gathering

yesterday and currently have some discover about my primary school friend

i should start working on my assignment, but my emotion control is too poor start looking back my previous post from the group and i find out some good things and back things as well
i dunno what other epople would said to me? dun have time for assignment and FYP but have time to upload and write blog, and i also dunno how to answer

simple things because of lazy and lazy

for the movement i am thinking, i hope i can organize gathering with all people, but after few gathering i have done, i think that is impossible, some people might said no memory for primary school and dun think gonna to attend, some may said this is a memory place not need to gather, some people is said no people he can recognize that why din attend for it

hope i can organize once again finding suitable place other than old town haha

about my childhood

my childhood was so bad and so good
so bad that i din watch any cartoon and have good memory (maybe i have forget?)
so good i still can touch the nature of world
that why i start to watch toy story 1 to 3 recently lol

friend

a post related to friend, and i am currently very high not sure when it goes to down
yesterday i was attend to friend birthday party, i was suppose to be excited cause an old friend is inviting me for her part of life just happen, about this friend, we din meet for the last 6 years, and we know each other around 13 years? we was tuition mate when both of us are 8 years old? and we was classmate for 2 years standard 4 and 5
than things happen is we have same tuition center for twice ? and we meet at camp than we din contact any more last week she was inviting me to attend her 21st birthday party, it was a shock for me at the beginning, because we din contact for like years already i feel pressure and happy that she was inviting me, the birthday party was great and meet some old friend as well, we was busy of talking and of caused the birthday queen was busy with taking picture with others, of caused she wasn't invite the primary school friends only but also invite her secondary school and university friend, she was just as usual pretty and smart.

while reach the ending of the party, she was said she very sorry cannot invite all the person i know, i was just think why she take it so serious, i was enjoy the party as she with the others, what i hope is we still can contact each other as yesterday your celebrate birthday

hope our relationship will continue haha and hope in future we can have a gathering between our generation 

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today early morning, one secondary school senior was message me and ask am i joining one marathon on jan next year, and another shock just happen i din know that someone is interest in marathon and ask me to join as well, though it would take long process to get partner to join marathon

and we have chat and we will join on next year bukit jalil marathon

feel amazing about friendship concept created by facebook 6 person in one person mutual looking at few friends conversation lot of memory is being call deep from heart and core from brain......

backpack travel with bicycle / plane?

after clean the house for the first floor i feel more flesh when i breath in the air
maybe because of yesterday running on treadmill and the effect still on? maybe

before i clean the house, saw my friend or specific friend from my previous job as technical assistant
he just join another trip, i still remember his whole last trip, it just like all the trip he join it happened this year and currently he is at Langkawi ......

i know this from photo he post at instagram and facebook, as i comment at his instagram photo, we started a little chat on it, and i know how he manage the cheap trip from AirAsia.
And while commenting our friend who always "yolo" that tell me that i should always keep update from AirAsia for cheap ticket and get travel!!!

and she already book for 4 travel places for the coming 1 year..... i am like what the hell

i never think about i will travel with plane in my life, most properly because on my parent, they are traditional people and traditional thinking especially my father

and i think about the current century lifestyle is totally different, and most of them are try to enjoy their life before they are suffering for the future

i was thinking i should travel using bicycle or plane?

i dunno how was my backpack travel gonna to be...... i have collect few places around Malaysia just need to have the power to go

cannot continue type after mention this...... need to continue for my study is bored to hear but i hope i can make it fun for me LOLOLOLOL

a blame on myself

i just feel i wonder explorer it my emotion on somewhere else, just meet my supervisor and i just know i am done if i continue with this line i will only get a C for my 3 module project, a C means only credit and for project it means it is not challenge project but just a normal project without challenge

it was happen due to normal logic a very normal commonsense

am i understand what is text mining?

from my explanation to supervisor, she very sure that i was not have the knowledge of text mining and i still want to do it, for that she feel that my text mining is nothing but just a normal query search in database there is no algorithm and proper approach for doing text mining!!!

and before that i was try to say she was not focusing on me at all same as my colleagues said she was said ok ok to a FYP student and give him a D for his FYP

and i know now is i am totally different from that student because of my understanding on my topic is nothing


what i feel now is i am still the same as few years ago din improve.......

