quality and efficiency

today go to university, just because of the meeting.
today meeting is mention about the efficiency of the member in the team.
i can observe that our team quality is not good as previous, example is me, i do not know anything, even i am  a department assistant, but i know where is my standard in the team and what is my knowledge standard in the team. my head is more efficiency and more knowledge than me, i cannot replace his position in current and cannot imaging what will happened when he leave the team.

in my mind i have imaging if i apply classes for the team and i know is not efficiency and useless

《金陵十三釵》

一定会有朋友说我变了，我看成人电影。但我觉得《金陵十三釵》

不是什么成人电影我反而认为是一部……成长电影吧。

其实整个故事是在述说着14位来自__女院的女人从完全不看着14教堂上的女孩演变成着代替这14位教堂女孩去应付日本鬼子。从这部电影我有看出另外一种友谊关系。

老实说我常看不起女孩们老是那些什么理由，总是让我们去做一些他们不想做的事情。还说什么男女平等，我从来不相信这套。

但是看了这一部电影，我只能说女孩们或许还没发挥它们的力量，否则会让我们男生也能够好看。

或许大家也不相信我看了11部电影在这48个小时。但如果是我的弟弟们都知道我看店一个的技巧是怎么样。我很想对着11部电影的导演说声道歉。道歉我没买正版光碟也道歉我没美好好官看他们的伟大作品。

《搜查》

另一部电影我又在观看=='' 。从这一部电影我有发现到科技的可怕。
“人肉搜查”说实在的其实我有想过如果人肉搜查的后果是很难想象。
就如这部电影一样，让大家都认识这位不让座位的女士成为网络红人，每个人都在开骂。
但没有人知道他背后的故事。淋巴癌的女士的痛苦。
1个星期结束自己的生命。
这个故事的背后虽然来自网上小说，但不知什么时候它会变成我们社会的一部分。
《搜查》的故事虽然不怎么吸引但还是能让我去注意它。

《桃姐》

对自己的约法三章看来是行不通，昨天对自己说，昨天是最后一天，但是还是无法做到。

这一章是关于《桃姐》，从报章上看到这部电影的时候，我就觉得这部电影的吸引力超强。

但还是因为自己的时间不允许，到最后还不能到电影去观看。

科技的威力让我的心与脑无法接受的事实，一部电影能够被盗版流入黑市是需要一至两个月的时间。但现在最新的电影只需2个星期就能够在网上观看。

我对于一个作品的批评是非常的差，因为无法仔细的解释的关系。我只能说这部电影就像《那些年，我么一起追的女孩》一样摄影很简单，故事也很单纯，就因为这样的电影我才观看到动心。观看期间，我在想在现实我们还有多少位这样的桃姐一样照顾我们的家里大小。

我不想批评或意见，就让未来的自己回访自己对电影的感觉。

这又是另外一本书关于桃姐，我不知道自己有没有能力观看这本书，我知道自己有能力购买但观看有时另外一回事。

家里还有很多书籍还没观看，希望自己多花些时间在于观看自己购买书本。 

回去温习功课 不要再管看影片了！！！！！！！！！！！ 

第一次 [电影]

很久没有打中文字，现在写起来有点不顺，
今天我要介绍一部电影 《第一次》。

最近网上很容易找到最新的电影，就好像这部电影上个月头才上映，这个月可以上网看到。

看到很多王明批评这部电影的次序有混乱，我承认当他的录影带换去B 的时候，我就发现不对劲了，但到最后，我个人觉得很满意，也很喜欢。

这是我第二次看杨颖AngelaBaby 爱情电影，感觉上是不错。之前从报道上看过他和其他男明星传绯闻，但不知道这位明星的影片，但看了之后觉得蛮不错。现在这等他出个人专辑。 

至于这个影片从哪儿下载就要私底下和我拿XD

interest and direction

a person have a lot of interest including myself
but without planning your interest will be useless
example currently, i have a lot of interest would like to do,
i want to learn OO programming, c programming from Standford University
i would like to learn how to insert database into a website
learn java data validation type,
and most important is implement a class for TA team
i have a lot of dream in my mind like a child dreaming about future job,
but i need to manage it ! i not sure how many time i have been mention about it, and the result is improve a little and drop

i not need just manage myself and i need to manage my friend, i mean let them know what am i doing currently. so that they can corporate with me and take few task from me.

i know it sound like idiot but, i dun means my friend should take all my job and task, just help me to separate  task from me

ending of suffering

ending of suffering, it sounds very good, but it does not happen to me,
after the end of semester i review back my degree level 1 sem 1 what i have been learn
but i could not answer it, and i know the reason why
i cloud not corporate with other members in my assignment,
i could not finish my tutorial question for each module.
i know some of my friends will said i am bored. why am i mention i could finish tutorial question and other things

but this is the things that i reborn my own self from being lazy student, this is what i can said

i need efficiency timetable

i dunno why i totally stress up for my assignment, i need an efficiency timetable for my life

i have a lot of dreams for my future since i was kid, but i cannot let the dream becomes true, due to facing long time to solve the bugs and forces from the journal that i travel.

i cannot blame on others for my fault that i make. haiz...... (sigh)
continue my java for more than 100bugs that i need to solve
and other tutorial question.

a busted day ==''

as mention yesterday post, i have invite by supervisor for the meeting i though i will be scold by him in the meeting but it does not, i have been invite be a board members = ='' i was a bit surprised, when he announced it, i though it will happened in my dream.

now i will be more responsible and more stress !!!

continue my java now

tomorrow is another big day

on Monday or early than that, i receive a message or special task from my supervisor, to do something and stay back on this Thursday after 6pm in lab, i do not know what task he want to past to me or i did somethings wrong and he want to punish me on tomorrow, just wait only i cant think so many things, because i still have a lot of think need to be complete especially the study

continue my study now

the day before birthday

The title like very very strange, but is true this post is write a day before my birthday

a day end of June and a day before of July. 

