secondary school carnival + art expo malaysia 2013 visit setia walk + watch movie "about time"

actually this post is happen last week, but i just write the title and close it,
after saw yangbaibei update her trip to bangkok, i cannot hold on and i just start writing post
early morning last Saturday already decide to go secondary school and go to art expo 2013, actually the original plan was not like that, original plan was go to friend shop and art expo, but promise my friend go back than i go back secondary school.
went back to school some of teacher still recognize me and my year graduation, just saw only me and other junior who graduate also come back

chinese cultural club 

how teacher is shouting with the students haha, feel teacher still young, she din saw me due to too busy

the junior who i promise in facebook will come back 

after having breakfast and health check (back result for health check) 

prepare for my next distination art expo 2013 locate at MATRADE Exhibition & Convention Centre

actually i dunno how to went there i fill full tank for my petrol before i start my journey, unfortunately something happen i think is because of the health result make me scad and tention and i have to stop in Petronas because i did a stupid mistake again. 

leave touch n go card on top of car and start engine and leave , most worse thing is l leave my car key inside the car and look the car. 

for the first thing come out from my mind is i want to suicide already if father know about this things happen. 

in between waiting my mom bring the spare key from house, i start to think why am i need to think about suicide? i believe the reason is because of my father too scad for me, and i start to think about my future , the future after getting children. 

during the art expo 2013, i find out the funny thing, a big art look like 3D and including me most of the people getting close to the image and look at the side see whether is 3D or 2D (the art is 2D but the artist draw it look like 3D) unlucky i could take this art photo due to the restriction. 

here is the some of the photo i take in art expo 2013

after art expo 2013 haven decide to go back home, but go to setia walk to have a look of building and trend, and watch a movie call "about time" 

is a love story movie, why i like to watch it because the female main actor is Rachel McAdams !!!!!!

who also main actor for other love story movie example "The Vow", "The notebook", and same story line as "about time" -> "time travel's wife" 

love this movie very much learn some lesson from movie, 

 - even you can travel time to change something, but you cannot remain other as same result

 - every stage of life is bring different meaning

 - Try to do the best of your daily life, make different of you from yesterday 

the director very powerful, at the last 30 mins of movie, the main actor din used time travel but choose to live peaceful for a day and continue for other day, maybe that day is sucks for you at least you feel suck and when travel back again try to do a different way such as

 - smile to the front-end staff of a restaurant shop, it might provide you discount

 - try to make an ugly face when boss review your friend proposal to inform him

hope the couple saw my post and will go and watch this movie 

What is my need

Late night I can't sleep well, my brain still remain at the career talk this evening. Is not only because it impressed me, but it also remind me something, something that I haven't started yet.
Is true the world is providing opportunity to people qhoare prepare well.

But I am not who are prepared well. Lot of questions and list in my mind which haven had answer.

Is time for me to prepare or I still want to think?

plan and timetable

since when was last time after some event or case i straight away right the blog?
i forget already but i believe is more than 2 or 3 years ago.

okay, back to the topic.
today i have a plan,
the plan was saying, morning i will do assignment and go to do gym and do assignment.
but at the end i do 15 mins of assignment in early morning and i change my mind,
go watch movie "riddick" after movie gym.
but after watch the movie back home to hungry eat half moon cake and sleep until now, the mood of gym is gone, but i believe the mood of assignment still here because i need to submit it soon.

i cant believe myself i will change the plan between the mins, than what is the used of plan and timetable i have ?
i still have few big plans in my list .......
are they gonna swap like that? as i swap by today ?


i dunno what is my future

my holiday

Hmmm....... How should I start it?
Okay start with this.  Last week went to perhentian island with my ex-colleagues and friends. This time no more driving but we are going there by bus  3d2n and it cost rm400. Overall I feel the trip was awesome. A lot of first time experience happen there. First day we have try to practice snorkelling. and have a good chance to snorkelling. 

for the first experience i saw a lot of memo fish and coral in live is very beautiful and colourful. 

unfortunately i could not take photo under water, but lucky still got friend rent the under water camera from the resorts. 

during coming to perhentian, most of us could not sleep well in the bus due to the condition of the road condition. and the first day snorkelling we try to find shark for the last station, we feel damm tired due to searching the shark, and i almost too tired and fall cannot snooker. lucky i still can make it. some of us even more us than my situation after taking bath straight away sleep until the next day morning not need to have dinner. that first day of night we try to walk around the island, and we go to another resorts which better than ours we have drink in pub and play true or dare and the end of the first day. during sleeping time my friend said they might exchange hotel lol and the hostel will left me only i dun want to paid other money to exchange room. 