that call back some memories and talk from tuition teacher  during i am taking PMR or SPM ?

i need to find more resources about text mining that why i at university library now, hope i can do it !!!

relax post while busying

feel relax after having gym
for this time i dun have any problem on it maybe because of assignment progress is going well and i have good mate with me for one of them group assignment
it was one of my worry during deciding to go for internship, am i getting bad mate for my assignment but i am lucky, they are very well corporate with me
but one individual assignment make me feel want to cry about it
i was able to find many case studies for the assignment and most of them is well written,
the lecturer end up tell us, it only required one case study and the case study should not more than 2 pages OMG
i just wondering how am i to search the case study, hope the link he provide is useful for me
recently i was posting very frequent,
maybe is because this place is very secret place for me to post compare to twitter and facebook and even weibo
cause friend will easy to identify my situation

what i hope is my situation is identify after i solve the problem, but most of my friend is identify the problem before i solve it haha especially facebook

i was observe some of my ex classmate they are very relax, i just i can relax as them, i know it was impossible for me, due to my greedy, i hope i have everything, but the fact is i only can choose few for my continue journey of study and life
especially for my plan, the plan of travel

the deep breath i taken during i run at treadmill and currently i still can feel it the expends of my lungs and make my shoulder more relax

is my dream too big

Currently i should be busy in searching case study in Information System for my 3k assignment, but i fail to do so, due to watch "the four 3" and currently i still have the little mode on my plan which is previously i have do 

my travel plan which is being in plan since long time ago, i think i always mention in the past post, currently, i was delay after finish study my level 3, but in my current situation, i have being busy for my study for research in assignment and FYP 

i was plan after internship i could be more advanced than other in terms of technical knowledge, but i am wrong, being study in software engineering, not only need to know about the programming and technical but also business management and project management currently which i am stunk 

i was plan to learn bicycle on the road side and get interact with other group of people who interest on it, but it look like i am busy on study only

okay mode is disappear hope i can continue in study lol 

regarding about the plan of travel let just think about it after this (dunno when will start)

viper challenge 2014 in malaysia

so this is what happen during viper challenge, din get the image weill so copy from other side and explian here which i skip which i can do, first of all all the hand workout i fail to do and who thouse participate can know how many i skip lol 

first station walk though tayar 

2nd: ice bucket challenge? i think this challenge more cooler 

3rd challenge 

4th challenge which half way i drop due to hand not enough strong and over weight ......

5th station 

6th challenge 

7th challenge: not sure how man mountain need to claim, thanks for my teammate helping me 

8th challenge: during my challenge time the fire is not so huge...... my feel is how deep is the water......

holly like shit......

9th challenge: yup, this half way i cannot move up and i give up need to train more for my hand 

image source from http://tw.gigacircle.com/2796765-1

11th: cleaning time

12th challenge: middle wall

13th challenge: 2nd floor challenge, this is where by the place i get hurt of my leg due to scare and hand no more energy 

14th challenge mini wall cant really pass through after the pain on my leg, dun see this is 1 one wall there are many at the back!!! at this station

15th challenge: another wall and behind got banana and soft drink haha 

16th challenge 2nd ring i was drop haiz......

17th challenge: dun think is easy many people get cramp due to mud

18th challenge: the place i get cramp ...... 

19th challenge okay i cant do this.......leg sprain started .......and i feel it

and this is the last challenge.......


overall, is very good, i forget what was the feeling at the end, but at least i join it, even though parent was argue with me not to join this

how many tomorrow i have

Another emotion day,

After meet my Final Year Project (FYP) Supervisor on Thursday and Naruto reach to final episode and i dunno why i become so freaking demotivated ...... some of my classmate did something worse than me from study aspect, and i still can chill and said "see!!! she not even do that !!!" and i remind about this i am like dunno what to said about me......

