technical assistant

just went back from college only, ha but i have fun at there.
cause i have briefing for technical assistant, on 6p.m, but i have fun and enjoy at there.
during the briefing i have earn a lot of things, such as the hierarchy, duty, training and test of technical assistant.
the chief of technical assistant also share experience about when he started to join technical assistant past 5,6 years ago how was it, it was very funny for us to heard it.

tomorrow i will start my duty and onwards, i hope i can stand on it and enjoy also.

just this for today.

plan for holidays 2

i still remember i did a timetable for my college holidays,
29th of August to 4th of September is my holidays again, even though it is short of 1 day to becomes a week holidays. but i still can enjoy the holidays.

enjoy is okay and fun, but the things i must do the is revision.
although it sound like sad and not mood, but we dun have choice to avoid it.
for my holidays i did not decide to go other places, i just prefer i will go watch movie alone and book fair.
other than that i think i dun have mood for that. cause the revision.
in this semester i have 6 modules for my exam, and the subject is very hard and also boring.
the module is:
Malaysian
Moral
further Mathematics
IT Application
Communication Skill
Research Method for Degree
my god i dunno how to start them, i hope i can do it well
especially for the first two and last two module.

technical

it is a long time i did not update my blog, since i am busy with my folio and assignment.

today is a special day for me, it consider good and bad. 

talk a bout the bad things first, i fell struggle and scad, when the lecturer, is keep on said please be quiet. 

i have feel somethings wrong, cause the head of administration is coming to the lecture hall,just at behind. 

and the result, i think everyone know, he was try to scold us for our responsible in the class is not make the noisy, but the things i can observe is they dun care about this, and keep on make the noisy after head of administration leave.

the good thing is i have receive the mail from Human Resources for Technical Assistant about the briefing of the interview. i just feel very excited, and i just hope that i can pass the interview section, and become one of them gain the knowledge and helping other people.

if can i want to upload every day in my college life and always be happy.
hope tomorrow will be more better than today 

horrible day

haiz... ...
i do not know what am i doing yesterday,
attendance is not taken and my note book is missing.

and the more serious things is am i offend my group member,
or i not responsible in the group.
do not know why, i feel i am not a good person to be the leader.

second semester

today is my second semester of second day,
have go through 4 module again and have met all the lecturer.
is just like normal our class is still keep on noisy and noisy,
but the lecturer is different, they have start for their duty and R&R for their classes.
they are very good, cause when they introduce them self, some of them are studying doctoral,
and also have teaching the master student also, it show that our UCTI have a lot of good lecturer.


just this for today

close for the old start for the new

just finish my last paper, PDSM yesterday, it just over. i think i have answer the best for my paper, i have practice and redo for few previous exercise. now just wait after 2 months for my result release, i hope can pass it, cause i very sad and stress if i not pass, cause i will redo module, i just hope this do not happen on me.

also the same things on yesterday, i could not attend for the play wit my college friends  again, haiz......
feel i am so noob to said the reason, i do not know how to go there and back.
the next reason is i do not have enough money to go there, but by next semester i would not like this, cause i will earn some money by being a technical assistant. even is not too much, but it is enough for me gua. haha

still the same things on yesterday, i have knew that YQ11 is going on, and this time i hope that i would like to be a committee, to have fun at there.

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this is for today, the attendance issue again is still very hard to do, but today is the best way have been done.
suddenly, there is the person ho said that they do not heart their name and turn for presentation .
it sound feel very nonsense i call up their name and they always have respond on yesterday why suddenly
said......
i do not know how can this happen.
but as the final we can solve it.

