emo

i really emo with myself, i dunno what am i doing, i feel blur and stress now,
maybe i just cant sleep well tonight

miss you

you having your graduation on last Saturday,
you still the same smile always, until now i have travel almost 1 year for missing you.
dunno why, i still have feeling with you. recently you are always on facebook,
but i dunno how to start our conversation, not like last time we can talk each other easily.
you said you will continue study on form 6, i just hope you enjoy your life at there.
the purpose i write this post to remember in future me that i still remember you until now.
maybe is i unlucky to find a new girl like you.

not well and not confidence

early in the morning, i have start reading my facebook notification and my blog follow. 

after this i need continue my study. the time is passing very fast. Lot of the events is going on yesterday and coming soon this week, got graduation, farewell for junior form 5, and so on. 

through the picture, i can saw the time travel from their face. 

just know, until their turn for seating SPM. just say good luck to them, and hope we still can meet each other.

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for my part, yesterday i have been done for the suffer assignment, RMDS. just waiting for my friend for checking my grammar and language are use proper or not. i feel not confidence and not well now. now i cant said the situation is how and what. i well update for this after 19th Nov 2011 cause that date is after my buffer and exam week. 

just this few things for this post 

stress

in my facebook status i write:
OMG!!!!!! this exchange make me feel i am very stress!!!
3 assignment submit in 2 weeks
menu book submit in one week
exam for TA in two weeks
further math class test in two weeks
6 modules exam just still have 5 weeks !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


really really a lot of works need to do 


i just finish for doing 2 assignment and just now lecturer announce for another assignment 
really stress now!
lucky i have finish my duty trainee 

experience from senior

just now went mamak with my two board senior TA
i got a lot of massage from a Senior talking about we dislike who and what is our opinion in TA.

after that we talking about the financial, he my senior TA start to work from 12 years old
and now she was study and plus 2 works one for TA and another is outside work as technical also.
he paid every things for himself.

from his talking himself i like his style and i feel if can i want to becomes like him helping people at outside.
and he time management.

Bad mood OMG

today all result is release already, still consider normal not too bad and too good.. after 30 more days will start for my second exam in college. heard a lot of people saying about fail at every corridor let me feel that i am in stress now. i am spending my parents money in education, is it a lot not least.

i know i am bad in English, but i will improve for it

my grade for semester 1 is 2.375.

for my friend i saw you mention in blog, you are failing in physics, just let us work hard together for our future.

two things have been end

i am now in library, just now i have been submit my Duty Quota Letter and get approve from my supervisor.

i feel relax a bit fro my stress.cause i have been finish 1 difficult things. now i just need concentrate to my assignment and study. 

as mention above there is another end. it happen around the world, and everyone is discuss for it.

the third apple is pass away. previously i have a dream, i want to use apple product before Steve jobs pass away. the reason i said like this, i just hope he can still long life until the end of the world. and i need to prepare my money to buy for it. 

just this for today continue my study. 

the things will happen to us

the things just happen beside me, my supervisor are angry and my senior TA could not take the signature from him. preciously i also scad regarding this, but now i think another way, it may happen to me in future, i need to change myself, to suitable myself in every situation.

panic

i am panic with the assignment, revision and the signature question
now i am the lab open two pc to do my assignment and search the question from the senior TA regarding the question problem:
In Windows Registry, identify the startup point start from Windows loading progress bar until the user have logged on and gain control over the computer.
(Hint: You can start from malware removal tools)


who can tell me what is this answer, i leave for the windows loading progress bar 

revision

oh my god, i haven start for my revision for 6 modules !!!!!!!

now i still online and bloggering i dunno what am i doing 

just hope me will concentrate after this!!!!!!!

said sorry to you

just finish my financial analysis, need to be aware and careful for that.
during, i having my breakfast,my father is calling to me, unfortunately i fail to pick up the call.
and i calling back to him, the reason for his call is he  said i not need to come his restaurant, cause not so many customer at there. i feel very sorry to him regarding this.
if i not wrong i have 3 weeks haven helping him at there.
And coming soon, i will having my 6 module exam.
i hope i can balance me to do the work and my study.

dear father, so sorry i cant help you recently.