second day we are required to wake up early because we are going to redang it request for 1 hour to reach there. dunno why when reaching here they said have free time i feel bored and lost from the team. some go there, some want to go another place and i am the one who dun have direction, so what i did is just walk around and go snorkelling again. and i just discover or remember the movie "mo mo tea" is taken over here and i din bring camera, and i scad to request them to take picture, and i just miss like that. than we continue snorkelling again to another places. 

at night we are having bbq and go to same pub again but play different game and night t i left alone in the room haiz........... than we went back to kl

this is my first second trip actually, 

the first trip is going to PD for 2 days follow a friend family trip. 

and the last trip for me before i start the semester 2 level 2 is yesterday. eventually i decide to go celebrate independent day with friend by going dataran merdeka. but it look like fail but i manage to go broga hill with them and going to sungai tekala and watch movie at mid valley. 

it was an awesome day for me, because of unexpected and have a lot of fun. but unlucky i cannot enter their topic when having dinner after movie, and i feel my stomach cannot be taking any thing after taken late lunch around 4pm. 

when we go to broga hill we are taken a lot of photo which include me, previously i din take photo with people (shy)

a special note for her 

even though you said no but i feel i still want to stay close to you. 

random

is being long time din update my blog. forget when was last time i update my blog. and i din check it.

lot of things happen around, becoming lazy to type in blog post.

things happen like resign TA no more working and studying for this 1 moth , i can said this was my first holiday after SPM exam?
when recall back my memory, i was always busy after SPM, like finding university, helping father driving license, bla bla bla

during holiday or before the holiday during exam period i already go PD as my short trip, it sound crazy half way of exam go to trip. someone will ask is there any extra reason to go this trip, yes i have and i know only and i dun want to share but record here.

go for gym, have primary school gathering (as usual not really success)

i feel boring until go to internet search some new friends and chat.

for the trip plan i still planing, actually i am very scad about it also.

that all for this post

Leaving soon

I was here 2 years ago, 1 month + I will be leaving here. Full of memory with happiness and sadness.  Leaving this word is in my mind since 10 month ago, I always tell myself I can stay longer with them, but unfortunately I couldn't, I cannot lie to myself. I am stress when I working here, and I was very busy with my assignments and some part of my life. I know is an excuse to said and to do this. But when I submitted the letter, my heart was very confused. There is a girl I like the most in this team. When I saw her I din saw the shadow of previous, I was thinking can continue in this team because of her? So sad, I couldn't do that. A new batch of trainees is coming in, but I could not spwnd some time with them. Sound very sarcasm, but is true I couldn't spend any more time. Typing this post for more than 2 weeks.  It look like my memory are getting least and least. Sad memory is occupied the space, happy memory was passing through my life and run away

《致我们终将逝去的青春》

原本说好原本下午12点开始做自己的课业，却被这部电影的主题给吸引住了。
看完这部电影，我突然有冲动的感觉说，我自己的生活是怎样的？
就说故事里头的精彩片头。
女主角郑微从一个不懂事的女大学生变成世界再也不陌生的女强人；
从过去的稚气变成…………我无法用字来形容自己的这部电影的感觉。

男主角陈孝正在感情与利益，却选择自己的利益。连自己的婚姻也是为了自己的利益。自己的爱情也只有在大学里和女主角郑微。多年以后自己找回郑微不求她挽回对自己的爱情自求重新和他开始，因为人生当中只有郑微改变过自己的爱情观。

从那一刻开始成熟的萌芽开始，冷酷的一面也慢慢地开幕起来。

大学里郑微，那长发的青春，却换成再换成职场上的短发的冷酷。看着自己的室友一个一个忘记子的梦想，忘记自己的青春。

 黎维娟看透了世界选择年龄50岁的男人作为自己的丈夫。

阮莞为了自己固执的爱情而失去自己的性命

傻傻稚气的朱小北变成成功学的小云，遇到自己的老友也得装不认识。 

电影片头就好像是《那些年》但过了大学毕业所有的事情都不一样。

看完影片，我就想到自己现在的生活到底是怎样？
我和大家一样经历过小学，中学，生活营以及现在的大学，甚至还在学院里打了工
我还和以往的朋友联络吗？我感觉自己的生活像一片空白。
我认为大家都没有错，错都是在于我不懂得分配，很多东西我都不能分配。 
到现在的我已经觉得说我的情绪已影响我的工作能力，我已有觉悟说70%肯定的说我要离开。
看到这部电影，我很想重新规划自己的生活。

fail to do it

this post i already prepare since 18 April, and i did not write anything until today 2 May.

currently, i feel i am tired, i ask myself, did i do my thing? did i perform my task?

i am tired of that, currently is 22 days after that, i feel is time for me to go.

second trip with TA - paintball

just finish another trip with TA just now or we can said from yesterday 3pm until today 1.30am

from Wednesday until yesterday, i was been wake up by alarm. currently feel is okay already if previously, if i wake up this situation i will be headache.

