become teacher

today, i have start small tuition for a student,
and a subject, account. she just know i am good in this subject.
so i go to teach her for free, i do not know am i good in teaching or not.
as i know my technique in teaching is not good.
after, i teach her and give some short note  too.
do not know is my teaching is work or not to her.
before i leave, i ask her how was my teaching,
she said that she can get some point and the way for account,
and i hope that is true, my teaching is helping her.
this is my first time to teach other people.

scad

today i just have learn,
i have drive on the road and very safe and nothings happens
but when i go back the IMKEDA(test yard)
a girl drive a car have crash my car back side
feel very scad cause do not know is my false or she
after 5 minutes, the problem is solve cause is the girl wrong,
but the car is run away from the place and do not know where is she going.
after that， i cannot learn car any more cause dun have enough time
so i drive back to the office to sign a set of green paper use for booking for exam
do not know why i feel very scad about driving maybe this accident
but when i drive back to bandar damai perdana from mahkota cheras 
i feel find hope i can score well when i have test on it.

technology exhibition

today i wake up early, to visit KLCC
to have view about technology today and onwards.
after i have buy bread and vegetables,
 i went back to home to have a view of T-news
after i saw it and send my brother to aunt`s house.
and move as fast as i can to prepare things.
it just like normal i go to KLCC but rapid kl bus and train
after i reach the place i just know that the exhibition just have 2 hall.
and most of them are come from university, and some of them come from other country
but they just bring their catalog not like the other universities have bring their mechanical to the exhibition
saw a lot of new things i will share to other by photo

snap a picture before start the train 

the tallest building in this picture, i do not know how many times i have been said that building is genthing BHD 

this board i hough that is touch screen but the actual is this is a smart board, can u all see the title is the form4 economic  

i though that facebook is the web pages to add and meet new friends in our daily life and play some game in the web page. but the Taylor college creat a software on the facebook that the application can send student assignment to the lecturer no need to do any appointment 

robot hand handle the tou fu 

a cheaper things to snap picture for our sales items 

first time to meet a super computer in my life 

it can contain 8 mother board in this CPU can calculate multi calculation in short time 

3D printer 

near look for super computer 

this time i was very late to type blog cause i have to work with my father in restaurant.

the cheater !!!

today, when i chat with my friends. 

i just can conclude that i have been cheated from my teacher learning car 

maybe i have make a mistake that i never ask people, 

cause i though that is the same. is the same company.

but that is wrong, is totally wrong. 

i and my friends company is different. 

now i just have spend 7 hours and 3 times for learning car.

and i have not learn on the road and he(teacher learning car)

said that i have not master the 2 things 

(parking and 3 turning point)

the packet is 10 hours and 5 times.

i still have leave 1 time and and 3hours. 

it show that the company is lying me. 

i feel disappointed to them. 

but how can i? do i have learn with them. 

it just like i have sign a contact with them 

*sigh* nothings to do. just hope that i can use 

10 hours for learning car and 

NOT MORE THAN THAT !!!

《我相信你》

昨天，我曾经说，我到jasco selatan 买了71块的书本。
其中一本书是《我相信你》是红蜻蜓小说出版。
作者是雨文。她很久没出新的小说，这是他的第二部作品。
第一部是《天使与主人》。
《我相信你》是说出主角如何重自己的堂姐的阴影走出来。
他和自己的堂姐同年龄。从小到大，自己常常拿来和堂姐比较。
主角觉得很不公平，自己常常做出来的成绩和奖状都得不到别人的赞扬。
在她12岁生日时候，他的堂姐为了参加一个临时更改日期的晚会。
无法参加一个生活营，因此，主角被她的家人以及堂姐说服之下，参加了生活营。
以代替堂姐的名誉，但后来主角发现不对，参加生活营的名字是自己不是堂姐。
她气得要马上回家，但在要回家过程中他发现自己寻找的音乐盒哥哥出现在生活营里。
就在这时，主角更改了自己的想法，主动参与生活营的项目，就为了见自己的音乐盒哥哥。
在生活营的最后一天，主角零时更改了自己的想法。在这5天4夜的生活营。
他学会了很重要的事情，也认识了最要好的朋友。

