YEM week

begin on Tuesday until Friday i was very busy for the YEM year end maintenance.
between this four days have fun and serious things happens,
same goes to sad and happy.

i can said that i have been long time never have my dinner in my house, during this four days i always went out and eat. i can said i became fatter le la

i saw a TA friend blog post, at the last of YEM they go Domino for lunch and mamak for dinner
a lot of things happen at there. the most important things is about the happy things in the team.
yes is true a things a team a person can be in good and bad

this month i can earn more than last months but dunno how was next month
cause got CNY and Feb got a lot of submission of assignment
even though is 3 module, i need to check whether my previous semester is good result or bad
i scad i need to retake again

just this for this post.......

i am sorry

today i discuss with my father again about the TA gathering or trip
and tell him we will go there by bus, since it goes there by ......
but no choice myself also want to go there,
since 6 years already i never go far distance trip and have been one year i never go trip already
even though a small camp (YQ)
today i was very stupid have been lie from supervisor ><'' (sigh)
but is okay for me, i feel recently i becomes blur, cause a lot of things what i have been done, is a blur person

just now i have follow a new blog which is same as me as a TA,
seriously i dun like her can record the things so nice and tidy and attract me to read for it, especially for for the trainee period.

yes, honestly i feel a bit jealous for her that have been select for board member trainee.
but just for that movement, after that i feel i cannot fulfill the task as a board member
i just can becomes a TA maybe i can becomes but i think b=now i cannot becomes cause
i have a lot of task i still cannot release during classroom, a lot of things i still cannot release.

if you are seen this post, dun feel i am ignore you or dislike you,
please change your mind i not that kind of person.
i just wish you good luck for you training period

20-12-2011

today happen a lot of things in college 

dunno want to put what topic at above just write the date on above. 

every things still in my heart hard to say it out 

but the things i still remember is i ask my father allow me to go the TA trip 

but he reject for it, just for the reason we drive ti there 

dunno tomorrow is the supervisor accept my point or not. 

overall is okay, but just right now all the dream and happiness are gone 

a better life @ you are the lucky

just now i  re watch again a drama, is talking about 2 peoples during 1930 somethings in China
talk about how they fight Japanese occupation.
how they survive from there, it talk from they are teenager until they die,
even though drama may be lie, but this may be true and happen before.
the touching part is after the war 30 years, how they meet again in the same places
and how they recall back their memory, the 2 couple finally meet together
i still remember 1 screen talk like this
"if i going to die, who will wait me at heaven"
"depend on the situation, if you go first you will wait for me, but if i go first i will wait for you at there"

i suddenly feel somethings wrong with me, something i forget to do, in the team
but i will think it positively and i will find the way out and do it properly
i will never give up,
this post is write to me to wake up and try your best

today i was very lucky do not scold by supervisor,
actually as i mention before not during duty, he was not very angry at all and is a friendly friend
totally hard to know what is his mind thinking
we go mamak have a dinner
and just went back on late night
hope i can do well in duty

darkness of Tuesday

early in the morning i wake up from the bed, first things in my mind is about the general meeting
(sigh) i can said after continue 2 weeks i have scold by lab chief and supervisor
i no more mood and interest in general meeting
i hope god will help me to avoid getting scold from them already
please la let the Tuesday be a nice day for me

chat

last night, have some chat with her even though is small things only, 

i feel very happy and better 

i hope we still can develop 

just few words for this times 

scad

i am watching a drama, is talking about a local china fighting for his right
even though is his supervisor.

now i am trying to send an duty email i feel very scad already
haiz...... i do not know this will happen on me
if can i hope this is a dream
the dream i can wake up
i need more spirit to prevent the scad

my first probation

today can be my happy day but after 7pm i was feel a bit unhappy i have receive a probation for my life TT

but still okay cause get some friends advice and counseling, so i feel more better right now. 

working is not an easy things.

just this for today 

what wrong is me

i do not know am i wrong or not but as i know i am very disappointed with me now,
i can make 2 mistake in two weeks

i do not know what wrong is me

right now i dun have mood to write this post, i want to write on it because
i want to remind myself to said that what if this happen in my real work

i cannot accept this for mine life
i hope i can do it more better
i am working with a company i must perform well
i am not working with own business,
i am now working with other company

happy and sad; good and bad

yesterday and today got sad and good news
let me talk about the sad news.
i broken down my record, my attendance record and attitude
yesterday have one replacement class for PIT but i have request duty for that particular time and i scad with my supervisor (that movement)

so i did not attend the class... ... i did not feeling somethings wrong with me
this is so bad, i must change it and avoid it happen, i must tell myself
"i as a student, i cannot miss any class any more, this is the first time and last time for me"

good news is i never happy for more than 2days continue
and today i saw a different supervisor without working environment he will become more friendly
if in the working environment
he will be angry most. lazy to type already cause i have a lot of staff need to continue to do even though i just start for my new semester

i am tired

i am very tired very very tired and i feel i cannot continue like this.
yes it is the best way to earn money and get experience but keep on like this working for 8 hours per day
i feel i will becomes crazy. if can i want to enjoy during my duty
i need to change my self changing in a better way.
even though, yesterday i have work for almost 12 hours and i din take my lunch and dinner
if my friend and classmate saw this post they said i am stupid doing this.
i do like this just because i want reduce my financial spending
i always use my parent's money for my personal using, i feel very shame on it
so big le still need do like this.
just hope this kind of situation will changes

1129

today can i said this is a bad day and news to me.

i have been work for 3months, and this is my first time to get scold from my supervisor 

today, after the general meeting,i have meet with supervisor with some of my TA teams 

there is somethings is not in the place but at the other. At the next movement it will loss from college. 

it cost my one semester fee. 

i have been scold that i was very blur person, am i ?

since begin of this college i have perceive that i was very unhappy at all the time, even though i am smiling that is not last longer. today maybe is my last day i have becomes the TA i might be reject from the team or i maybe fired from the supervisor. 

1129 is a nightmare for me, i cant help my parent and i could not do my staff my self with my own 

《那些年》

刚刚看完电影回来，说真的。我很久没看过这么感人的电影。
以前看过的电影都是科幻的，这类的电影实在是太少了。
又是真人真事，真人的沈佳宜还真的是很漂亮。
说回电影的情节，说真的看之前我很反感政府为什么要订18
看了过后，我开始犹豫了，我不敢再下评语。
有一些情节真的是有点过火 XD 
当他（男主角）和他的同党在一起的时候，我笑到眼秘密
当他和沈佳宜时，我感到情节很恩爱。 
尤其是最后一幕沈佳宜和好友说"如果柯影腾向我表白，我会和他在一起"
看到这一幕我的眼泪都出来了 ……
有时候，我很佩服真人的当事人，
“原来当你喜欢一个人的时候，当对方穿上婚纱你会感到欢喜”
这句话让我佩服他五体投地。
虽然，与电影批评他的电影情景来不及他的书本的情景好，
但我以观众的角度，它的这部电影，我只能站起来说棒。 
很多朋友观看电影后，都赞不绝口。
有时候，我有点羡慕得说，他们考完试以后，还能够约大家一起去海边玩
还玩得很开心
如果可以，我希望电影的结尾那样，
在哪个时间哪位朋友结婚时候，大家还能够出来在一起 =]

helping next generation

begin from Friday, after the farewell of form5
i start to prepare for the education post in the group
i scad my action may not get attention from the from 5 students, so i send few message to some of them
to allow them know there is a place allow them know the news and event about the education.

just past hour ago an junior asking me about the exam result and i also asking him about the future plan for choosing courses, he tell me that what is he problems facing. and i just answer him for few question.
actually i know the problems cause i face last time.

now i know that  my junior very need my help for guiding them for the first time

i still remember the teh said it before if our school need our help we will helping them among the process.
so i will helping them as i can do. just hope that they all can get more information and guide them.
hope i can do this for helping them

haiz...... still have 6 more days is my exam start already and spm still have 8 days
i hope everyone get the good result

惜别会

很久没在blog用中文字。今天回去了中学母校。 他们正准备中五生的惜别会。
虽然之前有回过母校，但已经是很久的事情。
有一段日子没见学弟妹们， 突然觉得他们成熟很多。
这一次，很多中五生出来发表。比起上一次的我们差别很多。
游戏也比之前多了很多欢乐家掌声，上一年的我们却是痛苦声多。哈哈哈
原因是不喜欢加“豆豆”在自己的脸上。
场地也打了很多，不需要拥挤在一起。
刚好因为今天没课没任务在生才能够出席。
也不知道几时我们才能够在次见面。
希望，下次的活动与聚会，幸运女神再次降落在我的身上。
我希望下次我的中学生朋友可以来个聚会。
小小一个也好。2，3 个人也不错。

worry

actually, i have been on bed, but i dun feel i am sleepy now,
maybe i have somethings worry that cause me cant sleep well.
actually, i have watch a lot video before i went for sleep.
worry about my study money and entertainment.
now another worry about the TA......
haiz dun care about this now, tomorrow i having last Class of MQA and get tips from lecturer.