Yesterday was wake up early for special task in Mines@FBM. Some accident happen over there for the task, i believe is my over stress caused the problem. i cant stop myself to be overstress, exercise i also done already. dunno what can i do.

at 3pm we gather at university and we start to move to the paintball.after having briefing and we start to play. when i notice someone come in my team. because is my first time and i will definitely fail for the game.
but i dunno why for my first game i feel i can do better and the continue game i was playing well.

that time i was feel i am over crazy already or over fun, but i still discipline during the war of game.
i was totally feel good and success for it. and my stupid supervisor said how good is the iphone and how good it is compare with android, but he cannot take a good picture from iphone, below is the picture.

after paintball we having dinner together and watch movie again. GIJOE is the movie we watch, nothing special happen over there. but i was telling myself after overall. how many out going i still can having with them?

i also dun have the aswer, because i know i well be resign soon from the team for future purpose. 

after resign i know for sure we will least contact each other 

photo from the xtion paintball: 

if someone can saw the above picture you can find out there are few traitors 

a review night

is another night i could not sleep, if my mom know about it, she will said not enough exercise, but i think this night is because of food and problem with myself.

on yesterday (Wednesday) i was solve some of the problem with me with my working team leader. during solving i was very emotion, after discussion, i was like a almost explore balloon become a normal balloon.

almost forget what is my purpose to came in, and forget what is the purpose i still over at here.

working environment really difficult place, for me i dun have any words to describe it, it was very simple "work" but i could not take it so easy, because it might affect my normal life,

through working i know more friend and different kind of the friend;
through working i getting more knowledge and experience of the real world;
through working i find a different life style i can have.

lot of the things can be affect.

through the emotion i told myself i will resign soon on June or July, or i still maintain the same plan October
and start searching my internship.

and i might miss my first colleague in my life

miss them as colleague and miss them as friend

new level

semester break no more 2 months is only 1.5 months between level 1 and level 2.
as usual i will said the time is passing to fast, or i can said i dun manage myself properly.
TA life style is not a easy life style.
busy with work, even working in part time, but i feel i working in full time,
follow up the pending task and problem.
am i thinking over ? i dunno. what i know i need to concentrate on year 2
on semester break i try to set some target,
just 1 target have fulfil
start doing exercise, which should done last year March and i delay it for 9 months
such a good delay............
i want to have some revision for my programming courses, unlucky, change new house, only at new house has internet access. and is further than university,  what can i do ?
just continue only,

new semester start on next week,
i not sure i still can stay how long in the team, as i know i feel unbalance and upset, the time almost reach already

<逆光飞翔>

满好看的一部电影和大家分享，一位眼盲的钢琴师的经历。让我喜迎的事让一个人从失去方向的时候，出现一道光满让生命里多了一个希望

first time hang out over night

yesterday was the firrst time i hang out with friends, i was feel a bit excited to go, because first time went out and back late. someone will asking how about previous? why i din went out over night? the reason is very simple safety. my neighbour was having experience with thief after watching movie night show.

we have decide to meet at university around 6:30 but i went there around 3pm, due to boring and try to see who is over there. and i find out that there is only one person doing special task i was shock, there shouldn`t have only one person doing special task over there. and she was the person who also going to the gathering for movie and dinner, after i help her for awhile and i send her back to vista accommodation. around 6pm most of us reach there already, and get some bad news some of them could not attend for last minutes telling.

after that we went to a special shop for our dinner around pj, the address is:
LG006 & LG007, 
Millennium Square, Dataran Millennium PJ, 
98, Jalan 14/1, 46100 Petaling Jaya.LG006 & LG007, Millennium Square Jalan 14/1 
46200 Petaling Jaya, Malaysia

the food is not bad, but just the water is too expensive for me, overall expression is still okay 
here is the only one photo we have for yesterday, 

after that we go to Midvalley to watch our movie Jack and the giant slaver 

movie was very awesome, with good storyline, and the style they use as usual as a america movie. 
the funny part of the movie is our university advertising video was come out during the movie trial. we all like blur over there. and i not sure who was the person said need to do QC check which is a part of our job scope, all of us laughing at the person. 