在故事里，我得到一个启示：不要为了别人而更改自己，而要为了自己更改自己。
主角常常认为，只要自己学堂姐的作风，然后加倍努力就能够超越堂姐，
就因为学了不使自己想要的东西，主角活在堂姐的阴影里。
在生活营里，他是为了自己而参加，为了见音乐盒哥哥而努力。
最后成功走出自己的生活，活着自己的精彩人生。
不为别人而活，自为了自己而活，活得更精彩。

spending

today, morning i go to public bank to credit my angpau and my salary money in my bank account.

firstly i wan to credit all after i think i want go to shopping on today ,

 i just credit a part of it in my account. 

after that, i go to jasco selatan for shopping.

after i reach there i go to buy movie ticket for shaolin 

, i though that go morning session, 

but that is wrong, the first part movie today start on 2pm......

i think i just have a lot of time for waiting the movie. 

and i have bring a book and a newspaper. 

but i will like on internet on my mobile phone. XD

before that, i have visit popular book shop to have a view from book list. 

i saw 4 books that i very interest, 

i buy for it when i paid it , 

i just know the total is rm71 ==''

nowadays the value of money is very small. 

next time when i want to buy somethings must think first before i buy it.

after that i go to oldtown to use the internet after i order a glass of water i just know that 

there is not internet service at there, after i ask the manager.

i just know that least customers spend the time at there

to use the internet service, so they cut it off.

at that movement i have spend 0.88sen for the glass water.

after that, i reluctantly go to starbuck. 

last time i was order a cup of american coffee, i dislike the taste 

today i was order a cup of hot chocolate with cream the cost is rm10.05==''

at that movement, i was told myself i want to be patience for this. 

when i connect to the internet, 

OMG!!!

 i can not use the internet service, i do not understand why i can not connect it

with my phone. i have connect the starbuck link with the speed is 54MB/kps

but i can not it ...... feel very disappointed about this, 

the last time i use internet in my phone is at my hometown. 

between this time i dun have spoil my phone ......

feel very sad, that i can not connect. 

working day again

yesterday i was try to teach my brother add math. 

but i was feel very difficult to teach him in chapter 1 function 

cause he basic  was very bad, hard to teach him, 

i have teach him before this the basic.

i think he was not try to do extra question at home.

the situation is very bad, cause i was feel very impatient but finally i have teach him. 

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today, is same as yesterday that i have to work at my father`s restaurant.

the restaurant was busy with the customers same as yesterday, 

i though that there was different today, cause today is Monday is a schooling day already. 

and i was saw a lot of student wear the school uniform come to have their lunch at restaurant

before they went to the school.

i was chat to my uncle after 3.30pm, we always talk about the future study. 

we always smile when we all chatting, not like my father a angry bird XD

i was very angry with my father`s friend who was very talkative, he was talking me about my bad. 

just now when i was at restaurant, i have a idea that i want to change the world, 

maybe it sound like crazy, the reason i think this is, 

i saw the price of items which use it in our daily life is rise up immediately 

in this year, a tin of milk use for drink may rise to 70 sen in this year. 

it was very stress for the restaurant to overcome their income and salary. 

the situation make the world of people becomes not responsibility on their action. 

i was very hope in future i can do this  

after CNY......

after Chinese new year, i have to work at my father restaurant.

on 4/2/2011 we have to go my father restaurant 

to have prepare and clean at there. 

before we went to there, 

my father has bought KFC and MCD and a duck to there, 

we have clean the restaurant the time is going to evening 

than we all have our dinner at mahkota cheras.

and today (6/2/2011) i have to work at my father restaurant on 7am

and have to wake up on 3.50am .......

feel very tired and not enough sleeping 

feel well after i taking a cup of coffee ^^ 

today is not to many of stalls is open today at the restaurant 

but a lot of customers visit our restaurant and have a eat and drink at there. 

tomorrow have to work again 

can not watch my favourite movie shaolin...... 

my chinese new year 2011（update）

this year have a little bit late to upload the post in my happy CNY. 

in chinese calender i go back on 30th. 

i still have to work at my father restaurant before i went back to hometown.==''

is good for me to training me in some area on working.
we start our journey on 6.15pm 

after, 2 hours and 30 minutes to reach my hometown, muar 

is very fast between this tear and last year,
by using the same car. XD

i went back to there have small play for casino with my cousin XD,
and have win some money for first day, haha
 after half hour, we all do other things, now my hometown got wifi service, 

is so good for me that i can use my android phone to connect internet to update the apps.

and i was think that i will change the modern by next weak Tuesday(8/2/2011).