achieve it

before the storming i open my TA mail box, 

the lucky number 5 it was my name in the recruitment list. 

i do not think it before i will becomes the TA, 

i was thinking that i was bad than the other and worst one, 

now i becomes TA, i need more time management skills and management skills 

and i will face a lot of challenge in future. 

just hope my friends and god will helping me 

thanks to my friend who join the trainee period together with me from the begin till the end of trainee period. 

i will never forget you all. 

i need continue my staff, just this for today 

start countdown

i am starting countdown not for any celebration or any special happy day, but it the day for my exam coming soon.

i still have 17 days for my first paper for second semester.
i must do well in this exam not like last time

is the past

just now having test for TA, just finish,
dunno what is the result yet, but i know is very bad and cant become the TA already,
but at least i have learn somethings at there
continue my game for express my stress

i am not helping

today, receive an emergency call from my friends,
cant help them for submit for assignment
dunno what am i thinking now just know i am very sad.
today i receive for all docket.no
exam is near, revision just half way to go
tomorrow is TA exam, life just like this, a bit boring on it,
just hope i can past my exam for bot TA and study.

a sad day

today i can said that is a said day, cause i crash a car a for paint, i have take down the name from security guard.

and during meeting the lab chief and assistant have resigned just because some reasons.

this reason few days facing a lot of problems with me, stress becomes more stress with my shoulder.

i just hope this can over, and let my life becomes normal, suddenly i feel that i cannot become helping people.
just can become a normal people

another nightmare again, i just create another nightmare with letter C

hope the person will forgive me

god please help me, i dunno want to be trouble in my education. please

emo

i really emo with myself, i dunno what am i doing, i feel blur and stress now,
maybe i just cant sleep well tonight

miss you

you having your graduation on last Saturday,
you still the same smile always, until now i have travel almost 1 year for missing you.
dunno why, i still have feeling with you. recently you are always on facebook,
but i dunno how to start our conversation, not like last time we can talk each other easily.
you said you will continue study on form 6, i just hope you enjoy your life at there.
the purpose i write this post to remember in future me that i still remember you until now.
maybe is i unlucky to find a new girl like you.

not well and not confidence

early in the morning, i have start reading my facebook notification and my blog follow. 

after this i need continue my study. the time is passing very fast. Lot of the events is going on yesterday and coming soon this week, got graduation, farewell for junior form 5, and so on. 

through the picture, i can saw the time travel from their face. 

just know, until their turn for seating SPM. just say good luck to them, and hope we still can meet each other.

***************************************************************

for my part, yesterday i have been done for the suffer assignment, RMDS. just waiting for my friend for checking my grammar and language are use proper or not. i feel not confidence and not well now. now i cant said the situation is how and what. i well update for this after 19th Nov 2011 cause that date is after my buffer and exam week. 

just this few things for this post 

stress

in my facebook status i write:
OMG!!!!!! this exchange make me feel i am very stress!!!
3 assignment submit in 2 weeks
menu book submit in one week
exam for TA in two weeks
further math class test in two weeks
6 modules exam just still have 5 weeks !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


really really a lot of works need to do 


i just finish for doing 2 assignment and just now lecturer announce for another assignment 
really stress now!
lucky i have finish my duty trainee 

experience from senior

just now went mamak with my two board senior TA
i got a lot of massage from a Senior talking about we dislike who and what is our opinion in TA.

after that we talking about the financial, he my senior TA start to work from 12 years old
and now she was study and plus 2 works one for TA and another is outside work as technical also.
he paid every things for himself.

from his talking himself i like his style and i feel if can i want to becomes like him helping people at outside.
and he time management.

Bad mood OMG

today all result is release already, still consider normal not too bad and too good.. after 30 more days will start for my second exam in college. heard a lot of people saying about fail at every corridor let me feel that i am in stress now. i am spending my parents money in education, is it a lot not least.

i know i am bad in English, but i will improve for it

my grade for semester 1 is 2.375.

for my friend i saw you mention in blog, you are failing in physics, just let us work hard together for our future.

two things have been end

i am now in library, just now i have been submit my Duty Quota Letter and get approve from my supervisor.

i feel relax a bit fro my stress.cause i have been finish 1 difficult things. now i just need concentrate to my assignment and study. 

as mention above there is another end. it happen around the world, and everyone is discuss for it.

the third apple is pass away. previously i have a dream, i want to use apple product before Steve jobs pass away. the reason i said like this, i just hope he can still long life until the end of the world. and i need to prepare my money to buy for it. 

just this for today continue my study. 

the things will happen to us

the things just happen beside me, my supervisor are angry and my senior TA could not take the signature from him. preciously i also scad regarding this, but now i think another way, it may happen to me in future, i need to change myself, to suitable myself in every situation.

panic

i am panic with the assignment, revision and the signature question
now i am the lab open two pc to do my assignment and search the question from the senior TA regarding the question problem:
In Windows Registry, identify the startup point start from Windows loading progress bar until the user have logged on and gain control over the computer.
(Hint: You can start from malware removal tools)


who can tell me what is this answer, i leave for the windows loading progress bar 

revision

oh my god, i haven start for my revision for 6 modules !!!!!!!

now i still online and bloggering i dunno what am i doing 

just hope me will concentrate after this!!!!!!!

said sorry to you

just finish my financial analysis, need to be aware and careful for that.
during, i having my breakfast,my father is calling to me, unfortunately i fail to pick up the call.
and i calling back to him, the reason for his call is he  said i not need to come his restaurant, cause not so many customer at there. i feel very sorry to him regarding this.
if i not wrong i have 3 weeks haven helping him at there.
And coming soon, i will having my 6 module exam.
i hope i can balance me to do the work and my study.

dear father, so sorry i cant help you recently.

again

hiaz......
scold again
this time from my classmate friend
what happen to me ?
where is my lucky star?
no time for thinking about this
prepare for my exam and assignment
haiz.........
when my blog become very emotion and down

for my TA period

i not sure i have been long time ago i have not update for my blog, every day i am busy and feel unwell and stress. even though today i feeling that too, but i have release a bit, cause i finish one of the task.
TA is a good team to let us learn new things, is also a team make us stress.

just thanks for my friend mention to me about the teacher just now.
long time already i haven read her blog thanks for her reminding me.
just this for today,not so much update for today.
please wish me good luck in the TA team.
thanks you all =]

hate to be administration

just finish the class only, MQA. i totally feel like GO TO DIE FOR BECOMING administration. totally i cannot becomes that part of administration

bad luck to become this, i want to quiet for this..........

unknown feeling

i not very sure what is my feeling now,
the cause is base on my duty and study, actually during the study and duty i will feel I`m tired and stress.
i still remember what i have been said to my self previous week, during now holiday i was feel i want to do my assignment but no mood and idea for doing this.
start on tomorrow i may will stay back at college to do the task of assignment and other.
even though i am in front of computer want to type all the daily staff i have been done on my college.
but i feel the blog post length is not enough to let me write on it,
if i write too long nobody will spend the time to view on it.
i feel i want to express to someone for this. haha
just hope tomorrow night i can finish one of the staff ......

holiday finish

after 9 days my holiday is end, starting tomorrow i will start for study again.
this holiday i just spend 2 days to enjoy only. one is book fair another is for watch movie.
some may said this is not holiday or will said is not enough. but for me is enough and okay.
after thinking, i will have duty for whole month i feel i will get the stress after that.
but i will trained myself suitable fr it.
talk about my holidays, i feel have fum and and value for me,
i learn something and get knowledge, during my rest time,
i feel i love the movie in Taiwan, even though the movie is not very popular at here, but i hope i can find it in movie shop or pasar malam haha. for few movie for taiwan i will buy for it
just this for my post.
hope my friend are enjoy their life and holiday

meet friend

today, i have meet my friends, my four junior. they come for sing K and watch movie.
but unlucky i cant sing k with them just because i dunno how to sing a song, and they also dislike a person watch them to sing also.
so i decide to read the book that i have bring, after they sing finish,
and i have my lunch i want to chat with them, still unlucky again i dunno want talk about what.
education? school? future plan? ambition?
i want to said not this boring question again.
after watching movie still unavailable to do so
so sad so noob of my mode and feeling now

cow boy and the alien

today, i go to watch the movie and just coming back home only.
i was heard my friend said it very boring at the begin, but after i have watch i feel it still okay,
a movie have it own style, i still accept for it.

i like the style of main actor of cowboy, but i dislike the ending of the movie... ...

after watch the movie, i din feel anythings about it i can write,
i just know i am thinking about myself, during watching i still very enjoy it.
dun know just for my feel.
nothing more about this post.

