a better life @ you are the lucky

just now i  re watch again a drama, is talking about 2 peoples during 1930 somethings in China
talk about how they fight Japanese occupation.
how they survive from there, it talk from they are teenager until they die,
even though drama may be lie, but this may be true and happen before.
the touching part is after the war 30 years, how they meet again in the same places
and how they recall back their memory, the 2 couple finally meet together
i still remember 1 screen talk like this
"if i going to die, who will wait me at heaven"
"depend on the situation, if you go first you will wait for me, but if i go first i will wait for you at there"

i suddenly feel somethings wrong with me, something i forget to do, in the team
but i will think it positively and i will find the way out and do it properly
i will never give up,
this post is write to me to wake up and try your best