next morning(3/2/2011), after we all have our breakfast, 

we do our things, me and my two cousin brothers was still play the casino,
my uncle play very big value with my cousin brother,
who have start to works for 2 years.
they very cool, each round they play rm10-rm30.
until we all feel very bring to play, we stop it. 

after that, feel very boring when i reach to teenager,
nothing to do at that time, not like when we still kids
we all can play around at hometown,
now if we play that just feel that we all still childish. =='' 

at night, we do the same like last year 

go to tanjung to have our ABC, rojak and fish ball.

when we visit the sea we saw the land is broken badly , 

i think is the government is not take action at there.

reach 10pm, we went back to home.

on the next morning(4/2/2011),
on the afternoon, we have our lunch at a primary school,
actually, that particular primary school is my father`s family school.
 each family member have study at there before,
they build a new building at there the old building can not use it.
cause it have broken by termite(白蚁) 
we have take a pictures at the new building at the primary school

(my cousin) can u all know what is the mandarin words on the blackboard 

my cousin sisters

we study at the class haha 

on the evening,
 i though that we will have the dinner at restaurant like last year.

but that is not true, 

cause all the cost of food  is rise, is very expensive to eat at outside when CNY
and we all have the lunch at outside. 

after that we went back to kl 

disappoint

today, i feel very disappointed with me.

i have go to TMpoint today to change the modern internet to wifi modern

but they said need the register (my mother) to come and apply for change.

i feel so sad that i have been lie,

actually i no need to register just feel the form and change it is enough,

not need to find my mother ......

feel very sad that time when my mother register why i do not follow her.

after that i go to mines for shopping, i saw my mobile phone

the battery is very low......

i forget to charge my phone, i have tell my junior

when we want to went out please charge the phone,

now i was the person do not charge the phone

next time must be charge full my phone before i leave the home.

Mines

today, i go to Mines to but my pants and shoes, 

cause they have been broken for a long time use it. 

i was try to clean my house first floor, suddenly mother decide to go Mines. 

i quickly keep all the things and go to Mines. 

when we until there, the was afternoon already, after mother buy her clothes 

so we all go to MCD to have our lunch, i saw a chinese girl work as cleaner at MCD 

she look familiar, after i look detail she was garu chong. 

she look very smart to wear the uniform of MCD.haha XD

we just have a small chat at that movement cause 

she have to continue her work .

after we have lunch we continue to research our items we need 

after 2 hours, we bought our things, i want have a look at Mines about the IT items 

to know about the IT items. i can see a lot of i.it have change all the market 

even though, the software items some of the company sold it.

just this we when back.

busy day again

today  is a busy day for me. 

i just decide to go Jasco Selatan to watch movie 

"the green hornet" and download some software for my mobile phone 

after i reach there i but the ticket rm19 ...... so expensive 

than i go to starbuck to use their wi-fi service and have a cup coffee with price 6.90 

lucky i bring more money today.

than i continue download the software in the list i have check in computer.

totally i have download 8 software :

photo scribbler 

collage creator life 

multicon 

wikimobile

wikipedia for android 

foursquare 

scientific calculator 

actually not so many apps can function well cause my X10 mini do not have big screen

after that go to watch movie. XD

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after i went out the cinema the company of the learn car center have call me that

i can learn car after this 

OMG never think before about that 

after watch movie still can learn car 

never mind i try my best, and go ahead to do that. 

i start to learn car on 3.30 i still at jasco selatan on 2.50 

i scad i cant catch the time, hopefully the bus can come faster at this time 

finally on 3.10pm a bus came. than i can learn car le 

today i can drive on the road well can use the gear, brake and the fuel 

but when i learn for the parking and the 3 turning point 

feel very tired and hard to memories cause the uncle do not tell me which part should 

i remember it, make me have a little confuse, 

he had tell me that 1 girl have learn this morning, 

the girl learn more faster than me, use least time to learn, 

and said me that i was look mature but can not do it well =='''

i spend 3 hours to learn 2 technique feel very tired and can not be patience.

hope i can do well when exam and get the lesson before 21 of March(date of foundation start at UCTI)

have a great dinner

today i feel very happy =)

cause i have cook dinner for my family ^^

today i have prepare all the vegetables and some materials for cook.

until half hour i feel cant wait her i start to cook for dinner.

first time to cook without people watch at beside.

each food i have cook i will like to taste them.