《再看一眼》

看完了刚买回来的红蜻蜓小说，现在我在这里和大家一起分享。
《再看一眼》是一部不错的小说，里头的主角又两个，
一个是以父亲，一个是以女儿身份。
一个非常幽默，一个非常胆小。
尤其是父亲的角色，有时候他说的东西满好笑的。
女儿的身分角色就有点胆小，本来自己就有很大的天分，但却因为胆小很多事情都不能做到。
故事一开始父亲就因遇到车祸而昏迷，在他昏迷期间，他的灵魂出窍了，就上身到动物与昆虫。
在这期间老婆和女儿就慢慢的做出生活改变。
但到最后，那位父亲在最后还是醒来了，然而他因这次机会而得到幸福，
珍惜身边的一切，以及自己重肥嘟嘟的变成身材好好的男人。


最近自己可能会比较忙了，因为自己要开始做复习，答应的事情一定要做到。

meet again a memory friend

it just happen only, i have meet an old friend who i haven meet her for 6 years already,
it one of our friend is tag her in my photo so i know she already,
she have change a lot,not like 6 years before, i could not describe at here about her.
but thanks a lot for my friend who have tag her.

after i look her profile, she have change her ambition, i want to said the time is passing so fast,
the time can change a person i still remember her ambition in our personal introduce book is become a dancer or a doctor, but i saw her class is study about the business.

about her look is still remain but the different is the she become more smile at her face.

i just hope she will success in her life and ambition.

book fair KLCC

huh......finally come back from KLCC for the book fair. today i have experience a lot from this time.
from home i go by using the Rapid Bus, but now they are not using money system, they use the rapid card system now, so that means i need to buy the card, after i observe most of them are use the rabbit card now, it was very efficiency but how was the system running actually? after yesterday i know the serve system, i was thinking that the rapid also use this type of function using the serve. when i go near to the system, i saw there is GPRS for the map and also the balance of the card after they detect it. it look very cool.

okay now i said during the book fair, i have buy 7 books including
6books are chinese and 1 is english book the book title are:
天生一对
那些年，我们一起追得女孩
为自己争一口气
icon steve jobs
杂货店的女儿
流星船
再看一眼
when i walk to english book area i promise to myself must read one of the english book.
so i decide to buy the steve job`s book which is icon steve job.
and other books just like normal motivation book and odonate books
during i rounding the book fair, i have meet college mate and secondary school friend totally is 4 of them
and i also have make the touch and Go card for me for easy to travel the transport and high way.
when i go to buy stationary area, at there is more horrible than the book area, cause we need to line up,
the cash counter is a lot but the stationary area is more attractive than the book cause stationary is more useful,

after 5days over night at college and today go to book fair i feel my leg is too tired, but never mind i still have 2 more days for me too release, after that i will continue my study for the 6 module, i hope i can read all the odonate novel before that coming.

over night at college for 5 days.

i have become technical assistant for 1 week already, so sad to said that i promise to post the post for past few days, but i could not do it cause i feel very tired after coming back home on late night.
now i will describe it, by one day to one day.

22th August i have to stay until late night to listen the briefing for the trainer of Technical Assistant,
at there i found out the TA(Technical Assistant) team is a group or places let me have a good training myself.

23th August i still stay over night again this time i have general meeting with the TA, and talking about the hierarchy of the TA

24th August today i have duty until 6.30pm, but the supervisor suddenly want the trainer stay back and go to do somethings, i can avoid from it, so i decide to stay back and put my car near the main building and call my mom to tell her about this, and this is my first time to stay until 9.30pm. butis very good for me at least i know how to do the lan cable with cat 5 and RJ45.

25th August this time is me want to stay back to learn somethings, today i have learn how to ghosting between computer, and the use of it, the ip address the way of ghosting. between 24 and 25 i have get a lot of information about our duty and some IT information and also secret about it haha.

26th i have my duty start from 8.15 until 4.30 i was very tired already when 4.30, but i saw my friends trainer are come to college i ask them why? they said the ETR is calling them to come for it. so i decide join with them cause i feel very interesting on it. and this day i have learn about the server and hyper-V and so on.

i hope in future i still can enjoy it,even though the assignment is coming and a lot of task and duty.
to my friend please wish me can be do well on it for TA

rush hour

i do not know have been how many times, i in this situation.
but this time i really want to change myself to attend for it,
just now during the class, the lecturer have release the assignment for COS module
and now i have least time to come internet to update for my blog, it can be possible.
become a trainer of Technical Assistant, it is very hard for me to become this,
and i feel i dun want to loss for it, it will make my life more better in future.
okay i need a timetable in specific in hours per month,
it need include Technical Assistant, Assignment, and study.
i want let it be possible, after this i want to update my time table for my assignment.
thanks for my friend to comment of my post that carry a big impact and wake up.
but now i cant do for it, cause due to this reason, but i want to said i will be happy during this period.
i want to do it fully motivation and the final result if i can be it is okay,
if cant i will tell me i have done all the best on it

today, will be my second latest to be back home, cause i want to duty until 9pm and i will upload the situation through the post to here about the night at the college and the Technical Assistant special task on night from yesterday night and today night.

dunno why

just now have the lunch alone because, i have to go find my senior for my technical assistant.
so i just eat quickly and find my senior.
during mu lunch, i saw my classmate have reach, but when they saw me eating alone at other place,
i dunno what is my EQ, i found that they are dislike my attitude.

i just hope this is my personal feeling, and this is not true.
i always be emo to my classmate, especially out of education topic,
i dunno what is the reason, i hope i can solve it before too late.

technical assistant meeting part 2

today, is my second time for my technical assistant,
today is a formal meeting all the technical assistant, trainer and board member
we have a lot of board members, such as human resource, admin, hardware, software, and ETR.
and today was a bit longer, cause we want to know more information about our duty, class, contact and the other.
today, i just join a teaching in ETR.

recently, always late to back home, same to tomorrow, until 1830.
hope the van is still working on.
tired cant think more of it, want to off and continue my assignment

first technical assistant task

today after the class, 12.30pm i jut have start my first technical assistant task, its name is QC Ent 3 

ent 3= enterprise 3, is the name of place i should go for doing my task, QC i not very sure the name of it, 

is Quantity Control. before  i start my task the Staff of Technical part have came in the serve room and said somethings i could not believe: "okay guys and girls please listen up, i am very disappointed and angry with it, and i want to put umbrella inside my ___ ____" i cant believe this will happen during the job. but it is very fun for it. 

back to the QC, actually what i was do is check the plug, cable, wireless, local lan wire, projector and so on. 

to check whether they are function well or not. and during the task, i have learn a new comment on CMD 

so proud my first day will it. 

but i hope in future i will learn more for it. just this for this post, and after this i will have a meeting for all technical assistant, is a meeting. 

i will post after this 

technical assistant

just went back from college only, ha but i have fun at there.
cause i have briefing for technical assistant, on 6p.m, but i have fun and enjoy at there.
during the briefing i have earn a lot of things, such as the hierarchy, duty, training and test of technical assistant.
the chief of technical assistant also share experience about when he started to join technical assistant past 5,6 years ago how was it, it was very funny for us to heard it.

tomorrow i will start my duty and onwards, i hope i can stand on it and enjoy also.

just this for today.

plan for holidays 2

i still remember i did a timetable for my college holidays,
29th of August to 4th of September is my holidays again, even though it is short of 1 day to becomes a week holidays. but i still can enjoy the holidays.

enjoy is okay and fun, but the things i must do the is revision.
although it sound like sad and not mood, but we dun have choice to avoid it.
for my holidays i did not decide to go other places, i just prefer i will go watch movie alone and book fair.
other than that i think i dun have mood for that. cause the revision.
in this semester i have 6 modules for my exam, and the subject is very hard and also boring.
the module is:
Malaysian
Moral
further Mathematics
IT Application
Communication Skill
Research Method for Degree
my god i dunno how to start them, i hope i can do it well
especially for the first two and last two module.

technical

it is a long time i did not update my blog, since i am busy with my folio and assignment.

today is a special day for me, it consider good and bad. 

talk a bout the bad things first, i fell struggle and scad, when the lecturer, is keep on said please be quiet. 

