said something to my life

dun because of study than you go for study
dun just because of life you are working
you can because of interesting life you are working on it.

6th dec 2013
in morning saw few of my friends blog said the friend is try to used them as own benefits, university friends to more trust in between, i dunno this would happen to me or not, but until now i can said haven

late in night receive another sample of work, feeling down, dunno can finish by due date or not, colleague always said can and can get distinction, and i still trust him.......
currently what i can do is, do all my best. late night, and i think i need to start over night cant sleep well one.

7th dec 2013
Late night using mobile apps to type in blog. Cant sleep every time close my eye the brain still function as think a lot of negative things. Feeling sad to myself and emo......
Emo because why couldn't I used this time to think about my assignment? Why?
The fear is coming back to occupy my heart. I am not sure am I choose the right path to continue study at university level. I am so afraid I choose wrong path.

11th dec 2013

when lecturer mention the trip he have, my desire of a trip become stronger, and i hope next year i can travel malaysia, still have long way to go for planing this trip 

i just hope i can do it as what i have plan 

travel different shopping mall

last Wednesday started my holiday for 2 weeks ++
Friday decide to go few places to take some pictures with the Christmas decoration and collect back my laptop
so the place i went is KLCC, Pavilion and Low Yat Plaza below is the pictures of decorations in shopping mall

 

Christmas family dinner table 

2 huge bear and Santa at the center of Suria KLCC

Raining day, unable to take picture with this huge Christmas tree 

overview decoration at level 1 suria KLCC 

Pavilion KL front entrance 

Line with Christmas tree

foreign family visit to Malaysia also like to take pictures with Santa :) 

unbelievable they can bring this to shopping mall  

it was very difficult for me to find bukit bintang from pavilion kl , and i learn from lesson dun try to recognize building color to recognize road it will make you more lost 

more post with photo will upload to here for my past few days holiday :)

i don`t know why

i don`t know why i become so lazy and demotivate for this semester, lazy and demotivate in all module and dunno what is my life target and objective.
but i still have the fear of fail for the module, and i still could not wake up from and become hard working and be motivate to study.

current time is 12:31pm 23rd November 2013
i should start to do my assignment since 10:15am, and i still dunno why i cant start typing for it and think about it.

is it because of watch too much of movie?
read too much of others book?
play too much of apps?
too frequent to social network?
too much of............

every thing is too much.......

just hope i can wake up from this and get the task and assignment done.

secondary school carnival + art expo malaysia 2013 visit setia walk + watch movie "about time"

actually this post is happen last week, but i just write the title and close it,
after saw yangbaibei update her trip to bangkok, i cannot hold on and i just start writing post
early morning last Saturday already decide to go secondary school and go to art expo 2013, actually the original plan was not like that, original plan was go to friend shop and art expo, but promise my friend go back than i go back secondary school.
went back to school some of teacher still recognize me and my year graduation, just saw only me and other junior who graduate also come back

chinese cultural club 

how teacher is shouting with the students haha, feel teacher still young, she din saw me due to too busy

the junior who i promise in facebook will come back 

after having breakfast and health check (back result for health check) 

prepare for my next distination art expo 2013 locate at MATRADE Exhibition & Convention Centre

actually i dunno how to went there i fill full tank for my petrol before i start my journey, unfortunately something happen i think is because of the health result make me scad and tention and i have to stop in Petronas because i did a stupid mistake again. 

leave touch n go card on top of car and start engine and leave , most worse thing is l leave my car key inside the car and look the car. 

for the first thing come out from my mind is i want to suicide already if father know about this things happen. 

in between waiting my mom bring the spare key from house, i start to think why am i need to think about suicide? i believe the reason is because of my father too scad for me, and i start to think about my future , the future after getting children. 

during the art expo 2013, i find out the funny thing, a big art look like 3D and including me most of the people getting close to the image and look at the side see whether is 3D or 2D (the art is 2D but the artist draw it look like 3D) unlucky i could take this art photo due to the restriction. 

here is the some of the photo i take in art expo 2013

after art expo 2013 haven decide to go back home, but go to setia walk to have a look of building and trend, and watch a movie call "about time" 

is a love story movie, why i like to watch it because the female main actor is Rachel McAdams !!!!!!

who also main actor for other love story movie example "The Vow", "The notebook", and same story line as "about time" -> "time travel's wife" 

love this movie very much learn some lesson from movie, 

 - even you can travel time to change something, but you cannot remain other as same result

 - every stage of life is bring different meaning

 - Try to do the best of your daily life, make different of you from yesterday 

the director very powerful, at the last 30 mins of movie, the main actor din used time travel but choose to live peaceful for a day and continue for other day, maybe that day is sucks for you at least you feel suck and when travel back again try to do a different way such as

 - smile to the front-end staff of a restaurant shop, it might provide you discount

 - try to make an ugly face when boss review your friend proposal to inform him

hope the couple saw my post and will go and watch this movie