the day before birthday

The title like very very strange, but is true this post is write a day before my birthday

a day end of June and a day before of July. 

i wake up very early like 5.15 pm, due to i find out the solution for the program i create yesterday night

and after that i could not sleep just because i to excited for solving a problem. 

after having my breakfast i meet my secondary school junior at our school 

when i meet them like obviously they will be stay at there din movie, due to my new hairstyle

after that we meet together at restaurant, and she is with us and i try to chat her, but i fail to do so ==''

seriously my mind is totally blind, i dunno how to talk with her, what i do is just listen her only, and know some new things from her, when she try to chat with my sister, i dunno why i feel my sister always look at me, she look like is she taking the chances of me to talk to her, i want to tell her, she never did that, caused i dun have the chance to chat with her also==''

in this small gathering, i just know they still contact each other and have gathering, that is the things make me feel happy that they still contact each other, i dunno this can last how long, but i hope it will last until the end of the world. 

and my status, i will wait until a person tell me, or i will continue loving her alone until ....... the day i dunno also 

long time

since last time i call you is like2 years ago, i remember that time i call you for the sport reason, yesterday call back to you again, it was such a good recall for me

timetable

Recently,i always build weekly timetable for myself,but for sure is, i cannot always follow it, the reason is everyday always got somethings happen and i could not finish my task according my timetable
what should i do

be a bad guy

i will be a bad guy, a very very bed guy
why? because i will leave a group for my assignment and join the other to release my load
it was make me feel very tired and tired and i feel dun want to stay more longer at this situation so i decide to leave

to my friend who shock to saw this, so sorry this is me, i cannot stay more longer in this situation

complaint

on last friday 15-06-2012
have group work with assignment, i though my group mate will do some efficiency work to me
but this is the dream that cannot be done,
the result is they spend 2.15 hours, they just do 1.5 hours work to me,
and one of them are not doing work at all.
i wanted start to complaint them, but i din do that, as i always tell myself no people can be perfect
when i start to discuss with them another assignment, they make a joke said that they want to get or hired people to do that assignment, i eventually very shock, when he saying that,
feel want to ask them a question, "Why are you studying at here ?Since you would like hired or get help from others to finish your task"

i just can tell my own i am unlucky this time

not feel well

now is 11.30 pm actually i on the since 9.30 but i cannot sleep well because of assignment
i feel very scad in this semester, i feel i still not learning something, other senior in this level and sem
was learning a lot, this will make me feel scad
i feel i am far from the society trend
tired and cant sleep
such a horrible night for me

brother (continue)

sometime i feel i am fail to be brother, because i cannot control and be good with my 2 little brother.

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today feel so emo because of assignment again

assignment assignment you are now my big headache things in my university life, i would like to kick you out from headache mind !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

cant write more already haha

(under crazy mood, due to crazy thinking again)

brother

hahaha big lough for 3 time
this is one of the way release stress, before 3.30 o'clock today i was very stress for past 1 week, after that time i was a bit release, but not using laughing 3 time, is chatting to someone.
it sound like idiot, a male using chatting to release stress but not gaming but is true to tell that this is true for me.
because i not a good gamer XD
talking about today, i am chatting with one junior from my secondary school, our topic to talk is very huge and time spending is very long we talk from academic, life, friend, even our behavior, impression for other.

now someone is wondering what is the relation topic and content? the topic should be chatting or gathering.
because, during the chatting, the impression i give to mu junior in the past few years is not just a senior, is also like a brother, and i just remember the same impression i give to other junior the following place, but follow is to my junior dialog


Jusco movie + your house : congratulation, you have been find your life destination and study in mmu with courses you would like to take, you said your friends from secondary school are getting least contact to you, but i told you, you are wrong because most of you want to come out but scad they are very busy, when you try to contact them and ask them, they will try to find time for to gather.


TTJ old town : lucky you din go Segi university study as you dun listen my advice, and continue study at Sunway, if you follow i will feel regards for my whole life, because you are following my instruction not your heart


mines old town + YQ camp : i dunno when you will come back from your PLKN, just remind you again that the Segi university study environment is not so good, you can ask your sister opinion, dun be always so sad with your life condition, it might become good in future. if i not mistake our first chatting is related to curricular marks XD


pat kin pat sun cafe + YQ camp:  today i was chatting with you, thanks for you spending time to me to release my stress, it makes me happy and smile always until current i am typing this post i also feel happily (crazy condition)

same primary school + YQ camp: hahaha you are the first girl to tell me that i act a brother, same primary school with you, still remember i know you from  "_ _  L_ _ _" girl and first time to chatting topic is regarding camp and invite other people. 

and other i forget already because i spending 2 hours to type this content    XD

my degree lvl 1 sem1 mid term semester break

how was my sem break holiday ?
i cannot define by one word, because it was not just fun, boring , great, good, happy, sad.
is all together. as mention previous post,
i have made time table for this ween, so how was the result of it?
i just can give 60% to myself, compare foundation year it was becomes worst
the reason is my group members did not come to college, and i cannot update and conduct the meeting and separate task. should i blame them or i should blame myself that did not care the other and did not give them free time to do their things.

i have post to fb that, we will have another meeting on tomorrow i hope they will come.
tomorrow, i will conduct three meeting, and i hope i can do it.

FUDCon KL 2012

have my first time event in my college,
this post supposed is updated and post already, but i dunno why it still in the draft
i have bad habit, never record on time, and times is going i will be forget about the event.

anyway FUDCon KL 2012 is a great event i have, but it still have a lot of improvement need to be done
at other country they setup for 1 years, but us is setup by 8 weeks,

but everything still okay =)

Some time

Some time, some how i also dun know what am i doing,
waiting the other coming, waiting the responds
now i am feeling very angry and no mood to do my task
i dunno who should i scold, i should scold at me or group mate.
i setup timetable for the whole week, what i want