life started to be boring

as per title, currently i am reading a motivation book, but funny part is i din motivated to read, is not because of book content too bored but is my life is too bored, is huge problem for me. i din know what happen to me and what should i do for the changes to bring back my motivation. feel like wanted to chat with other people, but dunno how to start a conversation or dunno how to continue a conversation. life started to be bored for my this age

think and dream

sitting in front of pc, thinking about this year August can be happen or not?
my mind is full of question mark, white screen and feel the fear from heart
one of the result is release, when the result is full release it will begin something or something never begin

reading all the motivation book is interest thing and motivating me, but if my heart was full with above statement, i will not be motivated :(

a lot of things need to be purchase and din fill with priority yet

dunno what is the number of the day already

an interest day

today work for me be more interesting, and i meet my team lead for developer, she was on leave for training and CNY holiday together. as usual morning i start to read the ebook again and to be more practical, and i already start scad when team lead i need to improve one report, and the nervous start increase very fast, and i have the team briefing, basically i feel i am in the board and i feel i feel if not work hard i will be remove, it feel complicated, when having team briefing, i was so excited because of business intelligence, the was my scope in my fyp, even though they might only lunch end of this year as their target,

lot of things to improve lot of things need to be schedule

a chance

not sure is how many day already, feel blank.
2 days before supervisor assign me a development project, obviously i am excited, but sad part is i am doing alone, and the day after i am transfer to another department in develop but not support. for trail 30 days. if bad performance than will switch back to support team, what i hope is stay until the end of intern this is what i hope for this intern, getting experience in develop software environment. another day to begin for today

my mistake

yesterday i feel i was fool to ask hr why din put me in intern in developer side, as i get the answer is because of i fail developer part during interview, so sad and so bad, what can i do is just continue doing for this work first, because i haven done anything

sometime you need to ask for you right

today intern is still normal, traffic is okay but dunno what will happen on tomorrow,
today i have try some of my task with the help from senior, after i done it, i feel empty and dunno what to do, because the task is not what i request and what he (one of the management from company) said to me. the job future is challenging but it did not help for my study and career,

what i wanted to do for internship is try to help me in FYP for level 3

just hope tomorrow i can tell them or share them what is my opinion

intern day 2

first day of intern

today is my first day intern, nothing special happen in work
but something happen around me, least traffic jam, due to cny mode havent off
first time create account atm card stuck inside machine
lol

work detail not interest, remember a lot of people remind us dun because of first step than you give up, maybe there is a lot of interest thing at the back

and i can plan other things.

please dun give up so easy

CNY 2014

in between 3 days of celebration CNY 2014 a lot of things happen, just like malaysia a lot of things is happening around. and i hope still can remember things in detail

nian 30
as usual as previous working in father restaurant, every year when i work during CNY i feel very stress, stress not because of many people, stress because of customer is decreasing, as i can feel it dropping year by year, before 1pm i can go back home to pack up my clothes for balik kampung,

back to home the most hate things, is little brother is playing online game in front of pc, while everyone is busy for CNY, he is 12 years old already and do not know basic management, as i pack up everything, i got the feeling of bored. and i start wondering why is it happened to me, as i remember usually i will be super excited, am i old? i dun think so. lucky father is back and i can stop thinking about it. and i really feel old that forget few items that should be done during CNY LOL

on the journey back to hometown saw one honda city almost had accident due to miss control, and i dun understand the driver should can drive fast (around 115km/h) just like nothing happen, and start thinking why is it happen? if i was the driver, what i will do that time? as my age grew up that is a change i will drive for this journey

today grandma house got some new guess, which is my uncle who never come back on nian 30, and my cousin almost cannot recognize them, i believe got around 10 years never meet them, and some of them is studying at Taiwan, what i feel is lucky caused i can communicate with them and get some information about travel to taiwan and their status, and i just know they are coming for awhile, will back kl around 9,30pm at that night i can saw everyone is using their smartphone, but lucky we still can chat about our current status, and most of the people said i become thinner which i currently still dun believe it LOL, that night we din gamble, not sure is what reason

chor 1
early morning i wake up as usual and i start touch my phone just like usual and like other people insta and facebook status or picture, and i still cannot cure for this habit, and this is the day i start for my gamble and i din win LOL and i stop playing, and i cannot believe my brother start playing, today is the day super double hot and i have bath for 3 times for this day, at night we went to tanjung emas for our small eat as usual some fish ball, ABC ice, liang shui, after that we went to sea side for walking and take pictures, below is the result

unbelievable, after one year they clean up and it become more beautiful 

front view 

everyone also said, ABC ice become smaller 

......fish ball also ...... (sigh) 

i keep my words for this rojak 

they redo last time when we was kid, what we, but is too heavy 

part of our generation 

act funny face 

ghost face 1

with pretty cousin 

ghost face 2, even is CNY LOL

ｏopps why all move we haven take picture

after small eat 

yup this is the one , we are still young 

after that i went to another grandma house, as i predict i will come back kl early 

at there i feel very tired, and i just went there and sleep, no people is there and not enough people for mahjong 

chor 2, 

after watching one tv program (china speed dating) than one lovely cousin come who always apps and sms me, but funny part is we din talk much like the end of conversation of apps is end for our topic, 

than start mahjong and i still lose LOL at night i went back to father grandma house and went for reunion dinner before heading back to kl, and this time for my first time i wait for dinner for 1 hour and 45 minutes, and 18 people can finish meals for 30 minutes. the reason of waiting so long is because number of chief is 3 people and number of table that haven  have meal is more than 10 tables, and the most sad part is the waiter tell us that they have sotong meal, and end up they dun have stock for sotong and din take our order at list, but keep on telling us have. from this action it reflect his attitude, and i have some thinking about it on me but lucky we still can be patient and take photo 

and during going back kl i am driving and i feel okay, not very stress and everything is okay

the end of CNY story 

change of plan

yesterday receive a big nuclear boom, for my entire life, i never though i will receive it, and it make me could not do the trip, maybe is good signal for me from the good that i should stop it.

