course one of the reason is she was always running all the time ( even though she said she not) and i find out that she always smile and be happy for most photo, and i thinking is because of running and marathon and i decided to join running and marathon for this year

i still have 2 more run to go, one is BSN night running and another is viper challenge

and after this year, i hope my plan no more delay and i can execute the plan on next year
now below is the picture

climb up to the hill

Edge of tomorrow

after yesterday watch the movie "The devil wear prada" and continue today watch the "Edge of Tomorrow" i fall in love to Emily Bunt, cant imaging her body from a skinny to a stronger women, and search the image from google, she recently just give birth, congratulation to her for the success of life and career. talk about this movie, it awesome for me, it shows the learning path from Thomas Cruise from zero technique for fighting until expert ( he was in expert) i not sure how should i describe this movie, but it valued to watch, and currently my laptop wallpaper was change to Emily Bunt in Edge of Tomorrow.

Company Appreciation Night

this was happened 2 days ago that company having appreciation night gobo chit chat@ Trader hotel, Appreciation the company was having the best performance for the Q1 for this year, this affect was coming from overall, and this company was very good ( maybe i was wrong caused i just an intern) i was having good meal such as this for 4th times? in my mind or my view, no such good company in my life before ( parent and previous working experience and from friend) i eat the food until my colleagues tell me they cannot believe the amount that i have taken, i just want to tell them the same thing, i also cannot believe :P , as i remember i eat the buffet in hotel last time was at genting and that is more than 10 years ago already, most of the time i am having wedding or CNY dinner in hotel. And because of this kind of event i can interact with other team :) below is the image

some random group photo 

here is the team photo with hih level of selfie 

some people is missing here, hope we can having dinner in future, 

The lamb before we start to eat it look awesome, 

the seafood i taken, i think this was the 2nd plate of sea food, i would like to suggest my friend to come here and try their sea food, as one of my colleagues said it taste better than jogoya@Pavilion 

the giant fish right beside the lamb

taking noob selfie, but can guess here is where? no more go bo chit chat buffet but level 33 sky bar @trader hotel, for our second round

the drink we pre-order? not sure about this, din double confirm with organizer, but we drink all of them, LOL 

it was a good night view, but unfortunately, my phone unable to capture it, 

just a little bit more pixel, it will be nice 

selfie time after drunk haha 

different people was gather for photo taken haha 

time to back home even though they still can continue crazy 

it was fun, but need to back to work for tomorrow LOL haha 

a challenge is coming :)

what is in my mind?

After Sekinchan trip, i did a crazy things, in my mind was thinking,
is it enough for you?
do you want to buy it?
make a decision now......
and i make a crazy decision, crazy decision was, to purchase an ipad mini 2 with 32 GB and 2 years warranty + free cover and screen protection that caused me around 1.9k for it
ya i am crazy, i already purchase 2 technology items for this year, one is for my new laptop and currently ipad, wondering am i want to purchase DSLR, for sure it will be next year, but dunno when only,
i purchase ipad for other purpose, but it look like the purpose haven fulfill yet or haven started to do,

currently i feel like i am a girl going shopping purchase something where the things dunno when want to used it, but the thing i mention here is not physical, but is a training resources, currently i have downloaded lot of training resources, but seriously i dunno when i would start the training practice, and the volume is become bigger and bigger and increasing by week by week, while i typing over here, the download progress still on going.........

i really dunno what i really want for my life, dunno la, just continue type my next post and is my last post for today

hari belia negara 2014

it was old post, but i am posting it lately, due to some task and some events was coming with me for the pass one week, haha

Hari Belia Negara is an event i was decide to go since 3 years ago, at last this year i can join :) 

the event area is huge, and is bigger than what i have imaging, after i park the car, during the way i go to the main place, it was surrounded by lot of mamak stock and some tv channel over there, i was too tired and feel dun want to go night concert and i just went back as i know i still have some even on tomorrow, 

even though the outcome is least but is meaningful for me, one of them is taking picture with multinational from Asian Country for majority, nothing much i can remember, just go through with the picture i taken

selfie with the logo 

found a lot of artist building in Putrajaya, with different pattern of shape they have

the whole Putrajaya street is taking for the event 

unperfect photo 

another artist building i found 

it was too difficult to capture for this movement, i can feel the enjoyment of this kid playing with burble that time  

some recycle concept build by someone 

i was proud that i am capture photo with them 

welcome to Thailand haha 

with Russian girl  

with multinational female haha 

pieces 

proud to become one of them