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next week is my second semester i hope that i can have a happy day for it.

get trouble again

actually is not a real trouble, but it will effect my situation,
today when i have lunch, a classmate calling me asking about the MQA group
let me help him check for it,
after i check for him, i have found that he never join the group and never attend the class also.
he ask me can he join our group.
i am feel surprised what he said to me, and now i still discuss with my group,
and i hope that there is a solution.

i know that sound heard like i am useless,
but i really cant do anythings to my friend attitude

i just hope this have a solution for it......

one stop and again

today just having my first exam in exam hall,
the location is not at the main campus is at BBJ
the exam is for ITB, it could not said very hard cause i have study on it,
but still have few question is hard to answer for it.

just now my mother is scold me for saying that i am not learning anythings in IT
the home desktop have problem i could not fixed it,
i just start for my college life just in foundation and just first semester.
haiz...... if can i would like to search the information at internet or search the books from library
to do my own task more better.

next semester i will interview for the technical assistant at college
hope i can apply for it.
just this, nothing special and details.

is not the worst

just now saw my friend blog, she was trying to said sorry to one of her friend that have been ignore.
even though the person she mention is not me but after i view the blog i have feel that i have care by someone.
yes i know the sound heard like i am narcissism, but i dun care as long as the blog is touching me enough.

furthermore, even yesterday is my worst day, it did not means i am the worst in the world,
i hope that i can stand for it and will continue my life after this.
tomorrow is my first exam for my life in college, before this just have small test,
and 6 more days i will have the MQA module and need to face them again.
i hope the situation will not worse than yesterday.
and next week i will start my next semester.
the world will be better

am i doing wrong or right ?

Now I at my new house, without wi-fi or internet, but I still write the blog post by using word.

Just now at college I have a big impact on me, as a leader, a student, a friend I could not play a good example, I do not know whether is my false or not.

I always help the lecturer to change the slides and taking the attendance. Today, is a different way to take our attendance, the way is making worst to take it, and before the class end, one of the student come in front of me and ask me about the attendance why suddenly said the four “letter” words to me I feel that I want to ask myself that what am I doing wrong.

During my moral presentation, almost all the audiences went out from the class out of 190 students, just left about least than 10 persons. Haiz……

Next week is my exam, I dun want waste my time on this particular, do whatever they want just leave me alone, as previous me……..

crazy just because what ?

now my fb notification always lighting just because my friend in group always comment about the nonsense
but they are very cute also until the comment becomes 300 ++
this make me remember about the primary school picture have 1000 comments on it.

this is all my friend

actually we all are studying and practicing for next week exam for 3 modules,
but they are stress enough for study just like me and on9 now

is a day

today is a fresh and new day to me,
just now i bring my friend felix to college, he will car pull with me this few days.
and today is my role play too.
cant said too bad, cause the audience have the responds to our role play
many of other team was doing the best , i think the reason is they put more effect on the IT

recently i have know that 1 of my friend have reuse the blog and have some friend are the top user rate in my follo list.

just this for today from me
hope that next week my exam will be better

my friend comment about me

today,i going to college just for discuss for the MQA module for moral presentation.
before, we all went back on of my team member said me that i am a good person,
but just to strict to my personality. i do not know what is wrong with my personality
and she will said i am very strict for it.
but very thanks that she was try to inform me my mistake.
least people will told the true to our wrong it was the first time for me at college.
at secondary school, i have it before, but she was my junior. we least communication.
but go through sms, i know well for me.
now i am miss her at secondary school, hope that she will be better than before.

other person comment bad to us is not always bad things, but it will be a improve for us.

motivation post and tag

today i just watch again the Taiwan TV program "guess" is about 1 year or 2 years ago.
it really give a lot of memory especially for my motivation.
at there have a lot of motivation scene.

after i watch again, i know somethings new.
the motivation will decrease as time going on.
so i decide when i have a new motivation or reminder to me,
i would like th share the way to motivate and the objective i create the motivate.

tomorrow, i will start my math xplorace
hope that is a enjoy to me with my friends.
tomorrow we also have the role play practice,
say gambateh for it

android workshop part 2

today, i have my part 2 for android workshop feel very happy for it cause i can learn programing now.

i forget last time i have it on when, but this time i will not to miss for it. 

i know this on Monday, so i ask my friend who like to join it. 