after movie i bring another 4 persons went back home, which make me went back home very late around 1am i reach home, and i hope my family members was sleep already, actually is not, my father was wake up due to i am back home, i was shock because after that 3:30am he need to wake up already, feel sorry to him

at the end, yesterday was very nice day for me, and i hope next gathering or hang out with more people. 

my CNY 2013

this year CNY is more boring than previous or i can said is the worst i meet in my life.
28 night i prepared to go back parent home town. and on chu 2 i already coming back to kl
3 days i stay at my home town only, the cousin i miss the most only meet on chu 2 night and i prepare to come back haiz............

i hope they can come to kl and visit kl town with me.

the special of this year CNY is the photo that i edit, actually i already plan long time ago, but the result is a bit not good due to the position of people is not correct

between 15 years, i wondering what will happen after 15 years from now 

i saw a lot of fb message saying that they will meet friend on chu 3 but unfortunately until now i haven celebrate any CNY with my friend

CNY is celebrate between family and friend but until now i haven celebrate with friend, 

and i hope next year target i can do this try to gather my primary school friend or secondary school friends. 

today chu 3 i din go any other place other than staying at home 

2014 chu 3 i am waiting to gather with my friends

this week thursday is valentine day and i request duty on that day, lucky for this time i can cancel the duty and date with a girl, hope it success

miss a friend

a friend on last week is leaving me on Tuesday, and i though we still have 9 more months to go. as the girl tell me that she though 3 of us will last until end of this year. and i am thinking i will break her records because i am thinking i am the one who will be the first to be leave, but eventually is you,

i know you want to do this since long time ago, i notice this since last year October. you said we fulfil one year already, lets go we leave the team.

at that time i am thinking what have i contribute to the team? and my answer is no and some how i need income source so i decline your invite.

2nd feb you having open day at your house, unfortunately i need to attend my mom company annual dinner and meet a primary school friend and i post the facebook so unlucky.

in future i hope we still have chance to for gathering even though our home town is very far.

i still remember the first impression you give me, rich people and look down people. rich people can go trip without financial problem, due to that i think you always look down people.

currently i feel the way i think is not mature. after getting know well about you, i feel i am the one who look down other people when i start busy.

IAI assignment is our first assignment do together, and it was very successful, just the looping i do have some bug. our friend said it was impossible either 2 of us working together. but i think we have prove it we can do it.

i am typing this post for more than 3 weeks, i hope i din miss and forget anything between 2 of us but i already forget it

haiz.....................

first time watch movie with the geng

on last Saturday (1/12/2012) is the first day of the December and we can countdown for 20 days for end of the world. i have my friend's birthday on that day, and at the same day i went out with them

nuclear boom version X

i am not sure i have write how many time for my boom or nuclear version post
and is a long time i did not write my blog post, is time i write this post to renew it,
and this post make my life upside down.

today got corporate training installation and the nuclear boom start that time,
i could not do the network ghosting due to the lacking of knowledge and did chase the knowledge from the person
and when i check the mouse location and i get lose of it, because i fail to find it and there is something happen with me and the staff

and the staff happen with my friend

and i never forget about it

special for you

since last post is long time ago, and most of my post change to twitter, but this post must be at here.
today i read a short novel in newspaper, i decide to write this at here before i forget it.
2587 ++ message when i look back our facebook conversation. i still remember the first conversation we have is related with your driving timetable

movie that i watch at home in this sem break

no time description, but overall all these movies are very nice

a post for a moth update

i not sure i can type this finish or not, because i least update in blog, most of my update are too little and easy to get forget. So i decide update at twitter.
and i will do a summary for this post for my October situation.

Trainee period just finish, and my stress haven release, the tension still stay around with me.
and i believe a lot of people will said i am super hansap. and i hope this will change in future November
still cannot change i still very stress up when doing task, always multiple time to get things
few friend are leaving in the team and i will miss them a lot especially the twins, the twins is the cute girl i never meet before. i should remember what is my comment on them, every things is the same other than one is wear spec another is not, still remember the trainee briefing they can go early, but i cant feel jealous of that.

almost every day i stay back for the team and cannot fulfill my assignment and homework, hopefully i can finish my duty quota for lab and i can concentrate.

the war of "in between" is not just  happen during my work is also happen during between my friends

and i have a lot of lesson in October month