to make sure they are okay,

i have spend about 1 hour to cook, even though it is difficult for me and feel tired,

i would like to do it,just because i love to do.

i do not care other people, when they have their first time to cook.

cause i was know some of them have try cooking before early them me,

16 , 14 or even tough 12 years old. but that does not a matter to me.

i feel that i was very close to kai fu lee, cause i have try a news things in my life,

by my brave and my first time to do, i hope i can do this in my future, to do my first time.

the other factor that make me become brave in cooking is,

my mother have been sick until she feel very tired.

she still want to cook for us,

on that movement i feel i need to do somethings to her.

today i have a good result, cause i can cooking for my family.

last but not least, i hope i can write a good post or English passage to share other,

cause i know my English language haven good enough for my future.

tomorrow, i will visit my secondary school organise carnival about 1 Malaysia.

the meaning of life

just now i have read a post from my friend`s facebook.

the post talk about the speech by the Steve Jobs.

the speech is talk about his life and luck. 

he has said three stories 

first is about his study and his family 

second is about his lost and gain 

third is about his healthy.

first and second i know about it but, 

i do not know about the third one.

after i research in wikipedia i just know more detail about Steve Jobs.

now i really understand about the different between 

Steve Jobs and Bill Gates.

2 different background have totally different value in their life.

Steve Jobs and Edison(design bulb and battery)

both of them have read a magazine and novel about the life

Edison have buy a lots of book by spend him 1 month salary 

he have read all the books in 1 night, 

he feel that he do not have much of time to waste,

he do not want to be useless people in the world. 

Steve Jobs, he do not spend he stepfather and stepmother money 

to study not interest thing for him. 

after few years, he go to check his body that his have cancer in his body. 

he just know that his healthy is very important.

in front computer of me can not understand about the life important and its value.

i hope that i can understand its value in future. i was feel very happy and excited to meet a friend

that have the same interest thing with me in IT. 

even though, he will like to join in economy for IT, 

but i can imagine in the future we will work to gather. 

the meaning of life for steve jobs

这是史蒂夫。乔布斯(苹果电脑，iphone，safari ， Pixar影片的创办者

 是Steve在2005年向史丹福大學畢業生發表的演講辭。是Steve罕有地談及自己生平的演講。Steve的成功故事，最好作為青年人學習的榜樣。亦可以作為美國這個自由開放的社會，能夠造就個人神話的明證。

不妨跟你講，筆者已將這段演說的聲音檔抄入MP3機，有空時播來細聽，回味Steve的成長故事，緊記Steve的教誨。結語的：「Stay Hungry, Stay Foolish」 更成為我的人生座右銘。我记得在今年看了他的演讲时有感而发，哭了（我很少哭的）

同樣有夢想的你，歡迎你細看：

今天，很榮幸來到各位從世界上最好的學校之一畢業的畢業典禮上。我從來沒從大學畢業過，說實話，這是我離大學畢業最近的一刻。今天，我只說三個故事，不談大道理，三個故事就好。

第一個故事，是關於人生中的點點滴滴如何串連在一起。

我在里德學院（Reed College）待了六個月就辦休學了。到我退學前，一共休學了十八個月。那麼，我為什麼休學？（聽眾笑）

這得從我出生前講起。

我的親生母親當時是個研究生，年輕未婚媽媽，她決定讓別人收養我。她強烈覺得應該讓有大學畢業的人收養我，所以我出生時，她就準備讓我被一對律師夫婦收養。但是這對夫妻到了最後一刻反悔了，他們想收養女孩。所以在等待收養名單上的一對夫妻，我的養父母，在一天半夜裡接到一通電話，問他們「有一名意外出生的男孩，你們要認養他嗎？」而他們的回答是「當然要」。後來，我的生母發現，我現在的媽媽從來沒有大學畢業，我現在的爸爸則連高中畢業也沒有。她拒絕在認養文件上做最後簽字。直到幾個月後，我的養父母保證將來一定會讓我上大學，她的態度才軟化。

十七年後，我上大學了。但是當時我無知地選了一所學費幾乎跟史丹佛一樣貴的大學（聽眾笑），我那工人階級的父母將所有積蓄都花在我的學費上。六個月後，我看不出唸這個書的價值何在。那時候，我不知道這輩子要幹什麼，也不知道唸大學能對我有什麼幫助，只知道我為了唸這個書，花光了我父母這輩子的所有積蓄，所以我決定休學，相信船到橋頭自然直。當時這個決定看來相當可怕，可是現在看來，那是我這輩子做過最好的決定之一。（聽眾笑）

