close for the old start for the new

just finish my last paper, PDSM yesterday, it just over. i think i have answer the best for my paper, i have practice and redo for few previous exercise. now just wait after 2 months for my result release, i hope can pass it, cause i very sad and stress if i not pass, cause i will redo module, i just hope this do not happen on me.

also the same things on yesterday, i could not attend for the play wit my college friends  again, haiz......
feel i am so noob to said the reason, i do not know how to go there and back.
the next reason is i do not have enough money to go there, but by next semester i would not like this, cause i will earn some money by being a technical assistant. even is not too much, but it is enough for me gua. haha

still the same things on yesterday, i have knew that YQ11 is going on, and this time i hope that i would like to be a committee, to have fun at there.

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this is for today, the attendance issue again is still very hard to do, but today is the best way have been done.
suddenly, there is the person ho said that they do not heart their name and turn for presentation .
it sound feel very nonsense i call up their name and they always have respond on yesterday why suddenly
said......
i do not know how can this happen.
but as the final we can solve it.

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next week is my second semester i hope that i can have a happy day for it.

get trouble again

actually is not a real trouble, but it will effect my situation,
today when i have lunch, a classmate calling me asking about the MQA group
let me help him check for it,
after i check for him, i have found that he never join the group and never attend the class also.
he ask me can he join our group.
i am feel surprised what he said to me, and now i still discuss with my group,
and i hope that there is a solution.

i know that sound heard like i am useless,
but i really cant do anythings to my friend attitude

i just hope this have a solution for it......

one stop and again

today just having my first exam in exam hall,
the location is not at the main campus is at BBJ
the exam is for ITB, it could not said very hard cause i have study on it,
but still have few question is hard to answer for it.

just now my mother is scold me for saying that i am not learning anythings in IT
the home desktop have problem i could not fixed it,
i just start for my college life just in foundation and just first semester.
haiz...... if can i would like to search the information at internet or search the books from library
to do my own task more better.

next semester i will interview for the technical assistant at college
hope i can apply for it.
just this, nothing special and details.

is not the worst

just now saw my friend blog, she was trying to said sorry to one of her friend that have been ignore.
even though the person she mention is not me but after i view the blog i have feel that i have care by someone.
yes i know the sound heard like i am narcissism, but i dun care as long as the blog is touching me enough.

furthermore, even yesterday is my worst day, it did not means i am the worst in the world,
i hope that i can stand for it and will continue my life after this.
tomorrow is my first exam for my life in college, before this just have small test,
and 6 more days i will have the MQA module and need to face them again.
i hope the situation will not worse than yesterday.
and next week i will start my next semester.
the world will be better

am i doing wrong or right ?

Now I at my new house, without wi-fi or internet, but I still write the blog post by using word.

Just now at college I have a big impact on me, as a leader, a student, a friend I could not play a good example, I do not know whether is my false or not.

I always help the lecturer to change the slides and taking the attendance. Today, is a different way to take our attendance, the way is making worst to take it, and before the class end, one of the student come in front of me and ask me about the attendance why suddenly said the four “letter” words to me I feel that I want to ask myself that what am I doing wrong.

During my moral presentation, almost all the audiences went out from the class out of 190 students, just left about least than 10 persons. Haiz……

Next week is my exam, I dun want waste my time on this particular, do whatever they want just leave me alone, as previous me……..

crazy just because what ?

now my fb notification always lighting just because my friend in group always comment about the nonsense
but they are very cute also until the comment becomes 300 ++
this make me remember about the primary school picture have 1000 comments on it.

this is all my friend

actually we all are studying and practicing for next week exam for 3 modules,
but they are stress enough for study just like me and on9 now

is a day

today is a fresh and new day to me,
just now i bring my friend felix to college, he will car pull with me this few days.
and today is my role play too.
cant said too bad, cause the audience have the responds to our role play
many of other team was doing the best , i think the reason is they put more effect on the IT

recently i have know that 1 of my friend have reuse the blog and have some friend are the top user rate in my follo list.

just this for today from me
hope that next week my exam will be better

my friend comment about me

today,i going to college just for discuss for the MQA module for moral presentation.
before, we all went back on of my team member said me that i am a good person,
but just to strict to my personality. i do not know what is wrong with my personality
and she will said i am very strict for it.
but very thanks that she was try to inform me my mistake.
least people will told the true to our wrong it was the first time for me at college.
at secondary school, i have it before, but she was my junior. we least communication.
but go through sms, i know well for me.
now i am miss her at secondary school, hope that she will be better than before.

other person comment bad to us is not always bad things, but it will be a improve for us.

motivation post and tag

today i just watch again the Taiwan TV program "guess" is about 1 year or 2 years ago.
it really give a lot of memory especially for my motivation.
at there have a lot of motivation scene.

after i watch again, i know somethings new.
the motivation will decrease as time going on.
so i decide when i have a new motivation or reminder to me,
i would like th share the way to motivate and the objective i create the motivate.

tomorrow, i will start my math xplorace
hope that is a enjoy to me with my friends.
tomorrow we also have the role play practice,
say gambateh for it

android workshop part 2

today, i have my part 2 for android workshop feel very happy for it cause i can learn programing now.

i forget last time i have it on when, but this time i will not to miss for it. 

i know this on Monday, so i ask my friend who like to join it. 

