Leaving soon

I was here 2 years ago, 1 month + I will be leaving here. Full of memory with happiness and sadness.  Leaving this word is in my mind since 10 month ago, I always tell myself I can stay longer with them, but unfortunately I couldn't, I cannot lie to myself. I am stress when I working here, and I was very busy with my assignments and some part of my life. I know is an excuse to said and to do this. But when I submitted the letter, my heart was very confused. There is a girl I like the most in this team. When I saw her I din saw the shadow of previous, I was thinking can continue in this team because of her? So sad, I couldn't do that. A new batch of trainees is coming in, but I could not spwnd some time with them. Sound very sarcasm, but is true I couldn't spend any more time. Typing this post for more than 2 weeks.  It look like my memory are getting least and least. Sad memory is occupied the space, happy memory was passing through my life and run away