it was almost 4pm and i just have my lunch lol, and just back from workout
still, i before i went out, i am still thinking should i go for workout or not .......
my mom firstly was disagree about it due to some work need to be done in old house, i was feel annoying for doing that in my mind and heart

i dunno why this happen

after i mention "never mind, just waste the money" and mom said she was agree and let me go and she said if she din allow she feel guilty, and i was thinking, if she feel guilty, how about me as children, i feel more guilty


for the past 2 days i stay at home and i rewatch some favor comic like Naruto

and currently i was lying and ask myself where should i go ?
should i go for nap ? or i should go for my FYP?

i properly choose the first one for now and i will DO !!! for second one

the end of story Naruto

huh~
another story is ended and is leaving me the character inside the comic

yup, naruto is end on 6 11 2014, and the ending is very nice for me, everything is peace

even though the way of fighting is a bit of out of control (or i can said cannot imaging)

while i search the naruto photo and try to put it here, but i think is too difficult to put one due to all the images is being edited from origin


the first thing pop up in my mind was digimon while look at the photo result of search
let me call the long long time ago history, but lucky it did not make my mode to re watch it.

leave nothing much to follow, need to find new target for my own life style ......

emotion post ?

a post started without subject in front of lecturer while the class started in between 30 minutes
and i have the feeling to record something in my life, and i would like to type it in blog in state of post in FB

such a good thing i feel currently,
just watch the university talk taiwan tv program the latest one my topic wasn't about the topic they mention but is about the history of this tv program

is being 7 years the program has shown to the world and i just watch it for 3 years, for the past 3 years lot of things happen around me and include this program

one of the guess is former from 16 students in tv program, today she shown up as a guess and i look back her instagram, her last post was said she was going back to the tv program, and saw some graduation photo post by her, and that show she will be graduate soon as well, and it make me recall some other student who always appear in tv program, they are wearing graduation clothes and prepare for graduation sound sads but there is the true for the real and they are graduate soon


same go for naruto will end in 3 more ep include this week, 2 more weeks it will be a end






and it will begin a new one




how about me......


am i still standing at the origin?

normal life

different people have different aspect of being normal life 

at different timing or at different life time of same person will have different understanding on normal life 

normal life concept will change based on the person surrounding and affect and self experience 

currently i cannot said i have a normal life concept, due to to many information getting in

and currently a lot of life event is happened (especially is someone is leaving or someone is moving out from my society life)

yesterday was joining a challenge event call viper challenge, and said they was asia largest obstacle 

they are 2 challenge for me at the time 20km running for me is first time to do, previously the event the longest distance i join was only 12km and there was trail running, the shortest is 5km and another big challenge was the 20 obstacle. 

after joining my leg was getting sprain and currently is left leg....... 

in early of my secondary school life i was facing the issue, and while i am writing this, i was thinking to refer back my previous post. but i decide not to do so it just wasting time and recall the sad memory 

right after i get sprain on my leg and i ask myself what is my normal life for future?

should i continue join this kind of event in my life? or i should find another type of event or i shouldn't join any event just like my parent...... 

yup, my parent especially my father din join much event in his own life, most of his event is related to politic event some special people talk. my mom was different from my dad she was active in lot of event and join jungle tracking in taman negara and was state represent in badminton. and she was retired after study when she got marriage she was focus more on her work and taking care of our life. 

when i was kid she always bring me and brother to visit KL and i still remember that time i was too bad just want to stay at home and watch cartoon in weekend. 

so......

what is my normal life ? i din know yet......

at that time when mom was tell me should notice my body capable am i really can join this? for 20km since i was hurt a lot in sprain of my right leg and it take YEAR to cure 

and i was thinking about my dream of visit the west Malaysia using bicycle should i give up or ?

and before i writing my blog i was reading online comic which is i already read......(wasting time)

if compare current me and during foundation is very different, during foundation i will be very stress for study always hope i can finish early and can do other study research at the end because of lot of issue and i always complete during ending 

the way the parent react with me also different, previously as i remember the most, is my father always scold me, currently he was asking me the status i dunno what is the behind i hope 

take long time to complete this post just put some picture for viper event 

painful leg for last night currently feel better, but still need some time for fully cure 

though they dun have it 

thank them for corporate me the slow runner and noob guy in the team, it was very nice to meet you all :) 

ps: please find your normal life concept haha