close for the old start for the new

just finish my last paper, PDSM yesterday, it just over. i think i have answer the best for my paper, i have practice and redo for few previous exercise. now just wait after 2 months for my result release, i hope can pass it, cause i very sad and stress if i not pass, cause i will redo module, i just hope this do not happen on me.

also the same things on yesterday, i could not attend for the play wit my college friends  again, haiz......
feel i am so noob to said the reason, i do not know how to go there and back.
the next reason is i do not have enough money to go there, but by next semester i would not like this, cause i will earn some money by being a technical assistant. even is not too much, but it is enough for me gua. haha

still the same things on yesterday, i have knew that YQ11 is going on, and this time i hope that i would like to be a committee, to have fun at there.

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this is for today, the attendance issue again is still very hard to do, but today is the best way have been done.
suddenly, there is the person ho said that they do not heart their name and turn for presentation .
it sound feel very nonsense i call up their name and they always have respond on yesterday why suddenly
said......
i do not know how can this happen.
but as the final we can solve it.

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next week is my second semester i hope that i can have a happy day for it.

get trouble again

actually is not a real trouble, but it will effect my situation,
today when i have lunch, a classmate calling me asking about the MQA group
let me help him check for it,
after i check for him, i have found that he never join the group and never attend the class also.
he ask me can he join our group.
i am feel surprised what he said to me, and now i still discuss with my group,
and i hope that there is a solution.

i know that sound heard like i am useless,
but i really cant do anythings to my friend attitude

i just hope this have a solution for it......

one stop and again

today just having my first exam in exam hall,
the location is not at the main campus is at BBJ
the exam is for ITB, it could not said very hard cause i have study on it,
but still have few question is hard to answer for it.

just now my mother is scold me for saying that i am not learning anythings in IT
the home desktop have problem i could not fixed it,
i just start for my college life just in foundation and just first semester.
haiz...... if can i would like to search the information at internet or search the books from library
to do my own task more better.

next semester i will interview for the technical assistant at college
hope i can apply for it.
just this, nothing special and details.

is not the worst

just now saw my friend blog, she was trying to said sorry to one of her friend that have been ignore.
even though the person she mention is not me but after i view the blog i have feel that i have care by someone.
yes i know the sound heard like i am narcissism, but i dun care as long as the blog is touching me enough.

furthermore, even yesterday is my worst day, it did not means i am the worst in the world,
i hope that i can stand for it and will continue my life after this.
tomorrow is my first exam for my life in college, before this just have small test,
and 6 more days i will have the MQA module and need to face them again.
i hope the situation will not worse than yesterday.
and next week i will start my next semester.
the world will be better

am i doing wrong or right ?

Now I at my new house, without wi-fi or internet, but I still write the blog post by using word.

Just now at college I have a big impact on me, as a leader, a student, a friend I could not play a good example, I do not know whether is my false or not.

I always help the lecturer to change the slides and taking the attendance. Today, is a different way to take our attendance, the way is making worst to take it, and before the class end, one of the student come in front of me and ask me about the attendance why suddenly said the four “letter” words to me I feel that I want to ask myself that what am I doing wrong.

During my moral presentation, almost all the audiences went out from the class out of 190 students, just left about least than 10 persons. Haiz……

Next week is my exam, I dun want waste my time on this particular, do whatever they want just leave me alone, as previous me……..

crazy just because what ?

now my fb notification always lighting just because my friend in group always comment about the nonsense
but they are very cute also until the comment becomes 300 ++
this make me remember about the primary school picture have 1000 comments on it.

this is all my friend

actually we all are studying and practicing for next week exam for 3 modules,
but they are stress enough for study just like me and on9 now

is a day

today is a fresh and new day to me,
just now i bring my friend felix to college, he will car pull with me this few days.
and today is my role play too.
cant said too bad, cause the audience have the responds to our role play
many of other team was doing the best , i think the reason is they put more effect on the IT

recently i have know that 1 of my friend have reuse the blog and have some friend are the top user rate in my follo list.

just this for today from me
hope that next week my exam will be better

my friend comment about me

today,i going to college just for discuss for the MQA module for moral presentation.
before, we all went back on of my team member said me that i am a good person,
but just to strict to my personality. i do not know what is wrong with my personality
and she will said i am very strict for it.
but very thanks that she was try to inform me my mistake.
least people will told the true to our wrong it was the first time for me at college.
at secondary school, i have it before, but she was my junior. we least communication.
but go through sms, i know well for me.
now i am miss her at secondary school, hope that she will be better than before.

other person comment bad to us is not always bad things, but it will be a improve for us.