So, today i went to the android workshop with my friend.

we was though that many people will attend it, 

but when we went there, we found that least people attend it, i do not know what is the main reason.

after the senior who teach us android workshop, maybe they have attend the class at that time. 

if can, i was hope that wont happen on me.

this time, we all learn the simplest application. it was my first time to key in the application. 

quiet difficult, but at end i can do it with me^^ quiet happy for it 

the JAVA language is very difficult for us 

in our mind that the letter "a" and "A" is not different but when you key in to the language 

it could not read it well 

i have chat with the classmate who attend for the workshop 

this time least people was attend it so we can more concentrate when we build it 

and i have know that the detail about the IT 

the mobile technology is a "cool" module the lecturer have not update for it 

and the other things 

MQA will kill me

this post is update for yesterday,

yesterday, was a boom day to me, cause the lecturer give us another tasks to finish it 

last week is 2 presentation and this week is another 2 more folio for 20 pages 

malaysian study and moral study, 2M i have given 4 tasks to finish it 

and according my previous task i haven finish is 

english role play 

ITB group assignment 

PDSM and ITB revision 

mathematics home works given on friday 

and 4 more 2M tasks...

i need a good management, i need a better way to finish my works.

i still remember when 

i was primary school, the teacher said secondary school life not strict

i was secondary school, the teacher said college is very relax 

but all is not true 

i wanted to know who will tell me the society not like college always busy 

and now i just know i still have 3 more weeks to go to finish the ITB group assignment 

and the task we just finish 8% 

i hope that my group will finish 35% on next week 

improve

i still remember i done for my first assignment is pdsm: personal development and study method
and the title is time management,
recently i have a lot of tasks to finish it, and still a lot of task i haven start to do yet.
i hope that i can improve myself in future.
i ave been invite to becomes a tuition teacher in facebook group
the admin was my senior in secondary school
i do not know i can handle it or not cause i just have one day free in a week
i have class on Saturday for MQA module, becomes a teacher to teach other is my dream before this.
so it is a change for me to join it.
but now i just have a day free, Thursday
Sunday i need work with my father, i just hope that i can be one of them after i arrange the time table

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today, english class we have to give a small talk about the experience that we could not forget or is the first time we have it.
most of our friends is talking about the sad experiences almost is the family members past away
even though all of them very noisy in class, but they still have a quiet time to listen the other classmates or friends talk.

helping

today is my first day to have the Malaysian study and moral study.
just meet a lot of new classmate and makes friend with them.
at there have diploma foundation and degree student at there, if i not wrong is about 190 students.
and we have the presentation after 2 weeks.
we have becomes small group to finish this task, unlucky i have to help the lecturer to separate the group
and arrange them according choosing the number with them
the reason i said unlucky is i am the first time to do this and is get in a trouble cause
the situation quiet noisy and confuse for them.

lastly, i have found that the lecturer is blind could not see anythings at all.
when we are viewing the slides he could not know where is the slide is changing flow his step or not
the things i can do is help the lecturer change the slides according his teaching
at the movement i feel somethings wrong with me,
i could not define now about the problem right now clearly
but i hope that the trouble is not make me feel stress at all

before i start this post, i have calculate my financial for this week
again happen on me the financial is not balance with my wallet
and i calculate the total i spend on month the month i spend is too many
i hope i can decrease for it

meet and meeting

yesterday, when i go to mines for repair my desktop i meet a lot of friends
even though, just 2 hours, we not chat to much cause i am carrying the big desktop.

today, i have meeting with my classmate, we went to cafeteria before we start the role play meeting
we eat together and chat together before we start the role play meeting,
i can feel that we get more each other than study at class
just chatting and eating, hope this will continue in future

and tomorrow is saturday but i need go to school for moral study and malaysian study
haiz... it will continue until October.

submit assignment

today i have submit the assignment
just have the relax feeling, and i will continue for the other
just this for this post
huh~

《梦想青年旅舍》

这是邓秀茵的第十部作品，很高兴他又出书了。
这次他也罢作者的年龄提高到24岁，但故事的变化还是在青少年时期。
而且这次也是属于梦幻的故事，和日本的《千里千寻》的感觉有所相同。
这一次，我是刚看完就离克谢侠感言与分享