當我休學之後，我再也不用上我沒興趣的必修課，把時間拿去聽那些我有興趣的課。這一點也不浪漫。我沒有宿舍，所以我睡在友人家裡的地板上，靠著回收可樂空罐的退費五分錢買吃的，每個星期天晚上得走七哩的路繞過大半個鎮去印度教的Hare Krishna神廟吃頓好料，我喜歡Hare Krishna神廟的好料。就這樣追隨我的好奇與直覺，大部分我所投入過的事務，後來看來都成了無比珍貴的經歷（And much of what I stumbled into by following my curiosity and intuition turned out to be priceless later on）。舉個例來說。當時里德學院有著大概是全國最好的書寫教育。校園內的每一張海報上，每個抽屜的標籤上，都是美麗的手寫字。因為我休學了，可以不照正常選課程序來，所以我跑去上書寫課。我學了serif與sanserif字體，學到在不同字母組合間變更字間距，學到活字印刷偉大的地方。書寫的美好、歷史感與藝術感是科學所無法掌握的，我覺得這很迷人。

我沒預期過學這些東西能在我生活中起些什麼實際作用，不過十年後，當我在設計第一台麥金塔時，我想起了當時所學的東西，所以把這些東西都設計進了麥金塔裡，這是第一台能印刷出漂亮東西的電腦。

如果我沒沉溺於那樣一門課裡，麥金塔可能就不會有多重字體跟等比例間距字體了。又因為Windows抄襲了麥金塔的使用方式（聽眾鼓掌大笑），因此，如果當年我沒有休學，沒有去上那門書寫課，大概所有的個人電腦都不會有這些東西，印不出現在我們看到的漂亮的字來了。當然，當我還在大學裡時，不可能把這些點點滴滴預先串連在一起，但在十年後的今天回顧，一切就顯得非常清楚。

我再說一次，你無法預先把點點滴滴串連起來；只有在未來回顧時，你才會明白那些點點滴滴是如何串在一起的（you can't connect the dots looking forward; you can only connect them looking backwards）。所以你得相信，眼前你經歷的種種，將來多少會連結在一起。你得信任某個東西，直覺也好，命運也好，生命也好，或者業力。這種作法從來沒讓我失望，我的人生因此變得完全不同。（Jobs停下來喝水）

我的第二個故事，是有關愛與失去。

我很幸運－年輕時就發現自己愛做什麼事。我二十歲時，跟Steve Wozniak在我爸媽的車庫裡開始了蘋果電腦的事業。我們拼命工作，蘋果電腦在十年間從一間車庫裡的兩個小夥子擴展成了一家員工超過四千人、市價二十億美金的公司，在那事件之前一年推出了我們最棒的作品－麥金塔電腦（Macintosh），那時我才剛邁入三十歲，然後我被解僱了。

我怎麼會被自己創辦的公司給解僱了？（聽眾笑）

嗯，當蘋果電腦成長後，我請了一個我以為在經營公司上很有才幹的傢伙來，他在頭幾年也確實幹得不錯。可是我們對未來的願景不同，最後只好分道揚鑣，董事會站在他那邊，就這樣在我30歲的時候，公開把我給解僱了。我失去了整個生活的重心，我的人生就這樣被摧毀。

有幾個月，我不知道要做些什麼。我覺得我令企業界的前輩們失望－我把他們交給我的接力棒弄丟了。我見了創辦HP的David Packard跟創辦Intel的Bob Noyce，跟他們說很抱歉我把事情給搞砸了。我成了公眾眼中失敗的示範，我甚至想要離開矽谷。但是漸漸的，我發現，我還是喜愛那些我做過的事情，在蘋果電腦中經歷的那些事絲毫沒有改變我愛做的事。雖然我被否定了，可是我還是愛做那些事情，所以我決定從頭來過。

當時我沒發現，但現在看來，被蘋果電腦開除，是我所經歷過最好的事情。成功的沉重被從頭來過的輕鬆所取代，每件事情都不那麼確定，讓我自由進入這輩子最有創意的年代。

接下來五年，我開了一家叫做 NeXT的公司，又開一家叫做Pixar的公司，也跟後來的老婆（Laurene）談起了戀愛。Pixar接著製作了世界上第一部全電腦動畫電影，玩具總動員（Toy Story），現在是世界上最成功的動畫製作公司（聽眾鼓掌大笑）。然後，蘋果電腦買下了NeXT，我回到了蘋果，我們在NeXT發展的技術成了蘋果電腦後來復興的核心部份。我也有了個美妙的家庭。

