feeling lonely

i dunno how many post i have done with this topic, but i always din mention about it directly,

feeling lonely, again, this feeling will occur when the process of leaving a close group of friends,

yup, i am leaving the company and end my internship, time can be said fast and slow, depend on what situation, for currently, i feel the time was passing very fast and until i feel can i rollback?

lot of things happen in university and i cannot aware, many friends in my previous work, technical assistant is leaving and lot of new member is joining, and become a place that i could not recognize any more haha :) (sigh)


is the same process of boring, during working in father restaurant, few stalk is change to another people in charge and i start to think yesterday chat with my ex colleague and is my friend as well, and get know majority is leaving,

i start worry due to i dun have fixed friend or best friend who always stay side by side with me, when i was previous age i was tell myself, i not need it, and i might change my mind and regret what i set myself, i have lot of friend same as number of facebook friend, majority of them i know them, but just not always keep in touch always,

currently when i want hang out a friend, when i saw phone and fb list there is no people i can hang out with, either is too far or long time din communicate,

what i hope is i still can fixed this problem and find a __ hhaha

shop and shop again

i still remember i always complaint to female include my mom that they always purchase useless items where by they dunno they gonna t be used or not?
it sound familiar to my previous post ( i dunno i have post this or not, as i remember i have written this in social network,
currently i "shop" again and i find out another few more interesting topic i want to "purchase" and i continue shop again and i find out something is interest and i "purchase" it

currently my problem is am i gonna used all of them ? i dunno but i am sure that this all is my bullet for future fight, it has expired date as well, what i hope is i can finish it before they expired