day 189: project might terminated

college talk 大学生了没

i should have my revision for my tuesday math test. but today i totally i din do it at all and just watch this taiwan tv program,

according to my video record (downloaded) i started watch it at the end of december 2012 can said already watch 1 year plus, can consider the 2nd tv program i like the most after jacky wu program guess

the tv program will invited 16 different college student to this program and discuss some interesting topic, some of my knowledge and information also getting from here, the sad part is some of the malaysia information also getting from here basically the program show from mon - fri 11pm at taiwan, unbelievable some of the website after one hour you can watch it already.

due to this program they can produce some future artist for singing, dancing, and other,

just for past few days i watch the interest topic on year 2012 that i miss out

hope this program can last longer

left for 193 days (feel like countdown for upsr or ?)

the fear before journey start

yesterday night have the fear during i get to sleep, the screen shows me, i am crying at the side of the road, because of cannot reach the destination on time, the fear is true enough and scare enough for me,

countdown day: 200

a first step to design travel

i believe, i am the most stupid and idiot person to said travel in west malaysia for 2 months,
some people would said where you get the budget? (from saving)
how you want to travel? (By bicycle)
do you have the ability ? (start to do gym to train my body ability since last year 2013 feb)
why you need travel now as a university student? (scad no time in future)

a lot of question might ask me that potential will stop me to travel, but i not scad to face the question because might have some question i never think before and i will included the potential problem in my list

i already prepare a list of place to travel but still haven complete, as soon as i complete it i will publish it here, and i created a page for this travel here is the link

limwesley travel 2014

just wish me hope that this travel can be true
count down day: 201 days to go ..........

movie for my break

seriously watch movie for this time really make my bankrupt total watch 3 movies for this small break but i dun think i will watch the other cause on chu xi there is 3 movies i will watch lol, after purchase 3 movies ticket i understand the "important" of early birth, early birth movie damm cheap is like having 50% discount lol from rm15 become rm 7
a bit regret now but at leat have some fun at night shows
3 movies i watch is 47 ronin, police story 2013, and yesterday i watch the secret life of walter mitty
every movies is awesome, except for 47 ronin the ending part is too sad
police story 2013, for my opinion is very good story, even the action part is low, but overall is very nice, it bring the meaning for the Christmas shows home,

for the secret life of walter mitty when i watch it, i can feel i am in the movie travel to the world, i hope what i have plan for next year the plan still work, and i still continue searching for resources

broga hill trip, shi na duo 23-12-2013

another trip to broga hill with different group of people, this plan was done by me long time ago, many friends said is too early to do this, maybe is correct for them, but for me, i would like to prepare early, is due to someone have date before i request them to come. and i am very lucky that i can invite a geng. even some of the plan could not do due to some condition (very tired and some people cannot do it) but overall is very good experience
below is the pictures we take

could not take a good quality picture for the dark view,  if possible i want to have a camera to capture this view and post it on here

 no sunshine for today trip, all cloud is cover up to the sky, and it make us feel in the genting

 part of the hill

 house area in semenyih

 the most difficult part to climb all of it was rock and it was dangerous

 here start our temple trip

 could not take his front due to facing to the sun

 unbelievable can meet this in temple but not in fruit garden

 the king of fruit in malaysia is appear in temple

 the animal year that i born

 good view for at the bridge

100 Doraemon at viva home expo

Be a childish a day with my friend, haha actually decide to visit Doraemon long time ago, now is the change 21122013 a meaning number for me to visit Doraemon, previously i dun have the brave and power to take picture with some action, but from here , you can saw i am acting different action, i miss the movement wen i was kid and i only can miss them when i recall my memories :) when i challenge my life i hope i din recall it.
now is the time i recall my memories. i have lost the feeling when  the movement i reach to 100 Doraemon expo, just continue with my pictures

entrance picture

time machine 

process of making a robot cat 

i am the big rat 

the door

Thanks to this pro cameraman

and i need this for my exam !!!

acting the Doraemon action 

attend someone wedding guess who wedding ?

please forgive me 

chilling in the ground 

during catch this photo, this guys was catch by me and take picture with him

my ears is very painful ~

sorry Doraemon 

good teacher

be brave Doraemon and Nobita 

i catch you Doraemon wakakaka

time to change the world

 

spend 3 hours in this hall, damm tired, but overall is nice, especially when taking pictures, a lot Malaysian know the taking picture is very difficult due to too many people, and they understand that, after taking pictures everyone will quickly stand away and let other people have chance to take pictures :) if i dint went for this expo, i dint know Malaysians have very good attitude LOL