我很確定，如果當年蘋果電腦沒開除我，就不會發生這些事情。這帖藥很苦口，可是我想蘋果電腦這個病人需要這帖藥。有時候，人生會用磚頭打你的頭。不要喪失信心。我確信我愛我所做的事情，這就是這些年來支持我繼續走下去的唯一理由（I'm convinced that the only thing that kept me going was that I loved what I did）。

你得找出你的最愛，工作上是如此，人生伴侶也是如此。

你的工作將佔掉你人生的一大部分，唯一真正獲得滿足的方法就是做你相信是偉大的工作，而唯一做偉大工作的方法是愛你所做的事（And the only way to do great work is to love what you do）。

如果你還沒找到這些事，繼續找，別停頓。盡你全心全力，你知道你一定會找到。而且，如同任何偉大的事業，事情只會隨著時間愈來愈好。所以，在你找到之前，繼續找，別停頓。（聽眾鼓掌，Jobs喝水）

我的第三個故事，是關於死亡。

當我十七歲時，我讀到一則格言，好像是「把每一天都當成生命中的最後一天，你就會輕鬆自在。（If you live each day as if it was your last, someday you'll most certainly be right）」（聽眾笑）這對我影響深遠，在過去33年裡，我每天早上都會照鏡子，自問：「如果今天是此生最後一日，我今天要做些什麼？」每當我連續太多天都得到一個「沒事做」的答案時，我就知道我必須有所改變了。提醒自己快死了，是我在人生中面臨重大決定時，所用過最重要的方法。因為幾乎每件事－所有外界期望、所有的名聲、所有對困窘或失敗的恐懼－在面對死亡時，都消失了，只有最真實重要的東西才會留下（Remembering that I'll be dead soon is the most important tool I've ever encountered to help me make the big choices in life. Because almost everything - all external expectations, all pride, all fear of embarrassment or failure - these things just fall away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important）。提醒自己快死了，是我所知避免掉入畏懼失去的陷阱裡最好的方法。人生不帶來、死不帶去，沒理由不能順心而為。

一年前，我被診斷出癌症。我在早上七點半作斷層掃描，在胰臟清楚出現一個腫瘤，我連胰臟是什麼都不知道。醫生告訴我，那幾乎可以確定是一種不治之症，預計我大概活不到三到六個月了。醫生建議我回家，好好跟親人們聚一聚，這是醫生對臨終病人的標準建議。那代表你得試著在幾個月內把你將來十年想跟小孩講的話講完。那代表你得把每件事情搞定，家人才會盡量輕鬆。那代表你得跟人說再見了。我整天想著那個診斷結果，那天晚上做了一次切片，從喉嚨伸入一個內視鏡，穿過胃進到腸子，將探針伸進胰臟，取了一些腫瘤細胞出來。我打了鎮靜劑，不醒人事，但是我老婆在場。她後來跟我說，當醫生們用顯微鏡看過那些細胞後，他們都哭了，因為那是非常少見的一種胰臟癌，可以用手術治好。所以我接受了手術，康復了。（聽眾鼓掌）

這是我最接近死亡的時候，我希望那會繼續是未來幾十年內最接近的一次。經歷此事後，我可以比先前死亡只是純粹想像時，要能更肯定地告訴你們下面這些：沒有人想死。即使那些想上天堂的人，也想活著上天堂。（聽眾笑）

但是死亡是我們共同的終點，沒有人逃得過。這是註定的，因為死亡很可能就是生命中最棒的發明，是生命交替的媒介，送走老人們，給新生代開出道路。現在你們是新生代，但是不久的將來，你們也會逐漸變老，被送出人生的舞台。抱歉講得這麼戲劇化，但是這是真的。

你們的時間有限，所以不要浪費時間活在別人的生活裡。不要被教條所侷限--盲從教條就是活在別人思考結果裡。不要讓別人的意見淹沒了你內在的心聲。最重要的，擁有追隨自己內心與直覺的勇氣，你的內心與直覺多少已經知道你真正想要成為什麼樣的人（have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become），任何其他事物都是次要的。（聽眾鼓掌）