故事就说到一位年纪轻轻就达到经理的少女到一个旅舍研究与开发市场。
这旅舍是和董事长父亲开发，董事长洗完自己能够继续营业。
在这期间，他遇到一位摄影爱好者和他争吵。在当天晚上，他遇到了老爷爷。
就在那一晚，他发现自己睡醒时分，是在7年前的旅舍，发生了一段为妙的寻找旅程。
童真（主角）就在那时找回了自己的梦想。回到原来的世界。
他做了一份计划书，提拔自己成为旅舍的经理，继续老人的心愿。
也帮助每个人都拥有自己的梦想。

故事里头，7 年前和7年后的变化最让我感到兴奋。
因为故事里他们都在继续为自己的梦想和快乐奋斗。
一位曾经是很暴躁的女生竟然能够温柔当一位好老师；
两位曾经为了坐上热气球，当上学徒和爬山客存钱学热气球飞行师；
一位曾经为了登山者，虽然发生意外但意念却还在还相当登山者。

读完这本故事让我想起了，李开复。
他就像童真一样寻找着自己的理想。
当副教授，无法忍受政治压力之后，当软件工程师在
apple、SGI、windows、google
再由自己的经验与知识创造一个平台教导中国青年在科技创业。

在想到自己，我希望自己能够做到两位一样好，无论花上多少时间

《约定》

终于在自己的semester break 期间阅读了两本轻松又简单的书。
我想平常那样，到这里分享书本的一切。
《约定》是昨天晚上就看完的一本小说，由于时间的关系我无法立刻写在这里

故事是说着两位双胞胎的男生在一间孤儿院长大，然而命运总是玩弄着人类。
其中一位被领养，他们两位约好在未来会相遇，在羽球界相遇。

这本小说可以说是红蜻蜓小说突破的一次，因为他们有提到中学生谈恋爱。
在小说内容，我觉得他很有马来西亚的风格，尤其是对槟城的看法，
老penang, ciku, nyonya。 故事的每一部分都对我有很大的吸引力，有其实谈到他们的作息

从故事里面，我看到了一堆兄弟对自己的命运和对自己的亲戚有什么看法，
对这自己的心念和目标。
最让我记得是说道勉强是不幸福，当自己还执著当年的约定的时候，还不肯放开一切，
搞到感情分裂，才知道子集的错误是不行的。

在这本小说，我看到了作者的干香和标达的东西都写在里头。

sensitive

i do not know am i a nerves people or not
begin from yesterday,a friend always attack me on facebook
my laptop keyboard cannot function well when i want to write hat becomes > hate
i could not type the backspace on that time and the person will attack me that i am wrong without saying or infirm me i have a typing error

and he want to make target to 9000 people in that group
i was tell them that more people without giving the information of study and society
he was trying to said me is a hypocrite people i do not know i am doing what 
or somethings wrong to get this answer from him 
i know that when i go to society i will face it. 


i just hope that i create the group will not affect from this particular 
and hope will continue about this spirit 

to my friend

just now have asking my friend about the diploma program

and ask her ambition and dream in future, i know her when i was 6 years old at english tuition, 

and same primary and secondary school and she continue study at tarc and i was study at ucti

i can said that the time is a power to change a people thinking and life. 

really to said i cant believe that a small girl that i know,will have a big dream for her life.

the thing i can tell her that good luck, i dun have the dream such as her.

have a lot friend that i still contact with them, i have found that are continue study in academic and technical 

the power of time is changing a attitude of person.

i hope that my friend when you saw this post you might be happy
and said happy birthday to you tomorrow ^^

teluh pulai-interview company

huh...... finally i can wake up early and type he blog

yesterday was too tired and sleep on 8.++ already fall down to my bed

this post will talk about my trip, it might be 1 day trip to teluh pulai. 

early morning, 5.45a.m. i wake up and prepare all the things well and 6++ i go to Serdang KTM 

start my journey, i was think that will spend a lot of time to go KL central but it didn`t 

the train miss some places like Midvally and so on, maybe all the people are going to work so the train skip the station, and the station is different between early in the morning and afternoon too. 

until kl central, i was very stupid, went out again and buy the ticket, actually i spend rm5 at serdang to go teluh pulai = =''

never mind have a good experiences now, after i look the map station, OMG

i still need travel about 13 stations......is a quiet long journey for me waiting at the train inside.

thanks god it just spend me 1 hour in the train......to reach teluh pulai, i calling my friend to bring me.

actually i have thistrip for doing my group assignment. 

at a alcohol company, i and another 3 friends 2 was come from there and another is come from subang jaya 

we have interview the company supervisor. we have know about the company function, operation, marketing,effect, how its form, is quiet interesting.
cause the supervisor is not talking about the history very boring he have relation about the present and future things. and the market need for the talent in future.
i have view the company operation it was very clean and tidy
and a things i would like to share is about the sticker they keep in air condition room without people.
we was feel strange, they said need maintain the quality and the gum of the sticker。