i have feel somethings wrong, cause the head of administration is coming to the lecture hall,just at behind. 

and the result, i think everyone know, he was try to scold us for our responsible in the class is not make the noisy, but the things i can observe is they dun care about this, and keep on make the noisy after head of administration leave.

the good thing is i have receive the mail from Human Resources for Technical Assistant about the briefing of the interview. i just feel very excited, and i just hope that i can pass the interview section, and become one of them gain the knowledge and helping other people.

if can i want to upload every day in my college life and always be happy.
hope tomorrow will be more better than today 

horrible day

haiz... ...
i do not know what am i doing yesterday,
attendance is not taken and my note book is missing.

and the more serious things is am i offend my group member,
or i not responsible in the group.
do not know why, i feel i am not a good person to be the leader.

second semester

today is my second semester of second day,
have go through 4 module again and have met all the lecturer.
is just like normal our class is still keep on noisy and noisy,
but the lecturer is different, they have start for their duty and R&R for their classes.
they are very good, cause when they introduce them self, some of them are studying doctoral,
and also have teaching the master student also, it show that our UCTI have a lot of good lecturer.


just this for today

close for the old start for the new

just finish my last paper, PDSM yesterday, it just over. i think i have answer the best for my paper, i have practice and redo for few previous exercise. now just wait after 2 months for my result release, i hope can pass it, cause i very sad and stress if i not pass, cause i will redo module, i just hope this do not happen on me.

also the same things on yesterday, i could not attend for the play wit my college friends  again, haiz......
feel i am so noob to said the reason, i do not know how to go there and back.
the next reason is i do not have enough money to go there, but by next semester i would not like this, cause i will earn some money by being a technical assistant. even is not too much, but it is enough for me gua. haha

still the same things on yesterday, i have knew that YQ11 is going on, and this time i hope that i would like to be a committee, to have fun at there.

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this is for today, the attendance issue again is still very hard to do, but today is the best way have been done.
suddenly, there is the person ho said that they do not heart their name and turn for presentation .
it sound feel very nonsense i call up their name and they always have respond on yesterday why suddenly
said......
i do not know how can this happen.
but as the final we can solve it.

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next week is my second semester i hope that i can have a happy day for it.

get trouble again

actually is not a real trouble, but it will effect my situation,
today when i have lunch, a classmate calling me asking about the MQA group
let me help him check for it,
after i check for him, i have found that he never join the group and never attend the class also.
he ask me can he join our group.
i am feel surprised what he said to me, and now i still discuss with my group,
and i hope that there is a solution.

i know that sound heard like i am useless,
but i really cant do anythings to my friend attitude

i just hope this have a solution for it......

one stop and again

today just having my first exam in exam hall,
the location is not at the main campus is at BBJ
the exam is for ITB, it could not said very hard cause i have study on it,
but still have few question is hard to answer for it.

just now my mother is scold me for saying that i am not learning anythings in IT
the home desktop have problem i could not fixed it,
i just start for my college life just in foundation and just first semester.
haiz...... if can i would like to search the information at internet or search the books from library
to do my own task more better.

next semester i will interview for the technical assistant at college
hope i can apply for it.
just this, nothing special and details.

is not the worst

just now saw my friend blog, she was trying to said sorry to one of her friend that have been ignore.
even though the person she mention is not me but after i view the blog i have feel that i have care by someone.
yes i know the sound heard like i am narcissism, but i dun care as long as the blog is touching me enough.

furthermore, even yesterday is my worst day, it did not means i am the worst in the world,
i hope that i can stand for it and will continue my life after this.
tomorrow is my first exam for my life in college, before this just have small test,
and 6 more days i will have the MQA module and need to face them again.
i hope the situation will not worse than yesterday.
and next week i will start my next semester.
the world will be better

am i doing wrong or right ?

Now I at my new house, without wi-fi or internet, but I still write the blog post by using word.

Just now at college I have a big impact on me, as a leader, a student, a friend I could not play a good example, I do not know whether is my false or not.

I always help the lecturer to change the slides and taking the attendance. Today, is a different way to take our attendance, the way is making worst to take it, and before the class end, one of the student come in front of me and ask me about the attendance why suddenly said the four “letter” words to me I feel that I want to ask myself that what am I doing wrong.

During my moral presentation, almost all the audiences went out from the class out of 190 students, just left about least than 10 persons. Haiz……

Next week is my exam, I dun want waste my time on this particular, do whatever they want just leave me alone, as previous me……..

crazy just because what ?

now my fb notification always lighting just because my friend in group always comment about the nonsense
but they are very cute also until the comment becomes 300 ++
this make me remember about the primary school picture have 1000 comments on it.

this is all my friend

actually we all are studying and practicing for next week exam for 3 modules,
but they are stress enough for study just like me and on9 now

is a day

today is a fresh and new day to me,
just now i bring my friend felix to college, he will car pull with me this few days.
and today is my role play too.
cant said too bad, cause the audience have the responds to our role play
many of other team was doing the best , i think the reason is they put more effect on the IT

recently i have know that 1 of my friend have reuse the blog and have some friend are the top user rate in my follo list.

just this for today from me
hope that next week my exam will be better

my friend comment about me

today,i going to college just for discuss for the MQA module for moral presentation.
before, we all went back on of my team member said me that i am a good person,
but just to strict to my personality. i do not know what is wrong with my personality
and she will said i am very strict for it.
but very thanks that she was try to inform me my mistake.
least people will told the true to our wrong it was the first time for me at college.
at secondary school, i have it before, but she was my junior. we least communication.
but go through sms, i know well for me.
now i am miss her at secondary school, hope that she will be better than before.

other person comment bad to us is not always bad things, but it will be a improve for us.

motivation post and tag

today i just watch again the Taiwan TV program "guess" is about 1 year or 2 years ago.
it really give a lot of memory especially for my motivation.
at there have a lot of motivation scene.

after i watch again, i know somethings new.
the motivation will decrease as time going on.
so i decide when i have a new motivation or reminder to me,
i would like th share the way to motivate and the objective i create the motivate.

tomorrow, i will start my math xplorace
hope that is a enjoy to me with my friends.
tomorrow we also have the role play practice,
say gambateh for it

android workshop part 2

today, i have my part 2 for android workshop feel very happy for it cause i can learn programing now.

i forget last time i have it on when, but this time i will not to miss for it. 

i know this on Monday, so i ask my friend who like to join it. 

So, today i went to the android workshop with my friend.

we was though that many people will attend it, 

but when we went there, we found that least people attend it, i do not know what is the main reason.

after the senior who teach us android workshop, maybe they have attend the class at that time. 

if can, i was hope that wont happen on me.

this time, we all learn the simplest application. it was my first time to key in the application. 

quiet difficult, but at end i can do it with me^^ quiet happy for it 

the JAVA language is very difficult for us 

in our mind that the letter "a" and "A" is not different but when you key in to the language 

it could not read it well 

i have chat with the classmate who attend for the workshop 

this time least people was attend it so we can more concentrate when we build it 

and i have know that the detail about the IT 

the mobile technology is a "cool" module the lecturer have not update for it 

and the other things 

MQA will kill me

this post is update for yesterday,

yesterday, was a boom day to me, cause the lecturer give us another tasks to finish it 

last week is 2 presentation and this week is another 2 more folio for 20 pages 

malaysian study and moral study, 2M i have given 4 tasks to finish it 

and according my previous task i haven finish is 

english role play 

ITB group assignment 

PDSM and ITB revision 

mathematics home works given on friday 

and 4 more 2M tasks...

i need a good management, i need a better way to finish my works.

i still remember when 

i was primary school, the teacher said secondary school life not strict

i was secondary school, the teacher said college is very relax 

but all is not true 

i wanted to know who will tell me the society not like college always busy 

and now i just know i still have 3 more weeks to go to finish the ITB group assignment 

and the task we just finish 8% 

i hope that my group will finish 35% on next week 

improve

i still remember i done for my first assignment is pdsm: personal development and study method
and the title is time management,
recently i have a lot of tasks to finish it, and still a lot of task i haven start to do yet.
i hope that i can improve myself in future.
i ave been invite to becomes a tuition teacher in facebook group
the admin was my senior in secondary school
i do not know i can handle it or not cause i just have one day free in a week
i have class on Saturday for MQA module, becomes a teacher to teach other is my dream before this.
so it is a change for me to join it.
but now i just have a day free, Thursday
Sunday i need work with my father, i just hope that i can be one of them after i arrange the time table

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today, english class we have to give a small talk about the experience that we could not forget or is the first time we have it.
most of our friends is talking about the sad experiences almost is the family members past away
even though all of them very noisy in class, but they still have a quiet time to listen the other classmates or friends talk.