i wake up very early like 5.15 pm, due to i find out the solution for the program i create yesterday night

and after that i could not sleep just because i to excited for solving a problem. 

after having my breakfast i meet my secondary school junior at our school 

when i meet them like obviously they will be stay at there din movie, due to my new hairstyle

after that we meet together at restaurant, and she is with us and i try to chat her, but i fail to do so ==''

seriously my mind is totally blind, i dunno how to talk with her, what i do is just listen her only, and know some new things from her, when she try to chat with my sister, i dunno why i feel my sister always look at me, she look like is she taking the chances of me to talk to her, i want to tell her, she never did that, caused i dun have the chance to chat with her also==''

in this small gathering, i just know they still contact each other and have gathering, that is the things make me feel happy that they still contact each other, i dunno this can last how long, but i hope it will last until the end of the world. 

and my status, i will wait until a person tell me, or i will continue loving her alone until ....... the day i dunno also 

long time

since last time i call you is like2 years ago, i remember that time i call you for the sport reason, yesterday call back to you again, it was such a good recall for me

timetable

Recently,i always build weekly timetable for myself,but for sure is, i cannot always follow it, the reason is everyday always got somethings happen and i could not finish my task according my timetable
what should i do

be a bad guy

i will be a bad guy, a very very bed guy
why? because i will leave a group for my assignment and join the other to release my load
it was make me feel very tired and tired and i feel dun want to stay more longer at this situation so i decide to leave

to my friend who shock to saw this, so sorry this is me, i cannot stay more longer in this situation

complaint

on last friday 15-06-2012
have group work with assignment, i though my group mate will do some efficiency work to me
but this is the dream that cannot be done,
the result is they spend 2.15 hours, they just do 1.5 hours work to me,
and one of them are not doing work at all.
i wanted start to complaint them, but i din do that, as i always tell myself no people can be perfect
when i start to discuss with them another assignment, they make a joke said that they want to get or hired people to do that assignment, i eventually very shock, when he saying that,
feel want to ask them a question, "Why are you studying at here ?Since you would like hired or get help from others to finish your task"

i just can tell my own i am unlucky this time

not feel well

now is 11.30 pm actually i on the since 9.30 but i cannot sleep well because of assignment
i feel very scad in this semester, i feel i still not learning something, other senior in this level and sem
was learning a lot, this will make me feel scad
i feel i am far from the society trend
tired and cant sleep
such a horrible night for me

brother (continue)

sometime i feel i am fail to be brother, because i cannot control and be good with my 2 little brother.

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today feel so emo because of assignment again

assignment assignment you are now my big headache things in my university life, i would like to kick you out from headache mind !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

cant write more already haha

(under crazy mood, due to crazy thinking again)

brother

hahaha big lough for 3 time
this is one of the way release stress, before 3.30 o'clock today i was very stress for past 1 week, after that time i was a bit release, but not using laughing 3 time, is chatting to someone.
it sound like idiot, a male using chatting to release stress but not gaming but is true to tell that this is true for me.
because i not a good gamer XD
talking about today, i am chatting with one junior from my secondary school, our topic to talk is very huge and time spending is very long we talk from academic, life, friend, even our behavior, impression for other.

now someone is wondering what is the relation topic and content? the topic should be chatting or gathering.
because, during the chatting, the impression i give to mu junior in the past few years is not just a senior, is also like a brother, and i just remember the same impression i give to other junior the following place, but follow is to my junior dialog


Jusco movie + your house : congratulation, you have been find your life destination and study in mmu with courses you would like to take, you said your friends from secondary school are getting least contact to you, but i told you, you are wrong because most of you want to come out but scad they are very busy, when you try to contact them and ask them, they will try to find time for to gather.


TTJ old town : lucky you din go Segi university study as you dun listen my advice, and continue study at Sunway, if you follow i will feel regards for my whole life, because you are following my instruction not your heart


mines old town + YQ camp : i dunno when you will come back from your PLKN, just remind you again that the Segi university study environment is not so good, you can ask your sister opinion, dun be always so sad with your life condition, it might become good in future. if i not mistake our first chatting is related to curricular marks XD


pat kin pat sun cafe + YQ camp:  today i was chatting with you, thanks for you spending time to me to release my stress, it makes me happy and smile always until current i am typing this post i also feel happily (crazy condition)

same primary school + YQ camp: hahaha you are the first girl to tell me that i act a brother, same primary school with you, still remember i know you from  "_ _  L_ _ _" girl and first time to chatting topic is regarding camp and invite other people. 

and other i forget already because i spending 2 hours to type this content    XD

my degree lvl 1 sem1 mid term semester break

how was my sem break holiday ?
i cannot define by one word, because it was not just fun, boring , great, good, happy, sad.
is all together. as mention previous post,
i have made time table for this ween, so how was the result of it?
i just can give 60% to myself, compare foundation year it was becomes worst
the reason is my group members did not come to college, and i cannot update and conduct the meeting and separate task. should i blame them or i should blame myself that did not care the other and did not give them free time to do their things.

i have post to fb that, we will have another meeting on tomorrow i hope they will come.
tomorrow, i will conduct three meeting, and i hope i can do it.

FUDCon KL 2012

have my first time event in my college,
this post supposed is updated and post already, but i dunno why it still in the draft
i have bad habit, never record on time, and times is going i will be forget about the event.

anyway FUDCon KL 2012 is a great event i have, but it still have a lot of improvement need to be done
at other country they setup for 1 years, but us is setup by 8 weeks,

but everything still okay =)