i am sorry

today i discuss with my father again about the TA gathering or trip
and tell him we will go there by bus, since it goes there by ......
but no choice myself also want to go there,
since 6 years already i never go far distance trip and have been one year i never go trip already
even though a small camp (YQ)
today i was very stupid have been lie from supervisor ><'' (sigh)
but is okay for me, i feel recently i becomes blur, cause a lot of things what i have been done, is a blur person

just now i have follow a new blog which is same as me as a TA,
seriously i dun like her can record the things so nice and tidy and attract me to read for it, especially for for the trainee period.

yes, honestly i feel a bit jealous for her that have been select for board member trainee.
but just for that movement, after that i feel i cannot fulfill the task as a board member
i just can becomes a TA maybe i can becomes but i think b=now i cannot becomes cause
i have a lot of task i still cannot release during classroom, a lot of things i still cannot release.

if you are seen this post, dun feel i am ignore you or dislike you,
please change your mind i not that kind of person.
i just wish you good luck for you training period