helping

today is my first day to have the Malaysian study and moral study.
just meet a lot of new classmate and makes friend with them.
at there have diploma foundation and degree student at there, if i not wrong is about 190 students.
and we have the presentation after 2 weeks.
we have becomes small group to finish this task, unlucky i have to help the lecturer to separate the group
and arrange them according choosing the number with them
the reason i said unlucky is i am the first time to do this and is get in a trouble cause
the situation quiet noisy and confuse for them.

lastly, i have found that the lecturer is blind could not see anythings at all.
when we are viewing the slides he could not know where is the slide is changing flow his step or not
the things i can do is help the lecturer change the slides according his teaching
at the movement i feel somethings wrong with me,
i could not define now about the problem right now clearly
but i hope that the trouble is not make me feel stress at all

before i start this post, i have calculate my financial for this week
again happen on me the financial is not balance with my wallet
and i calculate the total i spend on month the month i spend is too many
i hope i can decrease for it

meet and meeting

yesterday, when i go to mines for repair my desktop i meet a lot of friends
even though, just 2 hours, we not chat to much cause i am carrying the big desktop.

today, i have meeting with my classmate, we went to cafeteria before we start the role play meeting
we eat together and chat together before we start the role play meeting,
i can feel that we get more each other than study at class
just chatting and eating, hope this will continue in future

and tomorrow is saturday but i need go to school for moral study and malaysian study
haiz... it will continue until October.

submit assignment

today i have submit the assignment
just have the relax feeling, and i will continue for the other
just this for this post
huh~

《梦想青年旅舍》

这是邓秀茵的第十部作品，很高兴他又出书了。
这次他也罢作者的年龄提高到24岁，但故事的变化还是在青少年时期。
而且这次也是属于梦幻的故事，和日本的《千里千寻》的感觉有所相同。
这一次，我是刚看完就离克谢侠感言与分享

故事就说到一位年纪轻轻就达到经理的少女到一个旅舍研究与开发市场。
这旅舍是和董事长父亲开发，董事长洗完自己能够继续营业。
在这期间，他遇到一位摄影爱好者和他争吵。在当天晚上，他遇到了老爷爷。
就在那一晚，他发现自己睡醒时分，是在7年前的旅舍，发生了一段为妙的寻找旅程。
童真（主角）就在那时找回了自己的梦想。回到原来的世界。
他做了一份计划书，提拔自己成为旅舍的经理，继续老人的心愿。
也帮助每个人都拥有自己的梦想。

故事里头，7 年前和7年后的变化最让我感到兴奋。
因为故事里他们都在继续为自己的梦想和快乐奋斗。
一位曾经是很暴躁的女生竟然能够温柔当一位好老师；
两位曾经为了坐上热气球，当上学徒和爬山客存钱学热气球飞行师；
一位曾经为了登山者，虽然发生意外但意念却还在还相当登山者。

读完这本故事让我想起了，李开复。
他就像童真一样寻找着自己的理想。
当副教授，无法忍受政治压力之后，当软件工程师在
apple、SGI、windows、google
再由自己的经验与知识创造一个平台教导中国青年在科技创业。

在想到自己，我希望自己能够做到两位一样好，无论花上多少时间

《约定》

终于在自己的semester break 期间阅读了两本轻松又简单的书。
我想平常那样，到这里分享书本的一切。
《约定》是昨天晚上就看完的一本小说，由于时间的关系我无法立刻写在这里

故事是说着两位双胞胎的男生在一间孤儿院长大，然而命运总是玩弄着人类。
其中一位被领养，他们两位约好在未来会相遇，在羽球界相遇。

这本小说可以说是红蜻蜓小说突破的一次，因为他们有提到中学生谈恋爱。
在小说内容，我觉得他很有马来西亚的风格，尤其是对槟城的看法，
老penang, ciku, nyonya。 故事的每一部分都对我有很大的吸引力，有其实谈到他们的作息

从故事里面，我看到了一堆兄弟对自己的命运和对自己的亲戚有什么看法，
对这自己的心念和目标。
最让我记得是说道勉强是不幸福，当自己还执著当年的约定的时候，还不肯放开一切，
搞到感情分裂，才知道子集的错误是不行的。

在这本小说，我看到了作者的干香和标达的东西都写在里头。

sensitive

i do not know am i a nerves people or not
begin from yesterday,a friend always attack me on facebook
my laptop keyboard cannot function well when i want to write hat becomes > hate
i could not type the backspace on that time and the person will attack me that i am wrong without saying or infirm me i have a typing error

and he want to make target to 9000 people in that group
i was tell them that more people without giving the information of study and society
he was trying to said me is a hypocrite people i do not know i am doing what 
or somethings wrong to get this answer from him 
i know that when i go to society i will face it. 


i just hope that i create the group will not affect from this particular 
and hope will continue about this spirit 

to my friend

just now have asking my friend about the diploma program

and ask her ambition and dream in future, i know her when i was 6 years old at english tuition, 

and same primary and secondary school and she continue study at tarc and i was study at ucti

i can said that the time is a power to change a people thinking and life. 

really to said i cant believe that a small girl that i know,will have a big dream for her life.

the thing i can tell her that good luck, i dun have the dream such as her.

have a lot friend that i still contact with them, i have found that are continue study in academic and technical 

the power of time is changing a attitude of person.

i hope that my friend when you saw this post you might be happy
and said happy birthday to you tomorrow ^^

teluh pulai-interview company

huh...... finally i can wake up early and type he blog

yesterday was too tired and sleep on 8.++ already fall down to my bed

this post will talk about my trip, it might be 1 day trip to teluh pulai. 

early morning, 5.45a.m. i wake up and prepare all the things well and 6++ i go to Serdang KTM 

start my journey, i was think that will spend a lot of time to go KL central but it didn`t 

the train miss some places like Midvally and so on, maybe all the people are going to work so the train skip the station, and the station is different between early in the morning and afternoon too. 

until kl central, i was very stupid, went out again and buy the ticket, actually i spend rm5 at serdang to go teluh pulai = =''

never mind have a good experiences now, after i look the map station, OMG

i still need travel about 13 stations......is a quiet long journey for me waiting at the train inside.

thanks god it just spend me 1 hour in the train......to reach teluh pulai, i calling my friend to bring me.

actually i have thistrip for doing my group assignment. 

at a alcohol company, i and another 3 friends 2 was come from there and another is come from subang jaya 

we have interview the company supervisor. we have know about the company function, operation, marketing,effect, how its form, is quiet interesting.
cause the supervisor is not talking about the history very boring he have relation about the present and future things. and the market need for the talent in future.
i have view the company operation it was very clean and tidy
and a things i would like to share is about the sticker they keep in air condition room without people.
we was feel strange, they said need maintain the quality and the gum of the sticker。

奖学金风波

华语篇
最近，我开始关注一个报道，那就是JPA奖学金。
有很多优秀生都无法如愿以偿得到奖学金或得到自己的科系。
而且，其中一位学生得到的科系竟然是不存在，这是什么原因？
上百位的学生和父母，都没做错什么，都须要到部门去报到上诉！
还必须花时间做这些，就因为官员们的错误。
STOP... ...

我不想再说这些事情，不知道自己关注这件事情有多久，有多少年？
我好像只看到SPM的成绩越来越好，
只知道JPA奖学金没有一年是报喜事，每一年都有错误。
今年他们说有学生没有好好利用这笔费用在正确方面。
如去外国念书还可以去旅行和得到将学金却不好好利用。
我想说旅行或不是他们的事情和选择，我们有必要这么什么吗？
至于不好好利用，我倒是想知道他们是如何面试，为合分配到这些学生？
500题心理和面试

我想不到的是他们竟然会说国家不需要这些人才
他们会说药剂系国内暂时不需要这么多药剂师和牙医。
他们需要的是植物学、农业、海洋科学家
这些事情不是应该从小栽培出来的吗？
我非常相信只要某位同学从小就接触种植和海洋和其他领域。
他们会留下深刻影响就会草者方向去学习
难道他们就没有听过要栽培人才就的从小开始
我只是看到他们在分配奖学金的时候才作出这样决定。