again

hiaz......
scold again
this time from my classmate friend
what happen to me ?
where is my lucky star?
no time for thinking about this
prepare for my exam and assignment
haiz.........
when my blog become very emotion and down

for my TA period

i not sure i have been long time ago i have not update for my blog, every day i am busy and feel unwell and stress. even though today i feeling that too, but i have release a bit, cause i finish one of the task.
TA is a good team to let us learn new things, is also a team make us stress.

just thanks for my friend mention to me about the teacher just now.
long time already i haven read her blog thanks for her reminding me.
just this for today,not so much update for today.
please wish me good luck in the TA team.
thanks you all =]

hate to be administration

just finish the class only, MQA. i totally feel like GO TO DIE FOR BECOMING administration. totally i cannot becomes that part of administration

bad luck to become this, i want to quiet for this..........

unknown feeling

i not very sure what is my feeling now,
the cause is base on my duty and study, actually during the study and duty i will feel I`m tired and stress.
i still remember what i have been said to my self previous week, during now holiday i was feel i want to do my assignment but no mood and idea for doing this.
start on tomorrow i may will stay back at college to do the task of assignment and other.
even though i am in front of computer want to type all the daily staff i have been done on my college.
but i feel the blog post length is not enough to let me write on it,
if i write too long nobody will spend the time to view on it.
i feel i want to express to someone for this. haha
just hope tomorrow night i can finish one of the staff ......

holiday finish

after 9 days my holiday is end, starting tomorrow i will start for study again.
this holiday i just spend 2 days to enjoy only. one is book fair another is for watch movie.
some may said this is not holiday or will said is not enough. but for me is enough and okay.
after thinking, i will have duty for whole month i feel i will get the stress after that.
but i will trained myself suitable fr it.
talk about my holidays, i feel have fum and and value for me,
i learn something and get knowledge, during my rest time,
i feel i love the movie in Taiwan, even though the movie is not very popular at here, but i hope i can find it in movie shop or pasar malam haha. for few movie for taiwan i will buy for it
just this for my post.
hope my friend are enjoy their life and holiday

meet friend

today, i have meet my friends, my four junior. they come for sing K and watch movie.
but unlucky i cant sing k with them just because i dunno how to sing a song, and they also dislike a person watch them to sing also.
so i decide to read the book that i have bring, after they sing finish,
and i have my lunch i want to chat with them, still unlucky again i dunno want talk about what.
education? school? future plan? ambition?
i want to said not this boring question again.
after watching movie still unavailable to do so
so sad so noob of my mode and feeling now

cow boy and the alien

today, i go to watch the movie and just coming back home only.
i was heard my friend said it very boring at the begin, but after i have watch i feel it still okay,
a movie have it own style, i still accept for it.

i like the style of main actor of cowboy, but i dislike the ending of the movie... ...

after watch the movie, i din feel anythings about it i can write,
i just know i am thinking about myself, during watching i still very enjoy it.
dun know just for my feel.
nothing more about this post.

《再看一眼》

看完了刚买回来的红蜻蜓小说，现在我在这里和大家一起分享。
《再看一眼》是一部不错的小说，里头的主角又两个，
一个是以父亲，一个是以女儿身份。
一个非常幽默，一个非常胆小。
尤其是父亲的角色，有时候他说的东西满好笑的。
女儿的身分角色就有点胆小，本来自己就有很大的天分，但却因为胆小很多事情都不能做到。
故事一开始父亲就因遇到车祸而昏迷，在他昏迷期间，他的灵魂出窍了，就上身到动物与昆虫。
在这期间老婆和女儿就慢慢的做出生活改变。
但到最后，那位父亲在最后还是醒来了，然而他因这次机会而得到幸福，
珍惜身边的一切，以及自己重肥嘟嘟的变成身材好好的男人。


最近自己可能会比较忙了，因为自己要开始做复习，答应的事情一定要做到。

meet again a memory friend

it just happen only, i have meet an old friend who i haven meet her for 6 years already,
it one of our friend is tag her in my photo so i know she already,
she have change a lot,not like 6 years before, i could not describe at here about her.
but thanks a lot for my friend who have tag her.

after i look her profile, she have change her ambition, i want to said the time is passing so fast,
the time can change a person i still remember her ambition in our personal introduce book is become a dancer or a doctor, but i saw her class is study about the business.

about her look is still remain but the different is the she become more smile at her face.

i just hope she will success in her life and ambition.