worry

actually, i have been on bed, but i dun feel i am sleepy now,
maybe i have somethings worry that cause me cant sleep well.
actually, i have watch a lot video before i went for sleep.
worry about my study money and entertainment.
now another worry about the TA......
haiz dun care about this now, tomorrow i having last Class of MQA and get tips from lecturer.

achieve it

before the storming i open my TA mail box, 

the lucky number 5 it was my name in the recruitment list. 

i do not think it before i will becomes the TA, 

i was thinking that i was bad than the other and worst one, 

now i becomes TA, i need more time management skills and management skills 

and i will face a lot of challenge in future. 

just hope my friends and god will helping me 

thanks to my friend who join the trainee period together with me from the begin till the end of trainee period. 

i will never forget you all. 

i need continue my staff, just this for today 

start countdown

i am starting countdown not for any celebration or any special happy day, but it the day for my exam coming soon.

i still have 17 days for my first paper for second semester.
i must do well in this exam not like last time

is the past

just now having test for TA, just finish,
dunno what is the result yet, but i know is very bad and cant become the TA already,
but at least i have learn somethings at there
continue my game for express my stress

i am not helping

today, receive an emergency call from my friends,
cant help them for submit for assignment
dunno what am i thinking now just know i am very sad.
today i receive for all docket.no
exam is near, revision just half way to go
tomorrow is TA exam, life just like this, a bit boring on it,
just hope i can past my exam for bot TA and study.

a sad day

today i can said that is a said day, cause i crash a car a for paint, i have take down the name from security guard.

and during meeting the lab chief and assistant have resigned just because some reasons.

this reason few days facing a lot of problems with me, stress becomes more stress with my shoulder.

i just hope this can over, and let my life becomes normal, suddenly i feel that i cannot become helping people.
just can become a normal people

another nightmare again, i just create another nightmare with letter C

hope the person will forgive me

god please help me, i dunno want to be trouble in my education. please

emo

i really emo with myself, i dunno what am i doing, i feel blur and stress now,
maybe i just cant sleep well tonight

miss you

you having your graduation on last Saturday,
you still the same smile always, until now i have travel almost 1 year for missing you.
dunno why, i still have feeling with you. recently you are always on facebook,
but i dunno how to start our conversation, not like last time we can talk each other easily.
you said you will continue study on form 6, i just hope you enjoy your life at there.
the purpose i write this post to remember in future me that i still remember you until now.
maybe is i unlucky to find a new girl like you.

not well and not confidence

early in the morning, i have start reading my facebook notification and my blog follow. 

after this i need continue my study. the time is passing very fast. Lot of the events is going on yesterday and coming soon this week, got graduation, farewell for junior form 5, and so on. 

through the picture, i can saw the time travel from their face. 

just know, until their turn for seating SPM. just say good luck to them, and hope we still can meet each other.

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for my part, yesterday i have been done for the suffer assignment, RMDS. just waiting for my friend for checking my grammar and language are use proper or not. i feel not confidence and not well now. now i cant said the situation is how and what. i well update for this after 19th Nov 2011 cause that date is after my buffer and exam week. 

just this few things for this post 

stress

in my facebook status i write:
OMG!!!!!! this exchange make me feel i am very stress!!!
3 assignment submit in 2 weeks
menu book submit in one week
exam for TA in two weeks
further math class test in two weeks
6 modules exam just still have 5 weeks !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


really really a lot of works need to do 


i just finish for doing 2 assignment and just now lecturer announce for another assignment 
really stress now!
lucky i have finish my duty trainee 

experience from senior

just now went mamak with my two board senior TA
i got a lot of massage from a Senior talking about we dislike who and what is our opinion in TA.

after that we talking about the financial, he my senior TA start to work from 12 years old
and now she was study and plus 2 works one for TA and another is outside work as technical also.
he paid every things for himself.

from his talking himself i like his style and i feel if can i want to becomes like him helping people at outside.
and he time management.

Bad mood OMG

today all result is release already, still consider normal not too bad and too good.. after 30 more days will start for my second exam in college. heard a lot of people saying about fail at every corridor let me feel that i am in stress now. i am spending my parents money in education, is it a lot not least.

i know i am bad in English, but i will improve for it

my grade for semester 1 is 2.375.

for my friend i saw you mention in blog, you are failing in physics, just let us work hard together for our future.

two things have been end

i am now in library, just now i have been submit my Duty Quota Letter and get approve from my supervisor.

i feel relax a bit fro my stress.cause i have been finish 1 difficult things. now i just need concentrate to my assignment and study. 

as mention above there is another end. it happen around the world, and everyone is discuss for it.

the third apple is pass away. previously i have a dream, i want to use apple product before Steve jobs pass away. the reason i said like this, i just hope he can still long life until the end of the world. and i need to prepare my money to buy for it. 

just this for today continue my study. 

the things will happen to us

the things just happen beside me, my supervisor are angry and my senior TA could not take the signature from him. preciously i also scad regarding this, but now i think another way, it may happen to me in future, i need to change myself, to suitable myself in every situation.

panic

i am panic with the assignment, revision and the signature question
now i am the lab open two pc to do my assignment and search the question from the senior TA regarding the question problem:
In Windows Registry, identify the startup point start from Windows loading progress bar until the user have logged on and gain control over the computer.
(Hint: You can start from malware removal tools)


who can tell me what is this answer, i leave for the windows loading progress bar 

revision

oh my god, i haven start for my revision for 6 modules !!!!!!!

now i still online and bloggering i dunno what am i doing 

just hope me will concentrate after this!!!!!!!

said sorry to you

just finish my financial analysis, need to be aware and careful for that.
during, i having my breakfast,my father is calling to me, unfortunately i fail to pick up the call.
and i calling back to him, the reason for his call is he  said i not need to come his restaurant, cause not so many customer at there. i feel very sorry to him regarding this.
if i not wrong i have 3 weeks haven helping him at there.
And coming soon, i will having my 6 module exam.
i hope i can balance me to do the work and my study.

dear father, so sorry i cant help you recently.

again

hiaz......
scold again
this time from my classmate friend
what happen to me ?
where is my lucky star?
no time for thinking about this
prepare for my exam and assignment
haiz.........
when my blog become very emotion and down