今年看到最多者各报道，虽然我自己有申请，但失败不过我只到自己的成绩不能够比较。
但那些优秀生，那些考获全科A+的学生又怎样？
他们也申请非政府集团的奖学金但却得到政府会给他们奖学金。
然而，政府却也不给。
当我们的孩子考获好成绩，
我们却很贫穷的时候，我们是如何对我们的孩子说鼓励？
我们还会说政府会帮助我们吗？会给他奖学金？
哦不或许那时候，国家的大学水准很好……

aware

i just aware that i have an interview for a company next Tuesday
for my assignment, haiz... ... so bad need to wake up on 6.30am go to Klang
lucky on my time table is flexible to do exchange,

the time for study weeks i hope that it still available for me to do technical assistant.
they have do a good choice for us, if i start to do technical assistant, i may cannot control my time in well
i hope that in July i can control for it

semester break is not a holidays

huh~ starting tomorrow is my first holidays in my college life
but it does not means i can enjoy for it and freedom
do not know why i think like this,but after i arrange my activities and event i sure that
i not free at all.
even though is my holidays, but the school holidays is start after next week ==''
it means that our holidays is not match with them.  so of my friends are not able to go holidays with their family.

just this for todays

we are the same

ha........(briefing)
just finish 1of my assignment and i have print it out
and recently the blogger.com have doing some update so i did not write some post recently
now i can write every things hahaha
i just have attend the mathematics competition for speed math and the normal mathematic(financial)
we start for the speed math 100questions +and -
all of us ae thinking that the question is very easy but when the question is asking like this :
12345+54321
99999-9000-900-90-9
1+22+333+4444
how would you all answer in 10 minutes for 100 questions
many of us may be blind for it.
when we are answer for mathematics foundation at lab, we would not able to answer well at all
cause the system of the server is down. we could not answer for it,
while we all are waiting for hard copy (photo copy) we are able to move around,
some of our friends are very bad try to have view for the question from the computer while everyone are not use it
when the copy is come, we continue to answer for it.
this is all of the day
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this is another situation relation with the title "we are the same'
i was think that why my ITB lecturer so lazy to attend the class
cause she need to do the replacement the class for 3 times
after i view my friends blog they face the same things with me
the lecturer is not attend the class after 1 hours they know for it
recently i need to do my assignment within short time and i was the person only very rush for it
now i want to said that we are the same as humans,give us a change to do for it.

busy-assignment

finally i can spend my time to type this blog post.
as the topic said i am very busy with my assignment.
on my hand now have 3 assignments i need to finish it.
1 of them i have finish about 85% the rest 15% i may have finish it.
the rest it just about the format of the assignment.

i have mention before that i have send the feedback to complain about the lecturer.
now it have the respond on it, when i do the feedback to the academic operation manager.
"we have start our class 6 weeks, but we just have the lecture class for once, why that is not replacement is done between it?"
the manager have type the email in front of me to send to the lecturer,
and told me to wait for it.

after that, i have class for it, and the lecturer was very angry about it and try to said somethings bad on us,
i was setting at front  and feel very hot with my ear.after that is okay the situation.
but the lecturer straight away to give us assignments in two, individual and group.
i was very excited for it cause we have not study about it.

the things i want share on today just this, i will continue post the things at here.
hope that the situation does not gonna bad.

my friends- continue study

there are many type of friends,
the friends that i need to mention is those my friends who start continue study.
3th of May most of my friends are start continue at tarc,
saw their blog and facebook picture and status.
they are very enjoy their life at there. =]
smile face=] i have use it many time, it show that i am trying open mine
do not know why am i so easy to get emotion about the previous things.
i still remember that when i was form one,i still cannot leave my friend in primary school life

now although, me has start the new life at college, when i try to open the facebook
many things i will be said that i haven let go

i do not know that is correct or not that i am trying to do a video to show me i am miss them at all
i feel lazy to do that cause no people will like my video

想念着过去的生活就让时间和经验吹淡一切

很好笑，在我还没看那个博贴，我在马路上驾车从轻快铁到母亲工厂。

他告诉我其实我应该读E&E(electrical&electronic结下来回引用E&E代表)出路会更广大。

但我母亲是位很体谅的人，他知道我在这方面没什么兴趣。

在看到你的博贴，我觉得你们母子和我父子很像。

我的父亲不止就连我的两位叔叔超级反对我读软件工程师，

他们说没前途，电脑很多人在读出来不知道有没有工作？月薪够不够？

我告诉他们会计师也是很多人去报读，为什么他们还是去工作？

为什么他们还是能够得到好月薪？就这样他们就让我去报读。

其实我也很矛盾，我为什么会报读这个科系？其实是自己想进GOOGLE 或windows 

大公司我才去读？这样实在是不可能全世界这么大，多少万位精英从中获取。
然而母亲告诉我读software engineering 常常被人欺压。
当你拿着你所创作的软件到大公司去面试很有可能被里面的software engineer 给抄共。
这就是我们马来西亚的平台我母亲说。
然而当我读E&E的时候，我出来的路会很广大。甚至可以当小老板。

我开始问自己什么是我需要的？什么东西是我想的？
在刚才吃晚饭的时候，我在吃什么，我都不清楚。
直道刚刚不久我就开始清楚自己的一切。
可能我不像其他人一样能够独立创作软件，但我希望在马来西亚创作一个
平台、学习、工作环境在。

马来西亚一直在往良好的方向发展，但在科技方面，我认然看不到
我希望自己能够像:
创新工厂
google
facebook
windows
的创作人在自己的国土创造出良好的未来在克己方面

最大困扰的选择

其实，在两个小时前我很早就想写这篇帖子让朋友知道我的想法，对于他的困扰。
他的困扰是选择 1 和 2、 去和不去。
他最近得到国油大学的奖学金， 他不知道想不想去。
在面子书，我回复了他，对我来说是一个很大的计划。
他问我意见， 但我没有回复他，我说我想说的话都写在这里。

我希望你能够选出自己的路，不要为你的左右影响。在我中二认识你到中五离别。
我不敢说自己是最了解你，但我很肯定我看见你的目标。
中二的你，只是很开玩笑和一班朋友玩
中三的你，开始认真学（办活动）看着你对有助介绍书本，觉得你想做些事情
中四的你，接触学记很勇敢的采访校长、当副主席、立下目标在中学办生活营、接触各小组会议增加经验 帮组 了解
中五的你， 不惜辛苦以及害怕办了县级比赛
毕业的你， 还记得自己的目标，在自己的中学办了生活营
从中，我可以发现你很想付出贡献，尤其是对华社和自己的中学
现在你说选国油大学还是选择自己的理想？
我告诉你我会选者自己的课系不会脱离社会

这么多年，我认识你，我认为你有天分以及后天的努力，
我相信你是可以的，

无论你做出怎么样的选择我还是会支持你，因为你正在做出对社会和华社贡献。
为我们的下一代

miss a friend

a friend meet him at college will not continue study at there any more.
i heard from my classmate, he have facing financial problem within study.
i just hope that he can be always smile in every day.

the reason i mention at here is
i was the lucky person who can study at college
actually my father and my uncle who do not like me to study this courses.
the reason is IT too popular cannot be survive in the world.
now i am study in college
i just hope that in first assignment i submit will receive a good feedback.

华文学会生活营

好久没有写一格布洛格分享给大家。今天就以华语为语言媒介和大家分享
今天我的中学举办了一个生活营，

我愿意为会是一个关于华文或文化的生活营。

但原来是一个关于激励营，鼓励在上中三的学弟学妹。

当他们做完冻冰、口号、以后，就开始了站游戏，

大约有十组的组队，又是一天的时间所以玩的时候，可能会很忙。

但到游戏结束的时候问他们，他们的反应很不错。

之后就享用午餐，他们的午餐都很丰富有鸡肉有才和蛋。

如果知道现在的市场很多东西都在起价。

在举办活动的时候这是一个非常大的问题，但现在已解决。=]

之后就让营员有个电影导读会，我们工委就准备水战的细节。

当时的我，只想拍摄就好让其他人尽情的玩。

但在看着玩的期间，看见她们的欢乐与笑容我就情不自主地放下相机。

和他们一起玩一起帮忙。之后，还很好笑顽疾为自己准备完整一套衣裤。

只好充当一些了哈哈。

在分享会的时候，说真的我很佩服伟伦的灵机一动。

看到我们的照片都能够编织故事，到尾声的时候，我和伟伦都有说上几句。

我说的是：

我想加几句官老师的话，就是多参加活动就会多增加经验。

很多人都回问我从那里拿来摄影技术，其实我很想说我的摄影技术，

是从每一个或动当中摄取经验以及其他。我很想说我参加这么多生活营当中，

这是我为一人为最棒的生活营可以让这么多工委与营员能够拥有者么多人数。

我很想让大家知道，在课室我们一起和朋友学习和上课，我认为这部能够郑家我们的友谊。

参加户外活动如我们玩得水战就能够拉近我们的距离，消除以前的恩恩怨怨。

不像我，伟伦和全杰一级我们的朋友同班同学，只能够在面子书交谈。

说真的我可能需要很久的时间来完成视频，

因为我在上课当中不能够很快抽出自己的心情。

来完成一格美好的回忆视频，希望你们能够谅解=]