So, today i went to the android workshop with my friend.

we was though that many people will attend it, 

but when we went there, we found that least people attend it, i do not know what is the main reason.

after the senior who teach us android workshop, maybe they have attend the class at that time. 

if can, i was hope that wont happen on me.

this time, we all learn the simplest application. it was my first time to key in the application. 

quiet difficult, but at end i can do it with me^^ quiet happy for it 

the JAVA language is very difficult for us 

in our mind that the letter "a" and "A" is not different but when you key in to the language 

it could not read it well 

i have chat with the classmate who attend for the workshop 

this time least people was attend it so we can more concentrate when we build it 

and i have know that the detail about the IT 

the mobile technology is a "cool" module the lecturer have not update for it 

and the other things 

MQA will kill me

this post is update for yesterday,

yesterday, was a boom day to me, cause the lecturer give us another tasks to finish it 

last week is 2 presentation and this week is another 2 more folio for 20 pages 

malaysian study and moral study, 2M i have given 4 tasks to finish it 

and according my previous task i haven finish is 

english role play 

ITB group assignment 

PDSM and ITB revision 

mathematics home works given on friday 

and 4 more 2M tasks...

i need a good management, i need a better way to finish my works.

i still remember when 

i was primary school, the teacher said secondary school life not strict

i was secondary school, the teacher said college is very relax 

but all is not true 

i wanted to know who will tell me the society not like college always busy 

and now i just know i still have 3 more weeks to go to finish the ITB group assignment 

and the task we just finish 8% 

i hope that my group will finish 35% on next week 

improve

i still remember i done for my first assignment is pdsm: personal development and study method
and the title is time management,
recently i have a lot of tasks to finish it, and still a lot of task i haven start to do yet.
i hope that i can improve myself in future.
i ave been invite to becomes a tuition teacher in facebook group
the admin was my senior in secondary school
i do not know i can handle it or not cause i just have one day free in a week
i have class on Saturday for MQA module, becomes a teacher to teach other is my dream before this.
so it is a change for me to join it.
but now i just have a day free, Thursday
Sunday i need work with my father, i just hope that i can be one of them after i arrange the time table

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today, english class we have to give a small talk about the experience that we could not forget or is the first time we have it.
most of our friends is talking about the sad experiences almost is the family members past away
even though all of them very noisy in class, but they still have a quiet time to listen the other classmates or friends talk.

helping

today is my first day to have the Malaysian study and moral study.
just meet a lot of new classmate and makes friend with them.
at there have diploma foundation and degree student at there, if i not wrong is about 190 students.
and we have the presentation after 2 weeks.
we have becomes small group to finish this task, unlucky i have to help the lecturer to separate the group
and arrange them according choosing the number with them
the reason i said unlucky is i am the first time to do this and is get in a trouble cause
the situation quiet noisy and confuse for them.

lastly, i have found that the lecturer is blind could not see anythings at all.
when we are viewing the slides he could not know where is the slide is changing flow his step or not
the things i can do is help the lecturer change the slides according his teaching
at the movement i feel somethings wrong with me,
i could not define now about the problem right now clearly
but i hope that the trouble is not make me feel stress at all

before i start this post, i have calculate my financial for this week
again happen on me the financial is not balance with my wallet
and i calculate the total i spend on month the month i spend is too many
i hope i can decrease for it

meet and meeting

yesterday, when i go to mines for repair my desktop i meet a lot of friends
even though, just 2 hours, we not chat to much cause i am carrying the big desktop.

today, i have meeting with my classmate, we went to cafeteria before we start the role play meeting
we eat together and chat together before we start the role play meeting,
i can feel that we get more each other than study at class
just chatting and eating, hope this will continue in future

and tomorrow is saturday but i need go to school for moral study and malaysian study
haiz... it will continue until October.

submit assignment

today i have submit the assignment
just have the relax feeling, and i will continue for the other
just this for this post
huh~