在我年輕時，有本神奇的雜誌叫做《Whole Earth Catalog》，當年這可是我們的經典讀物。那是一位住在離這不遠的Menlo Park的Stewart Brand發行的，他把雜誌辦得很有詩意。那是1960年代末期，個人電腦跟桌上出版還沒出現，所有內容都是打字機、剪刀跟拍立得相機做出來的。雜誌內容有點像印在紙上的平面Google，在Google出現之前35年就有了：這本雜誌很理想主義，充滿新奇工具與偉大的見解。

Stewart跟他的團隊出版了好幾期的《Whole Earth Catalog》，然後很自然的，最後出了停刊號。當時是1970年代中期，我正是你們現在這個年齡的時候。在停刊號的封底，有張清晨鄉間小路的照片，那種你四處搭便車冒險旅行時會經過的鄉間小路。

在照片下印了行小字：

求知若飢，虛心若愚（Stay Hungry, Stay Foolish）

那是他們親筆寫下的告別訊息，我總是以此自許。當你們畢業，展開新生活，我也以此祝福你們。

求知若飢，虛心若愚。

非常謝謝大家。

my first time

just have my dinner just now.
i have learn somethings before i have the dinner, that is cooking XD
(laugh) cant believe that i will learn how to cook without people and experience
maybe in future i can cook with my own.

all the price of oil are increase i still wats

start from left to right 

preparing for cook 

study and learn

today, my mother tell me go to Seri Kembangan to find the sourses to learn English.
(sigh) sad to say that i becomes very lazy, why i become like this?
i should be work harder, not just sit at here and keep on to do.
nothings to said about me today
just this

working day + worry

today i go to my father restaurant to have work with him.

not feel boring any more cause i feel boring to stay at home

(can not control myself to open computer XD)

and the second reason is to tell the uncle who interest in my study 

today got 2 uncles are interest about my study and my father was telling them.

they was said that the UCTI was very nice and other things.

after i wake up, i was sms with my friends who still studying in secondary school. 

asking her how was her account tuition, 

is she still well ? after i know the situation i hope she can catch up the courses. 

i still told her that she can ask me when she do not understand, 

i will try my best to replay her. 

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at the same day, i was know that . 

my father have spend a lot of money.

first is the repair car, his Unser car the back side spring have lost function 

need to spend hundred riggit 

second he need to spend to change the marble at the new house. 

feel worry, to said that my college fee

how can he spend it, 

i scad he can nor overcome the cost. 

even though that i can borrow moeny from PIPTN 

hope it will not change my dream 

visit to UCTI

today is a special day for me cause i visited to my college UCTI.

in the morning i was the first person to prepare well. 

my mother and the smallest brother haven prepare in well.

just need to walk to the bus stop,

 i want to said that we are so lucky to meet my neighbor who want to went out.

but 

so unlucky to said that my pants have been break a big hole just because touch a sharp things.

need to return back to home to change another pants. 

actually i and my mother do not know the actual location. 

after we reach there we know already the UCTI locate at which part of 

TPM (technology park Malaysia)

i have the counselors of UCTI before this. 

this time is the third time to see them.

today, i come to here and register to continue study, 

this time the counselors have a look to my trial exam last year 

she said that i have the qualification to enter, 

and i hand over the money to the counselor and have a look around the UCTI 

 ground floor 

outside of the forum

lab for engineering 

lab of engineering 2 

citizen who study at UCTI, Malaysia

the book store for assignment create by the senior 

system room feel very cool ~

can not believe the smallest CPU near to my eye 

library 

bus 

feel excited to study at there 

before i forget i which all my friends who continue study in foundation which good luck and all the best to you all 

started

start for me is the familiar to me my friends and juniors started their 

school, college, and job.

and me just started to enjoy my holiday......

(sigh) sad to said i want to start my college life if can 

i wake in the morning early 7am as usual every day. 

start to read my favorite book (IT). to except the boring from my life 

as i know got 6friends are start to study their foundation next

Monday 17 of Jan 2011.

i start to learn in proper English language in my holidays. 

i start to read newspaper(the sun)but not any big improvement in my features.

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tomorrow i will go to visit my new education place 

UCTI, bukit jalil with my mother, i hope i can study at there 

and they will accepted me to study at there.

most of my friends are studying in

 UTAR, UCSI，TAYLOR, MAHSHA, SEGI College and other. 

hope i can study at there cause this is my dream.