对了， 首都镇达美中学 

很久没有这么热闹请大家尽量聊吧！

不要让时间，把热情给退散了

first assignment

today is a special day for me,i have find some book and reference do have view and research.
 i do not know that i can do it well or not.
cause i need to find at least 5 references or more than that.
at library i just can find 2 references book,
when i ask the lecturer, she said that we can search article in the web side.
but not try to use over am web side like wikipedia,
cause it will form Plagiarism if most of the student are use it.
and our assignment mark will decrease,
tomorrow i do not have any class, i hope that i can read the book i have borrow from college.
to have the knowledge to do my assignment.

on Tuesday, i have a test in the class for PDSM, even though that the test is not important
but it have show me that my study efficiency past few weeks,
i lost to answer all, just can answer some of them,
beside of my friend he can answer all in well, after i saw his note book
i saw the different between me and him is the note is doing very well
is doing mind map point form, it was doing from the learnfinity slides show and lecturer slides
i need to learn from him by doing the own note, not becomes release anymore just try to do the best.

recently have meet a new  friends at blog hope she will successful in her life as i hope to me too

send the feedback

ha...(relaxed)
the problem i have face in university college i have send the feedback to the _______operations
i do not mention at here cause this is open placed i scad one of my friend
have read this post and will do  the "feedback" to me. (laugh)
actually is a small problem, cause everyone is not care about this, but if have any accident to it.
it might becomes our nightmare

the feedback email i have send just now,
hope this email have reply to me with good answer


smile to my life in college and future

PS : the yesterday hurt in my heart is recover soon
=]

my laptop

today i am going The Mines with my mother
actually, today i`m quiet blur, cause i haven wake up from yesterday nightmare.
hope i will recover soon, and enjoy my life
i have but a new laptop for me, is not yesterday one 2.2k
even though that is not i want, but i will like it, cause it spend a lot of money to buy it
1.9k >.<''  maybe some of you all think that is very cheep,
but for me as student who still do not know to earn money is very big already
i have remove my file to my laptop, and that will be my world, i may type some short story(mandarin)
and do my activity with my laptop.

something have happen to me recently,
a bad minded at my mind that cannot remove it, a negative life
will happen if continue it, i must wake up and continue my life
Wesley you must wake up and continue your life in college and the other

i need more money

after i continue study at university, my pocket money is increase rapidly.
after analysis i need to spend money per week is:
petrol : rm40
parking : rm15
food : rm35

total is about rm90 it haven calculate with my phone bill and the other spend.
recently i need my mother to buy a laptop, yesterday i have research it
i have found that the brand i needed is over 1.7k and is it 2.2k =[
do not know what am i thinking, always want to but the 2.2k
and feel it is very important to me, when my mother said not need to buy so expensive
i feel very disappointed about it.......
actually my mother tell me that the IT items is always change and rapidly,
and the example is the mobile phone i use now
i have change my mobile phone since last year
the last phone is used about 4 years, but when i promise with my mother is 5 years,
actually, the reason want to change it cause i want to fixed it,cause it have let me face many problem.
actually,my mother is right , but do not know why am i so emotion to it.

i have spend a lot of money to get in study at college,
just hope that the first semester and get the job at college to becomes technical assistant.
to decrease my budget >.<

disslike

now i am at computer lab
i feel disslike about our college system
cause they never send the email notification email or sms very bad
and now today Wednesday i heard from my PDSM lecture said that the lecture also will not attend on next Monday. it the meeting is more important than our class ?
if like that better dun come to our class!!!

why i am so angry ?
the reason is you have absent 3 weeks, even though, you said will replace it,
but will it effective ? will it help us to improve study?
i am keep on asking to my own is it use to us
replace is good idea but will it make us stress in study in 2 times per week
i feel suffer now ... ...

*** *** *** *** *** *** *** ***
today, Wednesday when have the PDSM class
the study situation was not very good the lecture talking at in front some of the student are sleeping at behind.
even though the subject is hard to understand, but when you all listen carefully you all will know the useful of this module.

*** *** *** *** *** *** *** ***
just now my father was asking me that how was the applying the sin chew scholarship
and i just facing back to him, and typing the blog at in front of the computer, cause that is not reply from them
as i know from my friend just 8 student from UCTI are get  the interview for sin chew scholarship
haizzzz............
how do i do about it, that is no change for me to apply again for it.

achieve

just now, i have try to use "code blocks" 

actually, it is a software that type language in there 

i have try to create "hello world"

but i fail to do it, 

i lost to achieve the "goal" i scad that i could not do it, 

so i want faster to bu a laptop and try to do at university college 

and do it, if can i want to ask my friends who have try to do it before 

i would like to buy a Dell laptop 

i hope is not very expensive(below 2K)

just this for today

android work shop

yesterday, after class i have attend a group activity with my friend.
actually, i haven register it, before the deadline, but after that i still can attend it.
i wait for my friend, at the student service and we all go to library to read some book.
we have our lunch at cafeteria, we chat each other about our previous what we have travel.
until 2.30pm we have attend the activity in classroom, android work shop
it have been post on university college web page at webspace, its name android the sound was very interesting.
so i have attend it with my friend, at there we though that least people will attend it, but we are wrong.
it have attend by 35++ student with different level.
at there with another student who do not bring laptop ==''
cause we dun have it. i have bring the tump drive to there,
and bring the software and learn how to install it.
but after when i install i cant use it well maybe some step i have miss from origin.
but i want to have use the function before i forget it.
if can i want to buy a laptop in the klcc fair recently,
but dun have warranty, i dun want, if have warranty also
we need to go the far shop from my house,
but i was very enjoy to attend this activity, before the end of the class
the lecture was told us must master about Java Language before attend next lesson ==''
i am a foundation student, i do not know the basic one,and i need to crash up before the next lesson.

feel very fun to join this kind of activity and meet a lot friends.

friend classmate or other ?

today when i study in university college, i feel somethings wrong with my class.
when i have the PDSM class i know that the class will end early,
but the things i dislike is the classmate are not pay attention during the class.
even though this is not subject that we need it like mathematic or business.
we have paid it, we have paid the module fee, the university college need us study it.
that is the reason we study it, and some of us are need the concentration in the class.
they need the study environment
please help the other.
and one of them, i very dislike his attitude, and feel that
are he/she still human being just say someone like this !

improve

today when i have my, PDSM class (personal development and study method)
i have choose for group leader, i should feel very proud about it,
cause the group member are trust me. but at that movement i have problem with my nose.
i could not present well in front of them,
i feel very shame with my friend that  i said he wear blouse(sigh)
actually, i want to said about the clothes is enough already, but how can i do ?
when the lecturer make a conclusion for it.
what we should learn from the presentation,
*we should know how to do a team work
*we should choose a good leader to help us
*we should have time management between the time given by lecturer
*must understand by the instruction given by lecturer
but i think i just have done some of title that is number 1 and 4
i think i not be a good leader in this group the time management i think i am not so good in that.
i still have time to do this to upgrade myself
especially for my english

today i have visit my college library and find some book at there,
find some reference about the
accoutability
such a hard word to find... ...

gain some opinion from other

today, i was went to my new house with my mother and father and little brother.
actually we have make an appointment with an uncle to decide or make decision about the furniture
after we finish discus it, the uncle saw the door which my father buy it.
after the uncle saw he tel my both parents said that the door is cheap one.
or the worst pronounce is this a fake one!
the uncle explain to us that the word to build our furniture, door and other things
is make from a life tree, the life means its still life is not a dead tree.
but our door is make from a dead tree... ...
its sound too bad to my dad, cause he buy it from hardware shop.
my mother is told him, that we can buy it from other place,
but my father said that is too busy to went there... ...
now have became a nightmare for us to know it.
as matter of fact, we can avoid it from it happen.
my father can ask my mother opinion and the other, but he is very stubborn.
he want to it with him self, now have became matter.
i have learn somethings from this matter, we should be share opinion and ask for more if we all are not understand it. please dun be shame or stubborn to ask question.

my first week of study in my university life

so long that i do not update my blog and need to wait a day to write my post for my university life.
after the orientation, i started my study i have print out my timetable from my university web side.
i have prepare well at all, i start for my new life, new challenge.
after i reach the university and the time start for my first class, i just have been told that
my lecturer is absent, cause sick i heart was broken just like a mirror wall.
but i have a nice study in my first week, cause i have know some friends name in my lecturer and tutorial
in the first semester, i have my module for
introduce to business,
English,
personal development&study method
and mathematics. most of the module have the same teacher in lecturer and tutorials
some of the lecturer are very straight at all feel that i am still studying in school (laugh)
i have becomes a assistant of class monitor in tutorials and i have collect the email address
and create a group at there to improve our class friend relationship, now it works very well,
hope we all can use it well in future.

just saw my secondary school friends profile, they all have the the marathon at Putrajaya.
some of them are started missing each other and try to snap picture with each other
i was try to do some video clip to them when the foraging on 4th of November 2011
i try to have collect some picture in Facebook and try to a GOOD video
but i lost to collect picture......, hope i can do it and try to present it.

i have apply scholarship for the JPA department but i fail in to have interview!!!
so sad, what can i do ? just smile to it i still have chance

this is all about my life recently=)

feel suffer

today is the end of the orientation, next weak i will start for my study.
my friend garu chong have been go to over sea, Singapore for further study in nursing.
some of my friends are study at MSU, tarcollege, UTAR, Uniten, UCSI, Taylor, INTI and other.
its too many to say it all so i just mention most of my friend and my best friend.
i am feeling suffer, am  i lost my friends ?

today the head of foundation academic is told us that are the foundation is not a relax year,
we all can not think that we can relax at all, in the auditorium the senior of academic, Suresh
tell us about the bad things and some good things.
i am asking myself am i choose correct to study at private university ?

the things i can do now is do the best in my study

first day of college

today is my first day college life, yesterday i was sleep early cause feel very excited and stress.

i set up my alarm wake up on 6a.m. 

but before that i was wake up already, do not know the reason why. 

maybe is i sleep early yesterday. 

when i went out to college the traffic jam is already reach until my house. 

lucky i was early went out, if not i will be late to go my college. 

after i reach there i was feel very excited, 

that i am a student in higher education. before the orientation start i was doing my payment and the other at the office. the orientation start on 10a.m. before the orientation start i have meet a new friend. we chat to each other. 

when the orientation start, i know more detail about my university. actually, this education center is create on 1993 and it was change to university on 2004 so it have 2 different names. 

and most of the professor are talking about they get two awards from the prime minister recently. 

they are 1 of the private university which are good to give this awards.

in the orientation, i am learn a new thing that we can not "play" Facebook. 

the professor tell us the reason is everyone in the Malaysia have a Facebook account. 

when we all have interview with our company in future most of them will check our facebook. 

this is my first day in my college life.

stress

i do not know i am in stress or other, i was receive a "paper" from my father.
when i touch it, i was feel that my whole body are very heavy,
i am asking myself this is your last choice, you can not return back,
 you are not Kai Fu Lee you are Lim Wesley;
you are not in America, you are in Malaysia;
you are not a great student, you just a normal student.
i will continue study at UCTI, University college technology innovation.
i will spend my father money in my study, it was not a good things now,
cause i feel very ...... stress. the reason i still do not know.
it is a good choice to study in private university?
i just hope i can hold this 4 years. maybe i will start to have a small tuition class.
for any form just for mathematic, additional mathematic, account.
hope that i can do this in well.

我的成绩 SPM

忙了一整天，终于能够放下心情写自己的部落各。
用华语，比较容易表达一切。昨天，我早上9点，就自己驾车到学校。
说真的，要习惯这辆车还真得有点困难。不过自己还是顺顺利利到达学校。
在学校，我见到几位朋友已到那儿，我们有聊天，就聊最近的我们如何。
之后，看到很多朋友都到达，有机为朋友开始染头发，我不知道自己应不应该这么说。
他们开始成熟，会打扮自己。11点多的时候，老师开始宣布我们的成绩。
其实，老师不用说我们心里面也知道那几位同学会拿到好成绩。
之后，就是我的心里最紧张的时刻。拿自己的成绩……
5个A、3个B、2个C 自己也说不上是高兴还是伤心。
高兴的是我进步了，伤心的是，我不能够拿到折扣或是奖学金。
但终结来说，我对这次的成绩很满意。
之后，我很想跑证件学校，和我的朋友说自己的成绩。
但也知能够和一部分的朋友说，今年的中5生有几班不能够和他们说出来。
之后我和一班朋友到附近的餐馆进食。
没想到老爸这个时候打电话来，问我到了那里了没？
我还没和朋友分享喜事，就被他叫去了……
就这样结束我的一整天。
之后，有和一些小学朋友联络。问问他们的近况和成绩。

**************************************************************
我花了很多时间才想得出要写些什么。因为这是对我身边的朋友说的话。

To我的小学朋友: 有很多位老朋友，我很久没有见到你们。有些已经工作以及有些人继续升学。
有些人则装作不认识我。但我还是想说，你们依然还是我的朋友。在未来偶然见面，我会和你们大招呼。就这么多，因为有很多话需要见面才能够说出来。哈哈

To我的中学朋友：这里我又很多东西可以和大家说因为有很多不同年级的朋友，我有话对你们说，
中2的朋友：到学校你们看到我很兴奋，我问你们怎么？你们说很久没见到我，当我只到这过后，我很感谢你们，因为你们还记得我这位坏人哥哥，哈！哈！如果有机会我也会和你们见面的，希望我们在未来会保持联络。

中3的朋友：见到你们全部却不多，有几位我在课室外见到，你们还和以前一样那么开朗。今年你们会考重要的文凭，希望你们能够加油努力。

中4的朋友：和你们的接触是因为，华文学会举办活动。我觉得认识朋友就这么奇妙我不认识你们全部和你们没有关系，第一次接触我们就开始和作完成任务。高一的生活有些尼们还不能够适应，也很麻木自己的目标，不知道自己要做些什么，我希望你们能够尽早找到自己的性去和千里马让自己可以在未来发展。

中5的朋友：认识你们是因为一些是和我同一间小学。之后慢慢和你们接触和交谈。今年的你们即将面对大马教育文凭，我相信年们一定行，成绩也一定比我更好！因为我看到你们的决心。还没完成自己的中学就开始到教育展寻找自己的未来课程和学院。我相信你们一定行！一定最棒！


和我同年的朋友：……………………千言万语很想和你们说和你们分享。和你们一起度过4、5年，从之前害羞的我们，如今我们放心的和对方交谈一切。我们即将毕业分散的地方也更广大业很难知道对方在哪里又怎样了？如果有机会我会尝试早一个时间让我们聚在一起让我们聊个够本哈哈。在最后我希望大家在未来过的平平安安以及欢乐的生活^^

我的学哥学姐：我一直很想和你们说声谢谢，谢谢你们能够给我一些意见和劝告，让我在学业上的成绩取得优良。

我的亲戚们：我们还是会在家乡见面，就这么多哈哈

driving test

yesterday, do not know what is the reason why i can not type the post. 

today, was feel very lucky that i can type blog post.

okay......i will continue to said about my driving test.

early in the morning 6 o`clock i went up from my bed. 

not any feeling about excited or scad just like a normal day......

i though that i need to go there very early,

but that is wrong, i went to there on 8.30 still haven start at there 

my company though me to there and let me alone at there and sat good luck to me 

just that only, am i feel alone at that time ? who know 

i just can said i feel .......

at there i am waiting for the instruction from the JPJ 

when i waiting i saw my friend, Amira who was the best student at my school,

SMK Bandar Damai Perdana.

so lucky i can meet her and keep on asking her about recently what is she doing XD （gossip）

she was in part 2 and i was still waiting at there...... 

i cant imaging that this place can let 49 people for driving test 

i am in part 3, at that movement i feel very scad now.

at the place got uncle work as worker to help JPJ 

the worker make us feel very stress,

 when a student test the worker park the car 

with very fast speed and very close to the car

 i can said it almost crash the car with the student.

when is my turn, i get in the car i was feel very blur am i setting a wrong car ?

can u all imaging that the gear just like a lolipop, 

and the lolipop does not have it head......

never mind, this okay for me i can do well in this exam 

after finish for the mountains i am going for test for parking 

OMG!!! there is different when i learn, i almost violated the pole 

but luck i have pass it , when i finish doing for the 3 turning point the JPJ was calling me go there 

i was feel very scad what am i doing wrong ?

when i go there he just let me sign the form, when i have a view on my result i was pass for the 3 test = =''

at that movement i understand he means, he feel very lazy to wait me for parking the car 

just let me sign the form and he can go back his office......

after that is 12.10pm we can have our lunch and went back to the office for the test part 3 

and i have meet a new friend at there, when 1 pm i have my test for part 3 test on the road 

when i start the car i was forget to free my gear and the JPJ 

make a big cross in front of me......

after that when i finish the test i have score 17/20

i have pass !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha just this for the driving test